Episode 8-25 & 26 - 48 Hours
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                    "I 
                      still say we're over-doing it," B'Elanna said as she 
                      climbed the small stepladder, crepe paper in hand. Her voice 
                      was strained as she raised her arms above her head, stretching 
                      the extent of her reach to fasten the colorful decoration 
                      to the ceiling. "Don't you feel a little ridiculous 
                      about the whole thing?"
                    Tom 
                      didn't take his eyes off his daughter as he answered. "Are 
                      you kidding? I think it's the least we could do. This is 
                      a big day." He waved a toy shuttlecraft in the air 
                      in front of Miral's face. "Isn't it, honey?"
                    B'Elanna 
                      watched her husband and daughter romped around on the floor 
                      of her father-in-law's home with a mixture of irritation 
                      and amusement. Truth be told, Tom was nothing but a big, 
                      overgrown child himself most of the time, and this birthday 
                      bash was proof positive, in B'Elanna's opinion. 
                    She 
                      stretched and tugged at a small blue balloon, preparing 
                      to blow it up. She brought it to her mouth, sealed her lips 
                      around it, and blew like a hurricane. The new, never inflated 
                      latex was stiff and non-compliant, refusing to stretch. 
                      As a result, B'Elanna's slender cheeks filled with air and 
                      her face took on the appearance of a hyper-inflated blowfish.
                    B'Elanna's 
                      dark eyes bulged like a croaking toad as she huffed and 
                      puffed, and she wondered briefly if her head would explode 
                      before she forced enough air into the tiny balloon to reach 
                      critical pressure and open the damned thing. Finally, her 
                      stubborn blowing overcame the surface tension and the balloon 
                      began to swell smoothly.
                    Tom 
                      watched his wife wheeze into the balloon, and failed to 
                      disguise his impish grin. "That first breath's a killer," 
                      he chuckled.
                    B'Elanna 
                      looked up from tying the balloon long enough to glare at 
                      her husband, who was lying on his stomach on the floor playing 
                      blocks with Miral. "Uh huh. Why don't you put all that 
                      wind to good use and blow up the rest of these balloons. 
                      This whole thing was your idea anyway."
                    She 
                      tossed the bag of colorful balloons to him and reached for 
                      more rolls of pink and blue crepe paper. "I still can't 
                      believe we're doing this. A small gathering of family and 
                      close friends really would've been enough, Tom."
                    "No 
                      way!" he said, looking at his wife as if she'd just 
                      suggested shooting Santa Claus with a quantum torpedo. "It's 
                      Miral's first birthday, B'Elanna. She'll never turn one 
                      year old again. It has to be a huge celebration."
                    B'Elanna 
                      shook her head as she moved the stepladder to the opposite 
                      corner of the room, climbing up to fasten more of the old-fashioned 
                      decorations to the wall. "She won't even remember it. 
                      It's excessive. We're acting like giddy, first-time parents."
                    Tom 
                      raised two blonde eyebrows. "B'Elanna, we ARE giddy, 
                      first-time parents."
                    "I 
                      know, but we don't have to act like it." She watched 
                      helplessly as the crepe paper she had just fastened on the 
                      other side of the room lost its adhesion to the ceiling 
                      and came wafting down to the floor. She threw her hands 
                      in the air. "That's it. I'm an engineer, not a party 
                      decorator. You want all this stupid ornamentation, you do 
                      it yourself." 
                    "Okay, 
                      okay," he conceded. "I'll do the crepe paper and 
                      balloons. You can hang up the sign."
                    B'Elanna 
                      raised a dark eyebrow. "What sign?"
                    "That 
                      one," said Paris proudly. He pointed to a huge canvas 
                      banner rolled up in the corner. "I had it made just 
                      for today."
                    B'Elanna 
                      hefted the huge thing into the center of the room and unrolled 
                      it. In huge, obnoxiously colorful lettering it read, "Happy 
                      1st Birthday, Miral Paris!" B'Elanna groaned aloud. 
                      "It must be 4 meters long!"
                    Tom 
                      grinned idiotically. "I know. Isn't it great?"
                    "And 
                      where, exactly, would you like me to put it?"
                    He 
                      laughed. "Now there's a loaded question." When 
                      his loving wife only glared at him in response, he smiled 
                      gently and said, "Anywhere you want to, love of my 
                      life."
                    B'Elanna 
                      rolled her brown eyes and muttered, "How about in the 
                      trash?"
                    Tom 
                      ignored her as he picked a PADD up off the coffee table. 
                      He thumbed the keys absently, eyeing the information. "When 
                      does everyone arrive? I'm looking forward to seeing Harry." 
                      He paused momentarily, as if he suddenly realized he was 
                      sounding wistful instead of macho. "It's been a long 
                      time, that's all."
                    B'Elanna 
                      smiled softly. "I miss him, too, Tom."
                    "I 
                      just wonder what's going on in his life."
                    She 
                      smiled knowingly. "You mean his love life."
                    Tom 
                      shrugged. "Whatever."
                    B'Elanna 
                      walked over to her husband and ran her slender fingers through 
                      his thinning hair. "You're nosy, Paris."
                    His 
                      blue eyes widened at the effrontery. "I'm not nosey. 
                      I'm observant."
                    "Uh 
                      huh."
                    "Observant 
                      enough, in fact, to notice something you didn't."
                    She 
                      eyed him warily. "What?"
                    "That 
                      a certain captain and her former first officer always seem 
                      to be arriving within 15 minutes of each other."
                    B'Elanna 
                      looked unimpressed. "What's your point, flyboy?"
                    "My 
                      point is that they seem awfully cozy these days." He 
                      folded his arms across his chest, clearly satisfied with 
                      himself. "A little too cozy to be just friends."
                    B'Elanna 
                      said nothing, not wanting to encourage him. She nodded to 
                      the bag of balloons he left sitting on the floor. "Better 
                      get busy. You have a lot of balloons to inflate, Daddy."
                    Undeterred, 
                      Tom scooped up the balloons but continued where he left 
                      off. "In fact, I would bet a month's replicator rations 
                      that their relationship has moved into the
romantic 
                      phase. If rations were a concern anymore."
                    Before 
                      Paris could continue, the door chime sounded. Saved by the 
                      bell. B'Elanna moved toward the door, shooting Tom a look 
                      over her shoulder as she went. "Drop it, Tom. It's 
                      none of our business."
                    B'Elanna 
                      opened the door of Owen Paris' home to find a deliveryman 
                      holding a huge box. "Delivery for Miral Paris," 
                      he said.
                    B'Elanna 
                      signed for the enormous package with a thumbprint. It was 
                      surprisingly lightweight. She wished the delivery man a 
                      good day, and returned to the living room in time to see 
                      Tom's cheeks puffed out with air, his face bright red as 
                      he strained to fill a small yellow balloon. She laughed 
                      aloud.
                    "There 
                      must be an easier way to do this," he panted.
                    B'Elanna 
                      opened the large box, and shook her head when she saw what 
                      was inside.
                    "What 
                      is it?" Tom asked.
                    "It's 
                      ridiculous," she answered. She reached in and pulled 
                      out a very large, very irritating targ piñata. Someone 
                      obviously had a very annoying sense of humor. B'Elanna sighed 
                      heavily as she looked at the pink, papier-mâché 
                      targ. This day was getting more absurd by the minute.
                    ***
                    Lieutenant 
                      Harry Kim walked through the relatively empty corridors 
                      of Fulton Station in orbit over the Utopia Planitia region 
                      of Mars that housed the rapidly moving Montana Project, 
                      and he marveled at everything that had been accomplished 
                      thus far. Never before had he heard of a starship construction 
                      project nearing completion in such a short time span, having 
                      been given the green light to begin shortly after Voyager's 
                      first, short-lived homecoming.
                    When 
                      Voyager returned home from the bubble universe, the project, 
                      begun to integrate the technologies discovered by Voyager 
                      while in the Delta Quadrant into traditional Starfleet architectures, 
                      had already begun laying down the skeleton of the still-unnamed 
                      vessel.
                    That 
                      was another reason this project was different from any other 
                      ship yet built. Typically, the ship's name is decided upon 
                      long before construction nears completion. But here was 
                      this still- nameless ship, rapidly approaching the day she 
                      would be ready to leave her berth. He'd suggested that the 
                      ship be named the Dauntless, in honor of the ship from which 
                      Voyager had first learned of the Quantum Slipstream drive 
                      and the race that built it, a race, which had been assimilated 
                      by the Borg. The actions of Arturis notwithstanding -- he 
                      was one of the distraught survivors who'd tried to get Voyager's 
                      crew to suffer the same fate as his people, as he blamed 
                      them for his people's fall -- Kim felt their memory should 
                      be preserved in some way. Unfortunately, he was told, one 
                      of the new Sovereign-class ships had been named Dauntless 
                      just prior to Voyager's second homecoming.
                    Kim 
                      walked a few meters further down the corridor and stopped 
                      in front of one of the large viewports that overlooked the 
                      construction site.
                    "She's 
                      quite a sight, isn't she, Mister Kim?" A deep voice 
                      asked from behind the lieutenant. He spun, caught off-guard. 
                      It was Commander Vargas, one of the senior officers on the 
                      Montana Project. Kim relaxed and turned back to the viewport 
                      as Vargas joined him in gazing out at the nearly completed 
                      starship.
                    She 
                      had many of the traditional Starfleet design lines, from 
                      an elliptical primary hull similar in many respects to that 
                      of Voyager, to the nacelles that sprung from the sides, 
                      looking for all the universe as if they were trying to crawl 
                      forward, even while the ship was at rest. But there were 
                      differences, of course.
                    A 
                      second pair of nacelles was tucked under its counterparts, 
                      and they were very difficult to see, even under the bright 
                      lights of the dry-dock, because they were constructed using 
                      technology inspired by the frozen light refrigeration units 
                      discovered in droves amid the wreckage of the Sernaix fleet 
                      following Voyager's final battle.
                    Along 
                      the spine of the ship, green light glowed from the Borg-inspired 
                      technology brought back by Voyager. On the primary hull, 
                      areas that were covered in spacesuit-clad engineers were 
                      completely black, again owing to the application of the 
                      Sernaix frozen-light technology. The ablative hull armor 
                      brought back by the future Admiral Janeway had been modified 
                      with the refrigeration units, now releasing a blanket of 
                      frozen light armor, which could, theoretically, protect 
                      the ship from virtually anything.
                    "Yes, 
                      sir," Kim agreed after a moment. "She certainly 
                      is." He looked over to Vargas, whose eyes were also 
                      fixed on the fledgling vessel. "Sir," he asked, 
                      "how long until she's fully operational?"
                    "I'd 
                      say a week, tops," Vargas answered with pride.
                    "A 
                      week?" Kim repeated in surprise. "I didn't think 
                      she was *that* close."
                    "You 
                      deserve a lot of credit for that, lieutenant," Vargas 
                      replied, turning his head to look at Kim. "If it wasn't 
                      for your team, we'd probably still be scratching our heads, 
                      trying to make half of these new technologies work." 
                      Kim blushed self-consciously and began to open his mouth 
                      to protest when Vargas stopped him. "Don't sell yourself 
                      short. Keep things up at this rate, and I wouldn't be surprised 
                      if you made lieutenant commander by this time next year." 
                      He turned his attention back to the other side of the viewport. 
                      
                      "If all goes well," he continued, "by this 
                      time next week, the only thing that's going to keep her 
                      tied to this berth is if the higher-ups still haven't decided 
                      on a name for her."
                    "Well," 
                      Kim joked lamely, "Voyager's free for use now."
                    "Voyager," 
                      Vargas repeated, to Kim's surprise, in awe. "How the 
                      hell did you guys survive the Sernaix? From everything I've 
                      heard, they sound damn near invincible."
                    "Sernaix," 
                      Kim said, almost chuckling. "Borg. Hirogen. They've 
                      all learned the same thing: don't make Janeway angry. Trust 
                      me, you wouldn't like her when she's angry." He smiled, 
                      then added, "There's no other captain quite like her." 
                      Vargas smiled as well, admiring her for nothing so much 
                      as the loyalty she'd inspired in her former crew.
                    Kim 
                      turned his head to look at his superior officer once more. 
                      "Sir," he began, "when the ship's operational... 
                      I'd... I'd like to get a tour of her. See what she looks 
                      like finished, and off the drawing board."
                    Vargas 
                      smiled again. "I think you've earned that much for 
                      yourself," he said.
                    "Thank 
                      you," Kim replied. "If you'll excuse me, sir, 
                      I have to catch a transport back to Earth."
                    "By 
                      all means," Vargas said. "Don't let me keep you."
                    Kim 
                      smiled in thanks to the commander, then turned and began 
                      to make his way to the docking ports. He was looking forward 
                      to seeing his friends again at Miral's first birthday party. 
                      Everyone would be there -- Captain Janeway, Chakotay, the 
                      Doctor... and Seven. When her face flashed through his mind, 
                      he realized he'd missed her greatly since she'd left Utopia 
                      Planitia, and he wondered what she'd been doing for the 
                      past few days.
                    ***
                    "I 
                      can't find anything wrong, Seven." The Doctor sighed 
                      and set aside the scanner he'd been using. "Your readings 
                      are within normal parameters." He watched, as frustration 
                      seemed to play through her features. "I'm certain what 
                      you are feeling is an effect of the removal of the limiter 
                      from your cortical node. The strong emotions you are dealing 
                      with are bound to have an effect on your sub-conscious, 
                      Seven." Seven hopped down from the bio-bed and followed 
                      the Doctor into his office. The layout surprisingly similar 
                      to 
                      the one he had on Voyager, down to the glass walls around 
                      him. "On Voyager, it was so I could keep an eye on 
                      my sickbay. Here I feel like I am in a glass fish bowl." 
                      The Doctor sat heavily in the chair behind his desk, and 
                      motioned for Seven to take a seat. "How has your counseling 
                      been going?"
                    "The 
                      counselor agrees with your diagnosis, Doctor." Seven 
                      settled and looked at her long time mentor, her expression 
                      still one of barely masked anxiety. "Though logically 
                      your diagnosis is sound, there is something about these 
                      sensations that are extremely unsettling. I could not remain 
                      on Utopia Planitia any longer, because the 'feelings' there 
                      were much greater in intensity."
                    The 
                      Doctor leaned back and took in Seven's appearance completely. 
                      Her body language was tense, even for Seven of Nine. Her 
                      face seemed pinched, her eyes almost haunted. "Keeping 
                      in mind that I am not a counselor, Seven, my considered 
                      opinion would be that you are suffering from post traumatic 
                      stress disorder. This could all be an after effect of your 
                      possession and the other events that you've experienced 
                      since we removed the limiter."
                    Seven 
                      nodded. "That too is the opinion of my counselor. She 
                      feels that the traumatic events I have encountered coupled 
                      with my fears about the anti-Borg sentiments that seem prevalent 
                      here on Earth are causing these sensations. Harry, however, 
                      has been assisting me to work through the experiences with 
                      the anti-Borg radicals. Our shared experience seems to make 
                      it easier to relate my reactions ... my feelings about the 
                      experience to him."
                    The 
                      Doctor closed his eyes for a moment as several different 
                      waves of emotion ran through him. Some shock, as Seven had 
                      told him that she was not looking for another relationship. 
                      As an outsider looking in it seemed very obvious to him 
                      where her friendship with Mr. Kim was heading, however looking 
                      at her it was quite apparent that she had no idea of her 
                      own feelings yet. There was still some jealousy there, or 
                      perhaps 
                      more correctly it would have been termed envy. Envy that 
                      Mr. Kim should be the one to spark such feelings in Seven 
                      of Nine and not him. The most overwhelming though was the 
                      feelings of regret that were sparked inside of him. He had 
                      treated Seven quite badly, becoming cold and distant. It 
                      was not her fault that she didn't return his feelings. No 
                      doubt she had sensed his animosity, which in turn had led 
                      to her keeping her distance from him. The Doctor opened 
                      his eyes once more and took in Seven's worried countenance. 
                      He resolved to stand with her no matter what or who came 
                      into her life from now on. After all, he was her friend 
                      first and foremost.
                    "Yes, 
                      I'm glad that you have someone to share those feelings with 
                      Seven. Mr. Kim is a most extraordinary officer, and your 
                      shared experiences both on Voyager and here on Earth would 
                      give him insight and empathy into what you are feeling." 
                      As the Doctor spoke, he found it surprisingly easy to tell 
                      Seven she was doing the right thing by seeking out the support 
                      of one of her fellow crewmates. Even if it wasn't him she 
                      was seeking.
                    Seven 
                      smiled slightly. "I have grown to appreciate Harry's 
                      companionship. Now that I have taken the time to become 
                      more familiar with him, I find him to be a unique and engaging 
                      individual."
                    The 
                      Doctor nodded and stood, offering Seven his arm. "Well 
                      I have a feeling that unique and engaging individual is 
                      already at the party that we should be off to."
                    Seven's 
                      eyebrow arched, but she took the Doctor's proffered arm 
                      and smiled. "Indeed."
                    ***
                    Tuvok 
                      watched out the small viewport as the tiny dot of light 
                      that was Earth began to morph into the shape of the familiar 
                      blue and green planet. The journey on the small transport 
                      craft had been uneventful, although Tuvok's superior senses 
                      noted that the ride wasn't as smooth as it would've been 
                      on a graceful starship. But it was of no importance. Comfort 
                      was not of paramount concern to a Vulcan. The transport 
                      shuttle was functional, and that would suffice.
                    Without 
                      having to break his gaze from the viewport, Tuvok sensed 
                      rather than felt T'Pel's dark eyes on him. "We are 
                      nearing Earth, my wife."
                    "Yes," 
                      she said, her lyrical voice the only indication of the tightly 
                      controlled emotions that roiled around inside her. "You 
                      will soon be reunited with your former crewmates."
                    Tuvok 
                      nodded, turning to meet her gaze. "I must admit, despite 
                      the considerable amount of time I have spent among Humans, 
                      my understanding of them in still incomplete."
                    T'Pel 
                      raised a dark eyebrow. "How so?"
                    "The 
                      celebration we are about to attend, for example. I do not 
                      understand the Human preoccupation with celebrating the 
                      anniversary of one's birth."
                    "They 
                      view life in a unique way, my husband. For them, the completion 
                      of each year is an accomplishment, a cause for merriment."
                    Now 
                      Tuvok's eyebrow rose. "Perhaps. However, in this particular 
                      instance, the guest of honor is too young to fully participate 
                      in the celebration, or even be aware that the day holds 
                      any particular significance. She is unaware of the completion 
                      of a year of life. I fail to see the logic in party of this 
                      proportion for one too young to comprehend it."
                    Had 
                      she not been a disciplined Vulcan, T'Pel may have laughed 
                      aloud. "You're seeing in black and white, Tuvok. Humans 
                      do not base their lives on logic. They base them on emotions 
                      and events. For them, the first birthday of their child 
                      is a milestone in their relationship as a family. It is 
                      a means of bringing those they care about together. You 
                      are among those the Paris' care for, and it matters not 
                      whether you see the logic in the situation. It matters only 
                      that you are present. It is significant to them; therefore 
                      it is significant to you. You need not find logic in everything, 
                      my husband."
                    Tuvok 
                      eyed her appreciatively. "You are wise, my wife. Attempting 
                      to find logic in most things involving Humans is an exercise 
                      in futility."
                    She 
                      nearly smiled. "Indeed. However, I find their customs, 
                      particularly the ones involving their young, fascinating. 
                      There is always something to learn if one simply looks for 
                      it."
                    Tuvok 
                      nodded his understanding, taking a moment to look upon T'Pel's 
                      attractive face. He found her unique perspective refreshing. 
                      He was once again silently very grateful to have her at 
                      his side and in his life, and while he would never say such 
                      things aloud, he knew she understood. They were, after all, 
                      Vulcan.
                    ***
                    There 
                      was an uneasy silence throughout the room as men and women 
                      of different ages all sat around, all eyes focused on the 
                      gray-haired man sitting at the end of the table. His attention 
                      however was directed at a PADD he held in his hand. Avoiding 
                      everyone's gaze, the man passed a finger along the black 
                      collar of his uniform. The tension of waiting was beginning 
                      to show its way through.
                    "Mr. 
                      West" One of the members spoke up. West directed his 
                      attention towards a man at the other side the room. "You 
                      said she would be here by now." There was a pause before 
                      the man spoke again. "Where is she?"
                    "She 
                      will be here Mr. Brock. Apparently there've been a few incidents 
                      at Starfleet Intelligence that she and several others of 
                      our members had to take care of. Everything is fine now, 
                      and she will be here soon." West replied.
                    Brock 
                      didn't seem all too convinced. He was new to the organization, 
                      and sometimes he wondered how such an elite group of people 
                      such as Section 31 managed to hold themselves together and 
                      maintain the secrecy. They were somewhat of a myth throughout 
                      the Federation. A lot of people knew of Section 31, however 
                      no one had concrete proof.
                    However, 
                      recent events had created several mishaps. The interest 
                      sparked in Lieutenant Harry Kim, B'Elanna Torres and the 
                      Borg Seven of Nine had caused some concern among the higher 
                      up in Section 31 and their Starfleet associates. The picture 
                      of himself and fellow members Kelley and Seagal appearing 
                      at Starfleet intelligence completely shocked them. They 
                      never suspected a second mind in Seven of Nine, and it never 
                      dawned on them that she might be able to re-create from 
                      her mind, those missing memories of talking with them. It 
                      was dealt with quickly, however now they were presented 
                      with the possibility of other mishaps. This, among other 
                      courses of action was the topic of the meeting today.
                    "Ladies, 
                      Gentlemen." Spoke a stern voice from the doorway across 
                      the boardroom. Everyone looked up from their respective 
                      seats as a woman in her early thirties strode into the room; 
                      her confidence seemed to shine through her thick and curly 
                      dark hair. Her tone struck Brock as someone who didn't fool 
                      around.
                    "Lieutenant 
                      Commander Barton, how nice of you to make it." Mr. 
                      West spoke as he placed the PADD on the slick dark table 
                      they were all seated at. Barton took to her seat at the 
                      end of the table. "Now we can move forward. Lt. Commander 
                      Barton, do you have anything to report?"
                    "Starfleet 
                      security suspects nothing. All evidence at Intelligence 
                      has been dealt with as promised. There should be no more 
                      problems." Barton replied. Brock could swear he'd seen 
                      a shred of doubt in her eyes. "There is still however 
                      the problem with the Montana Project. If that project sees 
                      its completion in the upcoming weeks - "
                    "The 
                      Montana Project will be allowed to finish, on Mr. Vargas' 
                      schedule. We will not interfere anymore on that front. Our 
                      security has been breached; we cannot risk the chance of 
                      exposure at Utopia Planitia. We will wait for a better time 
                      - to see that that ship does not fly any longer than we 
                      can risk it." West stated, much to the surprise of 
                      his colleagues.
                    "Mr. 
                      West, with all due respect - " Barton tried to finish, 
                      however she was cut off by the wave of West's hand.
                    "No 
                      more on that subject. I said it will be dealt with. Right 
                      now I am more concerned with the course of action that will 
                      be taken within the next week. Mr. Johns, can you give me 
                      an update on that?" West asked the blond man, who was 
                      sitting near the end of the table.
                    "I 
                      have been in contact with their leader. She seems reluctant, 
                      however I think that if we can send her what she wants, 
                      they will deal. It seems that our 'first contact' with them 
                      through Seven of Nine was successful." Johns replied. 
                      
                    "Very 
                      good." West then took one more look at his PADD. "So 
                      that leaves us with the operation at hand. Any thoughts 
                      on that?"
                    Kelley 
                      then spoke up. "I have already arranged for a cloaked 
                      ship to be ready on command. Since we cannot engage the 
                      transport from orbit without an energy surge being detected, 
                      we will initiate the transport from here, under the Earth's 
                      surface. That should reduce any trace that might be run."
                    "Very 
                      good Mr. Kelley."
                    "Can 
                      I add something Mr. West?" A man in his late 40's spoke 
                      up over the crowd. West's attention changed to him. "Are 
                      we to assume that this.'touched' stuff is even real? With 
                      all due respect, it sounds a little far-fetched to me."
                    "Mr. 
                      Grant, at the moment I don't care what we have to believe 
                      or who we have to side with in order to make our plan work. 
                      The fact is the Federation is facing its biggest threat 
                      in history. Even greater than the Dominion. Sacrifices will 
                      have to be made, and in this case the sacrificing will have 
                      to start with the Federation itself. We have to believe 
                      that our calculations will be right. It is our only hope." 
                      West paused, his eyes meeting those of everyone sitting 
                      to the table. "It is the Federation's only hope."
                    ***
                    Tom 
                      took stock of his guests. So far, most of the invitees had 
                      arrived, with the exception of one noticeable person. However, 
                      Tom refrained from making a comment as he scanned the room. 
                      He saw Naomi sitting on the sofa, showing off her pet rat 
                      to Janeway. Much to Tom's amusement, Janeway seemed to take 
                      a profound interest in Naomi.
                    T'Pel 
                      had taken custody of Miral almost immediately after her 
                      arrival and Tom could tell by B'Elanna's animated gestures 
                      that the baby was indeed the center of conversation. Tom 
                      smiled. A year ago, he would not have imagined the B'Elanna 
                      who stood in front of him now. How far they had come, he 
                      thought, and how far they still had to go.
                    Tom 
                      put a piece of cake on a plate and headed in B'Elanna's 
                      general direction. 
                    "Tom!" 
                      Naomi exclaimed as he passed her. Tom paused.
                    "Naomi 
                      is catching me up on everything that is going on," 
                      Janeway said, the barest hint of a smile playing across 
                      her lips. 
                    "I'm 
                      doing really well in school," Naomi said. "And 
                      I've made some good friends."
                    Tom 
                      nodded. "I had no doubt that you would do fine," 
                      he said, recalling Naomi's earlier fears about returning 
                      to Earth. "Looks like you're adjusting to life on Earth 
                      pretty easily, aren't you?"
                    Naomi 
                      grinned. "I didn't think I would like it when we first 
                      got here because everything was, well, different." 
                      Her smile faded a little in memory of the weeks surrounding 
                      Voyager's return to Earth. Those, Tom agreed silently, had 
                      indeed been difficult weeks.
                      "But," Naomi said, her expression brightening, 
                      "it is getting better."
                    "Glad 
                      to hear it," Tom said. He gestured to the plate of 
                      cake in his hand. "I thought it might be time for the 
                      birthday girl to indulge."
                    "I 
                      like the sound of that," Janeway said, rising from 
                      her seat. "The first birthday is a very important one."
                    "It 
                      is?" Seven of Nine asked. She followed Tom and Janeway 
                      to the table, where Tom set the plate down. "The child 
                      is too young to comprehend the meaning of the celebration."
                    "We 
                      didn't say the birthday party was for Miral," B'Elanna 
                      said, her eyes twinkling as she took the baby from T'Pel 
                      and buckled the child into her high chair. 
                    Seven 
                      looked confused. "I do not understand."
                    "I 
                      believe Ms. Torres is referring to the fact that she and 
                      Mr. Paris will gain greater enjoyment from the celebrations 
                      than Miral will," Tuvok said. He stood next to his 
                      wife. "It is a party more for their benefit than for 
                      the child's."
                    "Then 
                      I fail to see the relevance of calling it a 'first' birthday 
                      party," Seven said. Harry shook his head. "If 
                      it is for the parents, then its meaning for the child is 
                      inconsequential and therefore, irrelevant."
                    "Are 
                      you saying birthday parties are irrelevant?" Harry 
                      asked. "Let me tell you, that's hardly the case."
                    "I 
                      fail to see the logic behind this effort," Tuvok said. 
                      "It is a fleeting occasion, one the child will not 
                      recall in the future."
                    Harry 
                      smiled. "With all due respect, Commander, I have to 
                      disagree. I remember one birthday of mine clearly..."
                    Tom 
                      turned his attention away from his friend and back to Miral. 
                      She was reaching for the cake with a pudgy fist, ignoring 
                      B'Elanna's admonishments to sit still.
                    "Just 
                      for a minute, sweetie," B'Elanna said. "Wait until 
                      we sing and then-"
                    At 
                      that moment, Miral managed to grab the cake and toss a handful 
                      of it into her father's face. Tom blinked and then sheepishly 
                      wiped off his face the best he could with some of the pink 
                      birthday napkins. 
                    "Frosting 
                      becomes you," Harry said, laughing. "A little 
                      pink on the nose, some blue by the eyes-"
                    Janeway 
                      joined in the laughter. "I agree, Tom. You've never 
                      looked better."
                    Tom 
                      mockingly glared at Miral, who stared back at him with innocent 
                      rounded eyes. B'Elanna shrugged.
                    "Just 
                      like you, Tom," she said. "Incorrigible." 
                      
                    "That 
                      is an apt description of Mr. Paris," Seven added, but 
                      Tom was not insulted; he could see the corners of Seven's 
                      lips turning up ever so slightly. 
                    "Smile!"
                    Tom 
                      attempted to oblige as the Doctor snapped a holoimage of 
                      him.
                    "This," 
                      the Doctor said, brandishing the camera, "picture shall 
                      occupy a place of glory next to the one of Mr. Paris falling 
                      in the mud. Keep it up, Mr. Paris, and I will have an entire 
                      gallery devoted to your mishaps at my next exhibition."
                    The 
                      guests laughed, though the reason why - whether at Tom's 
                      discomfort or the idea of the Doctor having his own photo 
                      show - was debatable. Even Miral joined in the merriment 
                      as she banged her fist on the table as she reached for more 
                      cake.
                    "Excuse 
                      me," Tom said. The frosting and cake on his face was 
                      starting to feel sticky. He made his way past Janeway and 
                      his father. Owen Paris tapped Tom on the shoulder. 
                    "You 
                      know, son," Owen said, "you once did the same 
                      to me."
                    Tom 
                      paused. "I did?"
                    "You 
                      did." There was a hint of sadness in Owen's voice. 
                      "From day one, it's always been like that with you. 
                      Confrontational. I'm pleased to see that my granddaughter 
                      has inherited her father's spirit."
                    "Right," 
                      Tom said. He recognized the opening his father had presented 
                      him, but he decided that this wasn't the time or place. 
                      He made his way to the bathroom, pausing only to greet Chakotay 
                      who had just arrived. "Well, if it isn't Janeway's 
                      shadow," Tom said. 
                    A 
                      silence fell over the room, and Tom immediately sensed he 
                      had said something wrong as he noticed Janeway and Chakotay 
                      exchanging a furtive look. Tom continued to the bathroom, 
                      just as he heard B'Elanna announce that it was time to eat. 
                      
                    ***
                    "And 
                      that was when B'Elanna and Harry realized that I was daydreaming," 
                      said the Doctor. "Of course, not before I attempted 
                      to single handedly eject the warp core."
                    Harry 
                      shouted above the laughter. "Yeah, it was all we could 
                      do to restrain him. He kept yelling, 'I have to save the 
                      ship!'"
                    The 
                      Doctor still felt a small amount of embarrassment about 
                      the whole ordeal, but had come to see the humor in it as 
                      well. Hologram or no, he knew funny when he heard it. "I 
                      can laugh at the whole thing now, of course. But at the 
                      time, it was all very confusing."
                    "You 
                      weren't the only one who was confused, Doctor," said 
                      Janeway. "You had the rest of us running ragged trying 
                      to keep up with you." She flashed him a wicked grin 
                      and took a sip of her wine. "You're daydreams were 
                      very entertaining however."
                    "Really?" 
                      grinned Paris. "Sounds like I missed all the fun. Do 
                      tell."
                    B'Elanna 
                      glanced at Seven of Nine on the other side of the room, 
                      who looked back at her unruffled. "Let's just say he 
                      was playing Picasso with a certain member of the crew."
                    Harry 
                      Kim blushed at the recollection of the Doctor painting a 
                      portrait of a very nude Seven of Nine. "You can say 
                      that again."
                    "Actually, 
                      that is imprecise," said Seven. "Picasso was known 
                      for his work in the abstract. The Doctor's painting was
of 
                      a different nature."
                    "Wait 
                      a minute," said Paris. "You're losing me here. 
                      What, or should I say whom, was the Doctor painting in this 
                      daydream?"
                    "Me," 
                      said Seven. "He was painting a portrait of me."
                    Paris 
                      shrugged. "What's so funny about that?" he said, 
                      taking a sip of his party punch.
                    Janeway 
                      flashed her former pilot a lop-sided grin. "It was 
                      funny because Seven was
au naturelle."
                    Tom's 
                      blue eyes widened as he attempted to suppress the laughter 
                      welling up in his throat, lest he snort a mouthful of red 
                      punch through his nose and spray it all over his former 
                      commanding officer. He chocked down the sweet liquid in 
                      a painful gulp and gave the Doctor an appraising glance. 
                      "That took guts! You're a brave man, Doc."
                    The 
                      hologram smiled in return. "Yes, well, while I would 
                      humbly remind you that the content of these fantasies was 
                      not completely under my control, the truth is that the majority 
                      of my daydreams were . shall we say . of a provocative nature."
                    Janeway 
                      raised an elegant eyebrow. "Is that so? Such as?"
                    The 
                      Doctor's holographic cheeks seemed to color a distinct shade 
                      of red. He waved a dismissive hand at her. "Oh, I'm 
                      sure you don't want to hear all the boring details, Captain."
                    "On 
                      the contrary, Doctor. I find you're innermost thoughts fascinating."
                    B'Elanna 
                      grinned wickedly. "What's wrong, Doc?" she joked. 
                      "Are you embarrassed to tell us how you daydreamed 
                      about coming on to the captain?" 
                    The 
                      group laughed at that, with the exception of Tuvok and T'Pel, 
                      of course. Chakotay shot Janeway a playful wink; chuckling 
                      at the image it created in his mind.
                    "Actually," 
                      the Doctor said over the clamor. "It was the other 
                      way around."
                    Silence 
                      immediately replaced the noise of laughter in the room as 
                      all eyes fell on the captain in question. Janeway, who was 
                      about to shovel a spoonful of food into her open mouth, 
                      froze in mid-motion and looked at the Doctor. Both eyebrows 
                      rose this time as she calmly placed the spoon back on her 
                      plate. "I beg your pardon."
                    He 
                      continued nervously. "Since you asked, I'll tell you. 
                      Unless you're embarrassed."
                    Chakotay 
                      smiled obnoxiously. "Of course she's not embarrassed. 
                      We're all friends here, right Kathryn?"
                    Janeway 
                      regarded Chakotay with a look that said, You'll pay for 
                      that later, mister, and then turned her attention to the 
                      EMH. "I'm rarely embarrassed."
                    "Spill 
                      it, Doc," said Tom.
                    "It 
                      was a rather amusing daydream actually," he began with 
                      a smug smile. "We were in the briefing room, and the 
                      captain slinked her way over to my side of the table
"
                    "I 
                      do NOT slink," Janeway interrupted.
                    "That 
                      depends greatly on your definition of the word 'slink', 
                      Captain," said Tuvok.
                    Before 
                      Janeway could retort, the EMH continued. "In a very 
                      sultry voice, she stated that she required my services for 
                      an old back injury. Then she took my hand and guided it 
                      to a portion of her anatomy that was most decidedly not 
                      her back." He folded his arms across his chest and 
                      waggled his eyebrows suggestively.
                    Janeway 
                      struggled to keep the flush from her cheeks as her former 
                      crew roared in laughter at her expense. The levity was contagious 
                      though, and despite her slight humiliation, she found herself 
                      laughing along with them. Of course, she made a mental note 
                      to threaten the Doctor with decompilation if he ever did 
                      anything of that sort again. But for the moment, she just 
                      enjoyed the fact that they were all together.
                    She 
                      smiled warmly at each of them. "We had some incredible 
                      moments on our journey, hmm?"
                    "We 
                      sure did," B'Elanna agreed. "In fact, one year 
                      ago today we were traveling through a transwarp conduit 
                      while I was delivering a baby."
                    "Actually," 
                      corrected the Doctor, "I delivered the baby. You simply 
                      pushed a few times and cursed in Klingon."
                    "Well, 
                      at least he acknowledges I had some part in it," she 
                      retorted.
                    "There 
                      was a lot going on during those few hours," said Tom, 
                      his gaze turning inward as he recalled the eventful day 
                      that, like so many others, had changed the course of their 
                      lives. 
                    "Yes, 
                      there certainly was. It was the beginning of some things, 
                      and the end of others," Chakotay said softly. Silence 
                      once again fell over the room, and Janeway didn't fail to 
                      notice as Chakotay and Seven's eyes met, and for a brief 
                      moment, a silent understanding seemed to pass between the 
                      two. The look seemed to be an acknowledgement that, even 
                      though it was long over now, something special had occurred 
                      between them during that point in time.
                    Kathryn 
                      placed a hand on Chakotay's shoulder, not a sign of ownership 
                      or possession, but rather of friendship and understanding. 
                      She smiled affectionately at Seven, who tilted her head 
                      slightly in response. Hearts may have changed, but friendships 
                      had endured.
                    Tom 
                      stood and raised his glass. "How about a toast? To 
                      our mission." He slid an arm around B'Elanna's waist 
                      and pulled her close. "And to all the lessons we learned 
                      along the way. It changed our lives, and I think we're better 
                      people because of it."
                    The 
                      rest of the group raised their glasses and joined in the 
                      toast. "To the mission," they echoed.
                    "It 
                      was an incredible experience," said Janeway. "One 
                      I'm glad to say has reached conclusion." She glanced 
                      pointedly at Chakotay as he stood by her side and then raised 
                      her glass again. "To completion."
                    Murmurs 
                      of agreement were heard around the room as they each reflected 
                      on the many ways that Voyager had changed their lives, and 
                      how wonderful it was to finally be home. "To completion."
                    ***
                    Harry 
                      took a deep breath, raised his arm - and the hammer it held 
                      - over his head, and brought it down with a whack on the 
                      piñata. The resulting jolt traveled, unpleasantly, 
                      straight up his arm to his shoulder, creating an annoying 
                      ache that paralleled the tremor that shook the table and 
                      its legs at the same time.
                    "Ouch," 
                      he muttered. "Can't this thing just break?" He 
                      rubbed his arm tiredly and winced, sighing, then resignedly 
                      prepared to take another whack at it.
                    Which 
                      did not get him anywhere. Instead, it only served to annoy 
                      him further and hurt his arm more. Dropping the hammer on 
                      the table, he glared at the piñata, as if a look 
                      alone could break it apart.
                    "Do 
                      you require some assistance?" Seven of Nine's voice 
                      queried from behind his right shoulder.
                    "That 
                      would be great, thank you," Harry replied, with a little 
                      too much emphasis on 'great'.
                    "What 
                      seems to be the problem?" Seven inquired.
                    "This 
                      dratted thing won't break! I've been trying and trying but 
                      I think whoever put it together did too good a job." 
                      Harry paused for a second. "Any idea what I could do 
                      to break it?"
                    Seven 
                      considered for a few moments, then pointed to a section 
                      of the piñata that didn't look any different from 
                      the rest. "Try striking it there," she recommended.
                    "And 
                      the reason for that is."
                    "Analysis 
                      conducted through my optical sensors suggests that that 
                      particular point is a place of weakness within the structure 
                      of the construction. Logic indicates that by exerting a 
                      sharp force on that particular point, the framework of the 
                      piñata would collapse, thereby destroying it, as 
                      you hope for."
                    Harry 
                      had to run the sentence through his brain more than once 
                      before he got it.
                    "Right," 
                      he said. "I get it. Let me give it a try." He 
                      raised his arm yet again and brought it down with a resounding 
                      thwack on the piñata at the approximate point Seven 
                      had indicated.
                    With 
                      no effect. 
                    He 
                      turned expectantly to Seven. "So much for that theory."
                    As 
                      always, she was haughty. "You must not have struck 
                      it at the exact point. Try again."
                    He 
                      did, still with no result except for an aching wrist.
                    "As 
                      I was saying," he began, "this idea of yours isn't 
                      working too well."
                    "You 
                      must be slightly off position."
                    "Or 
                      you could be wrong."
                    "Impossible." 
                      
                    Harry 
                      fought the urge to laugh. This was how Seven operated - 
                      when it was Borg technology versus empirical evidence, the 
                      Borg technology always won.
                    "Why 
                      don't you try, then?" he challenged. Seven accordingly 
                      took the piñata from him and delivered another whack, 
                      which did about as much as Harry's earlier efforts had.
                    He 
                      sighed and rolled his eyes. This was going to take a while.
                    "Having 
                      fun?" came the voice of Tom Paris from behind him, 
                      a stack of plates and glasses in his hand.
                    "Not 
                      right now," Harry responded, idly watching Seven deliver 
                      another whack. "This piñata of yours won't fall 
                      apart, and if it doesn't Miral may not get that last present 
                      she was promised."
                    "Ahh, 
                      don't worry," Tom smiled as he sauntered on by. "I 
                      have complete faith in you."
                    "You 
                      could help out, you know. She is your daughter..."
                    "Harry, 
                      Harry..." Tom sighed. "How would it look if I 
                      walked out on a four-and-a-half year old girl to play around 
                      with a piñata? Naomi and I have to clear the table. 
                      I'm sorry I can't help you, buddy...but maybe next time."
                    He 
                      disappeared into the kitchen. Harry groaned inwardly and 
                      resigned himself to an evening spent fighting a stubborn 
                      piñata. He let his gaze wander around the room, to 
                      where all the women were busy going gaga over Miral.
                    "Awwww..." 
                      came a united sigh from most of them, as Miral, reaching 
                      up and grabbing a strand of Kathryn Janeway's hair, promptly 
                      tried to chew on it.
                    The 
                      collective cooing was lost on Kathryn, who was busy attempting 
                      to extract her hair from Miral's tenacious grasp. "You've 
                      certainly got a stubborn kid here, B'Elanna," she panted, 
                      making a face as her hair was tugged and pulled further 
                      down by one very hyperactive baby.
                    "She 
                      must take after you, then," B'Elanna shot back, and 
                      was rewarded with a laugh from everyone and a glare from 
                      Kathryn, who then winced, since she had looked up to glare 
                      and had as a result pulled her hair right out of Miral's 
                      hand with a sharp jerk.
                    "Ha-ha," 
                      Kathryn muttered dryly, but she had to admit to herself 
                      that it was nice being teased by her former crew for once, 
                      instead of ordering them around.
                    "Can 
                      I hold her?" Sam asked.
                    "Be 
                      careful, I think she's had too much sugar tonight," 
                      B'Elanna warned as she passed the baby over.
                    "And 
                      don't forget to watch the hair!" Kathryn threw in.
                    Miral, 
                      buoyed by all the excitement, waggled her legs and arms 
                      happily in the air, enticing another collective sigh from 
                      the women.
                    "I 
                      remember when Naomi was like this," Sam murmured. "She 
                      was just a little taller... had the same habit of grabbing 
                      things and people. Sometimes I wish all kids could stay 
                      this size... or at least toddler size. They're so cute."
                    There 
                      was a general nod of acknowledgement from the rest of the 
                      women, then Sam looked up from Miral's little face, glancing 
                      over at Tuvok and the Doctor, who were busy chatting about 
                      something at the other end of the room.
                    "Would 
                      you like to hold her?" she asked, gesturing towards 
                      Kathryn.
                    "Love 
                      to," she replied, and accepted the bundle gently. "Awww," 
                      she said, not able to help herself as Miral grinned toothlessly 
                      up at her. "B'Elanna, can I keep her?" she pleaded.
                    "No 
                      way! Just because you used to be my captain doesn't mean 
                      I'm giving up my baby to you! Get your own, girl."
                    The 
                      resultant wave of laughter piqued Tom's attention and he 
                      glanced over to see the women laughing. Nothing new there, 
                      they had been acting that way with Miral for a while now. 
                      Scanning the room, he noticed that his father and mother 
                      were gone, presumably somewhere quieter, while Chakotay 
                      was sitting on the staircase, drink and cake in hand, gazing 
                      into space and looking very preoccupied.
                    Tom, 
                      of course, was immediately worried. This was a birthday 
                      party, not a funeral, and he was one of the hosts. It was 
                      his duty to make sure everyone was enjoying themselves
but 
                      he couldn't very well leave Naomi to finish clearing the 
                      table by herself.
                    Luckily 
                      he was saved. "Uncle Tom?" Naomi's light treble 
                      voice asked from waist height. "I'm done with the table."
                    Tom 
                      glanced over. The table was clear; he hadn't realized they 
                      were so close to finishing the last time he had gone back 
                      for another load of dishes. But there it was, plain and 
                      clear.
                    He 
                      smiled. "Thanks, kid. Go have fun now, okay?"
                    Naomi 
                      grinned and ran off to play, leaving Tom free. He went over 
                      to work on cheering Chakotay up, deciding to take a lighthearted 
                      approach.
                    "So 
                      was it cold waiting at the transport?" he ribbed, dropping 
                      down beside Chakotay.
                    The 
                      joke was lost on the older man. "What?" he said 
                      absently.
                    "You 
                      know... you arrived fifteen minutes after the captain?"
                    "Oh, 
                      that. Yeah, we did. Why?"
                    "It 
                      was just a bit coincidental, that's all... you wouldn't 
                      by any chance have deliberately planned it that way, would 
                      you have?" he asked innocently, trying to wrangle a 
                      little more information out of Chakotay.
                    "Very 
                      funny, Tom," was Chakotay's answer to that one as he 
                      took a gulp of his drink.
                    Tom 
                      wisely decided not to pursue that line of questioning. "So 
                      what have you been up to these past few weeks?" he 
                      probed gently, making an attempt at conversation.
                    "Eh?" 
                      Chakotay responded absently, then the question registered. 
                      "Oh... not much, really." It wasn't that true 
                      an answer, he knew, but it would do. He had enough other 
                      things to think about at the moment.
                    He 
                      wanted to talk to Kathryn. He needed to talk to Kathryn.
                    A 
                      flutter of movement to his left caught his eye. Glancing 
                      over, he spied Kathryn inconspicuously excusing herself 
                      from the bundle of fussing, clucking women surrounding Miral 
                      and step out the back door quietly, unnoticed by almost 
                      anybody except himself. He knew she must be feeling much 
                      the same as she was; she 
                      wouldn't leave the group of women unless she was quite preoccupied.
                    Come 
                      to that, they both were. It was probably the best opportunity 
                      he would get to talk to her and he might as well make the 
                      most of it.
                    "Tom," 
                      he said, and Paris turned. From the looks of it, Tom hadn't 
                      noticed him watching Kathryn or seen Kathryn leave - even 
                      better.
                    "Here," 
                      Chakotay said, and handed his drink off to Tom. "Finish 
                      this for me, will you? I can't get any more down."
                    "Uh. 
                      okay," Tom said, surprised, but before he could pose 
                      a query Chakotay stood, cake in hand.
                    "Thanks," 
                      he said, and made his way through the room to the sliding 
                      glass back doors. He glanced around quickly; making sure 
                      Tom's attention was diverted, then followed in Kathryn's 
                      footsteps out the door and into the cool night air of the 
                      backyard where she stood, silent and ethereal.
                    ***
                    It 
                      was just after sunset, when Chakotay stepped out onto the 
                      back porch. He still had the small plate of cake in his 
                      hand as he walked down the steps and out into the yard. 
                      Kathryn was standing at some distance from the door, almost 
                      invisible in the dusk, leaning against the trunk of one 
                      of the large trees. 
                    She 
                      was staring up at the moon, which was just now appearing 
                      over the horizon. Taking a deep breath, he walked across 
                      the yard, and stood next to the tree, behind to her. He 
                      paused for a moment to appreciate the way the last of the 
                      purple sunset was reflected off her hair and eyes, and he 
                      realized that this was a pivotal moment in their lives.
                    They 
                      stood there silently, for a moment, until, still looking 
                      forward, she spoke. Chakotay Have you ever noticed that 
                      no matter how many moons you see, orbiting any number of 
                      planets, this one is different?" She sighed quietly. 
                      "Even the scientist in me admires it. It's more beautiful 
                      than any alien moon. Even as a child, even when I could 
                      tell you its mineral composition and about the colonies 
                      there, it still retained a certain mystery. As though the 
                      facts were only the beginning of the story."
                    He 
                      nodded, although she still hadn't looked at him. "I 
                      used to look at the moon when I was at the academy, and 
                      I heard people talking about it like that, but I never really 
                      understood them... until now."
                    "It's 
                      funny how context and time will change things, isn't it." 
                      She replied. "Previously unimportant things can become 
                      precious, and your highest priorities can fade away." 
                      Kathryn finished quietly and turned to look up at him. 
                    "Yes, 
                      a lot of things can change, more quickly than we realize." 
                      He said, seeing something odd in her eyes. They stood like 
                      that for a moment, before he started to speak again. "Kathryn, 
                      I need to talk to you about a couple of things..." 
                      He began, but she cut him off.
                    "There's 
                      no need. I was at the same table this evening. You don't 
                      owe me an explanation for anything."
                    "Kathryn, 
                      I want to explain. Please let me."
                    "Am 
                      I going to regret listening to this?" She asked, with 
                      a weak smile.
                    "No, 
                      I just need to clear the air, about the situation with Seven."
                    "Situation?" 
                      she asked, her eyebrow arching.
                    "Alright 
                      then, call it my temporary bout with insanity, or my midlife 
                      crisis. Whatever you like." He said, dropping his eyes. 
                      "I'm sorry I hurt you like that. I wish I could make 
                      it up to you somehow." He whispered.
                    She 
                      stared at him for a long moment while she argued with herself. 
                      Finally the part of Kathryn that loved to dream and stare 
                      at the moon won out. "I could have helped a little 
                      more. Even when I knew it was over with her, I let my pride 
                      get between us Chakotay - my pride and stubbornness." 
                      She sighed again. "I'm sorry too." 
                    He 
                      relaxed a little at her words, and looked up to meet her 
                      eyes. "Well, it doesn't have to be an unhappy ending. 
                      Maybe this all happened for a reason? To make two hardheaded 
                      people see reason. After all, we're here now." His 
                      voice trailed off again.
                    She 
                      shifted nervously and dropped her eyes to his hands. Noticing 
                      the cake there, she seized on it for a diversion. "We're 
                      both here, but you're the only one with cake. When I went 
                      to get some, I was told it was all gone."
                    He 
                      chuckled, it wasn't what he wanted to talk about, but it 
                      was better than the cold shoulder. "I still have some 
                      influence with B'Elanna. She saved me a piece."
                    "Well, 
                      I guess that tells me where I rate. I see the Maquis loyalties 
                      still run deep. So, I guess you'll understand this maneuver." 
                      She said as she snatched the cake from his hand. 
                    He 
                      recovered from the shock and lunged back at her, grabbing 
                      the hand with the cake. "Careful," she warned, 
                      "It's the last piece."
                    "Hmmm, 
                      I suggest a compromise," he replied, "Ummph! But 
                      you have to stop wriggling, or neither of us will get anything." 
                      How many times had that been the truth of their relationship. 
                      He chuckled again at the irony.
                    "All 
                      right, a truce." She said. "And we split the cake?"
                    "We 
                      split the cake - evenly."
                    "Where's 
                      the fork?" She asked.
                    "Oh, 
                      I wasn't planning to eat it outside, and then Tom accosted 
                      me at the door, and ... there's no fork." He shrugged.
                    "Sounds 
                      like we have a classic survival scenario here - available 
                      food source but no means of eating it. What do you suggest?" 
                      She said in a mock command voice.
                    "Well, 
                      I think we need to be creative, in the best tradition of 
                      Starfleet. We improvise of course." He said as he picked 
                      up the piece of cake and guided it to her mouth.
                    She 
                      stared at him for a moment and then slowly opened her mouth, 
                      angling her head to take in the corner of the piece. Biting 
                      down, she pulled back and savored the taste of the cake 
                      for a moment. "Mmmm. That was worth the effort," 
                      she said with a smile.
                    He 
                      stood, frozen, staring at her, still holding the cake in 
                      mid air. She reached up, and took his hand in hers, steering 
                      the cake to his lips. He didn't react at first, then he 
                      opened his mouth and took a bite of the cake, his eyes never 
                      leaving hers, and his lips caressing her little finger as 
                      they closed.
                    She 
                      gasped softly, and he leaned closer, circling his free arm 
                      around her back. He brought the cake back to her mouth, 
                      not wanting to lose the moment, but still not certain where 
                      they were headed. She took another bite, and managed to 
                      run her tongue along his middle finger as she did. Then 
                      she leaned forward again and took and the finger into he 
                      mouth, gently sucking the frosting off of it.
                    She 
                      released his finger, and leaned her head back to rest against 
                      the tree. Waiting to see what he would do next.
                    Suddenly, 
                      they both heard the creak of the back door. Dropping his 
                      hand, she straightened and he stepped back. Chakotay put 
                      the cake back on the plate, and they quickly cleaned the 
                      last of the frosting off their hands.
                    It 
                      was Owen, obviously looking for someone. After a moment 
                      he spotted them by the tree. "Kathryn, Chakotay, you're 
                      wanted inside. My son doesn't appreciate his former commanding 
                      officers "sneaking away from the party - as they've 
                      done too many times before."
                    "Alright 
                      dad. We'll be in, in a moment." Kathryn called back, 
                      with a chuckle.
                    Owen 
                      shook his head with a grin, and went back inside.
                    "Now, 
                      where were we?" She said, looking back to Chakotay.
                    "I 
                      believe we were eating this cake." He said, as he closed 
                      the distance between them again.
                    "Right, 
                      the cake. I had almost forgotten about it." She said 
                      as his arm slid around her again, pulling her close.
                    "You 
                      do know that Tom suspects something. He was cross-examining 
                      me when I arrived."
                    "Really? 
                      How unusual." She laughed. "Well, let him wonder." 
                      She paused and looked down at his mouth. "Of course, 
                      we wouldn't want to give him any extra fodder for his rumor 
                      mill."
                    Chakotay 
                      tensed slightly, afraid she was about to pull away. Then 
                      he froze as she leaned in and gently scrubbed the frosting 
                      off the side of his mouth with her tongue.
                    He 
                      gasped as he realized what she was doing, and suddenly pulled 
                      her against him, pressing his lips onto hers. Dropping the 
                      cake plate, he brought his other hand up to the back of 
                      her neck and continued the kiss, holding onto her like his 
                      life depended on it.
                    After 
                      a few minutes, Kathryn pulled back slightly. "Chakotay..."
                    "Hmm?" 
                      he replied. 
                    "Air." 
                      She panted. 
                    He 
                      chuckled and pressed his forehead against hers, as they 
                      both caught their breath. 
                    "They're 
                      going to come looking for us again in a minute." He 
                      sighed, running a finger gently along her lower lip, and 
                      continuing to hold her close.
                    "Yes. 
                      We should go in." She nodded, without breaking contact.
                    "Yes, 
                      but first, promise me we'll continue this conversation later. 
                      I have a few more things I want to say to you."
                    "All 
                      right. You name the place and the time, and I'll be there."
                    He 
                      pulled her into a tight embrace for a moment and then released 
                      her slowly.
                    They 
                      both took a moment to smooth their clothes and then she 
                      took the arm he offered, and they walked back into the house 
                      - the cake forgotten on the lawn.
                    ***
                    Tom 
                      swooped Miral up in his arms; she giggled as he cradled 
                      her plump body to him.
                    "Can 
                      I have everyone's attention, please?" he called out. 
                      B'Elanna looked at him in surprise; Tom wasn't into making 
                      speeches - he had barely said more than three words at their 
                      wedding.
                    "Tom?" 
                      B'Elanna asked, making her way to his side. He merely smiled 
                      his trademark grin in response. By now, everyone had clustered 
                      around Tom.
                    "I'd 
                      like to thank everyone for coming," Tom said sincerely. 
                      "It's been so long, and it feels really good to have 
                      everyone in the same place again."
                    "Hear, 
                      hear!" Harry lifted his glass as the rest of the assembled 
                      applauded. B'Elanna glanced at him.
                    "Well, 
                      that was certainly a surprise," she said in a low voice. 
                      "I didn't expect you to get all sentimental."
                    Tom 
                      quirked a grin. "But I'm not finished."
                    B'Elanna 
                      lifted an eyebrow. "No?"
                    "No," 
                      Tom said. "In fact, I've arranged with my father to 
                      take Miral for the night-" his voice dropped to a seductive 
                      purr -"so you and I can enjoy some quality time together."
                    "Oh?" 
                      B'Elanna whispered. She took Miral from him. "I like 
                      the sound of that."
                    "I 
                      thought you would."
                    "What 
                      do you have in mind?"
                    "Not 
                      in front of the guests," Tom said wickedly. He smiled. 
                      "You're going to have to wait to find out. I'm not 
                      giving anything away."
                    B'Elanna 
                      frowned. "You know I hate suspense."
                    Tom 
                      grinned. "I believe some of our guests are departing..."
                    The 
                      good-byes went by fairly quickly and B'Elanna felt slightly 
                      uncomfortable. Had all of their guests heard Tom's sotto 
                      voce comments about his plans for them tonight? Even Harry 
                      passed her with a sly grin on his face.
                    "I'll 
                      talk to you later, B'Elanna," Harry said sweetly. "And, 
                      Tom, I hope you have a good night."
                    After 
                      the guests had all departed, B'Elanna put Miral down on 
                      the floor.
                    "So, 
                      what exactly is this surprise of yours?" she asked. 
                      "Everyone else seems to know what it is..."
                    Tom 
                      looked down at Miral, who had evidently taken a great interest 
                      in the boxes, ribbons and torn paper that her gifts had 
                      come in.
                    "It's 
                      a surprise," Tom said. B'Elanna rolled her eyes.
                    "You 
                      said that before."
                    "Yes," 
                      Tom said intensely, "but here's something for you to 
                      chew on. I've been meaning to do this since we got back 
                      and there's no time like the present."
                    B'Elanna 
                      opened her mouth to speak, but it was obvious from Tom's 
                      tight-lipped expression that he didn't intend to reveal 
                      anything more. She shook her head as she went about cleaning 
                      up the remnants of the party. She would have to just wait 
                      and see exactly what Tom had in store for her.
                    ***
                    "What 
                      are your plans for the future, Commander?" Seven asked 
                      as she, Tuvok and T'Pel stepped outside with the rest of 
                      the guests following Miral's birthday party.
                    "I 
                      will continue to spend my leave with my family on Vulcan," 
                      Tuvok replied. "I am also seeking a posting on another 
                      starship."
                    "As 
                      is most of the crew that remains in Starfleet," Seven 
                      commented. "It was... good to see you again, Commander."
                    "We 
                      bid you farewell, Seven," Tuvok said, raising his hand 
                      in the traditional Vulcan "V" salute. "Peace 
                      and long life."
                    Seven 
                      returned the gesture, replying, "Live long and prosper, 
                      commander." Tuvok and T'Pel turned and gracefully took 
                      their leave of Admiral Paris' residence. At that moment, 
                      Harry Kim approached the former drone.
                    "Hi, 
                      Seven," Kim said warmly. "Could we... go for a 
                      walk?"
                    "I 
                      believe that would be acceptable," Seven replied. The 
                      two made their way down the short walkway between the house 
                      and the street, then turned and began walking along the 
                      sidewalk.
                    "So," 
                      Kim began after a few moments' silence, "how have you 
                      been?"
                    "I 
                      have been well," Seven replied. "My aunt has endeavored 
                      to help me adapt to life on Earth."
                    "That's 
                      good to hear," Kim said. "I've... I've been worried 
                      about you. I don't want to see anything bad happen to you."
                    "Nor 
                      do I, you," Seven said to him.
                    "I," 
                      Kim began again, hesitantly, after another short pause in 
                      their conversation, "I've been meaning to ask you... 
                      I mean, I was wondering if you'd like to join me on a date."
                    "A 
                      date?" Seven asked.
                    "Yes," 
                      Kim replied.
                    "I 
                      am not certain--"
                    "It'll 
                      be fun," Kim interrupted. "There's someplace I 
                      want to show you."
                    "When 
                      do you propose," Seven asked, "that we embark 
                      on this... date?"
                    Kim 
                      grinned again, relieved. "There's no time like the 
                      present," he said.
                    ***
                    B'Elanna 
                      felt the familiar tingle of the transporter. As she rematerialized, 
                      she reached blindly forward, hating the blindfold across 
                      her eyes.
                    "Tom?" 
                      she asked, as her hands touched nothing. She could hear 
                      Tom chuckling. "Where are we, Tom?"
                    "Somewhere 
                      you'll love," her husband answered cryptically. 
                    "That's 
                      helpful," B'Elanna retorted. She sniffed the air. "It 
                      smells like somewhere I've been before..."
                    "Oh, 
                      you've definitely been here before," Tom said, his 
                      voice silky smooth next to her ear. In a gentle caressing 
                      motion, his hands brushed against her hair as he reached 
                      up to remove the blindfold. "It's Sandrine's."
                    "Sandrine's?" 
                      B'Elanna asked as the blindfold came off. She glanced around. 
                      The restaurant was exactly as she remembered from the holoprogram, 
                      right down to the detailed view of Marseilles outside the 
                      windows. "And this is special for what reason?"
                    Tom 
                      kissed B'Elanna lightly on the cheek. "Because Sandrine 
                      herself has agreed to let us have the place for the night."
                    "For 
                      the night?" B'Elanna asked in an amused voice. "All 
                      night?"
                    "All 
                      night," Tom said. He kissed her on the lips, on the 
                      curve of her jaw, his fingers reaching to cup the back of 
                      her neck.
                    "Sounds 
                      like a long time," B'Elanna whispered. "What could 
                      we possibly do with all of that time?"
                    "Hmmm," 
                      Tom said. He turned B'Elanna gently around. "First, 
                      dinner." He indicated a table covered with a white 
                      tablecloth and set with china. Candles flickered in the 
                      center of the table. 
                    "And 
                      then?" B'Elanna murmured.
                    "Dessert," 
                      Tom smiled. "Unless we skip dinner..."
                    B'Elanna 
                      shook her head and broke free of Tom's arms to inspect the 
                      table. The table china was beautiful - white trimmed with 
                      silver. Next to each plate was a menu. B'Elanna picked it 
                      up. 
                    "Wild 
                      field green salad with an almond vinaigrette," she 
                      read. "Tomato-basil cream soup, linguini alfredo-"she 
                      stopped. "Tom, this is too much."
                    "No," 
                      he said softly, crossing the distance between them. "Think 
                      of it as make-up for all the time we've spent apart this 
                      year."
                    B'Elanna 
                      felt herself melting under the pure heat of Tom's smile 
                      and the seductive tone of his voice. 
                    "Thank 
                      you," she said. She grabbed Tom's hand in hers, pulling 
                      him to her. "I've missed you."
                    "I've 
                      missed you too," Tom said softly. Their lips met softly. 
                      After a moment, Tom broke away. He pulled out the chair, 
                      gesturing for B'Elanna to sit. "Remember," he 
                      said. "Dessert is for later."
                    ***
                    Seven 
                      of Nine and Harry Kim sat at a table at an outdoor restaurant 
                      near the Piazza del Corso in Rome, as the sun inched further 
                      toward the horizon, casting long shadows along the ancient 
                      cobblestone streets. Children ran past, playing innocently, 
                      while the older generation tended to their street crafts 
                      and curbside wares as they had done so for centuries. Harry 
                      was sipping an espresso, whereas Seven was limiting herself 
                      to herbal tea. She had found out long ago on Voyager that 
                      caffeine had the inverse effect on her nanoprobes as synthehol. 
                      A casual sip of Captain Janeway's coffee had given her over 
                      six hours worth of nervous tics.
                    "You 
                      have done quite well for yourself," Seven was saying 
                      across the table, smiling at him, "since Voyager's 
                      return to the Alpha Quadrant."
                    He 
                      returned her smile and gazed down at his espresso, playfully 
                      avoiding eye contact. "I wasn't sure how things were 
                      going to turn out at first," Kim admitted. "The 
                      trials, the inquiries, the backlash against you... I have 
                      to admit, I was pretty worried, for a while."
                    "For 
                      what reason?" Seven asked, her expression one of puzzlement. 
                      "No charges of any sort were filed against you."
                    "Not 
                      for myself," Kim replied, looking back at her earnestly. 
                      "For my shipmates. For the last eight years, they've 
                      been the closest thing to a family I've had. I didn't want 
                      to see anything bad happen to them. Especially to you, Tom 
                      or B'Elanna. Not after everything we've been through, and 
                      especially not after they'd finally found something together."
                    "They 
                      seem to have adapted quite well," Seven commented, 
                      "to the changes in their status quo."
                    "That's 
                      Tom and B'Elanna for you," Kim said. "They've 
                      got a knack for bouncing back from tough spots."
                    "Indeed," 
                      Seven acknowledged. She paused thoughtfully for a moment, 
                      then said, looking at Kim with the mildest of smiles, "I 
                      am... pleased that you chose to spend the evening with me, 
                      Harry."
                    "I'm 
                      glad to spend some time with you, too," Kim replied. 
                      He looked down at his plate, noting that both he and Seven 
                      had finished their meals. He rose from his seat, and Seven 
                      soon followed suit.
                    "You 
                      wish to leave?" she asked him.
                    "I...I 
                      thought we might want to take a walk, that is, if it's okay 
                      with you?"
                    "That 
                      would be most acceptable," she answered him, smiling.
                    As 
                      the pair began to walk down the ancient Italian streets, 
                      Kim stepped close to Seven, relishing their closeness and 
                      complete faith and comfort in one another. His hand brushed 
                      up against hers between them. They continued to walk in 
                      silence, exchanging occasional sidelong glances at one another 
                      as they made their way toward the Piazza del Popolo.
                    He 
                      thought about all the various twists and turns that had 
                      taken place in their interaction, moving from co-workers, 
                      to friends, and now to...to what? During her first year 
                      aboard Voyager, he had been quite taken with her, but she 
                      was far too inexperienced with her humanity to return his 
                      affections, or to even recognize them. And so he had put 
                      those youthful fantasies aside, and accepted fate as it 
                      played out. 
                    In 
                      the process, he had found Derran Tal, and then later rediscovered 
                      Lindsay Ballard, both of which ended badly and adding to 
                      Harry Kim's list of failed romances. Seven, on the other 
                      hand, had had her own romantic foibles along the way. It 
                      had surprised him to learn of her curiosity towards Chakotay, 
                      but he had to admit that her interest had given her the 
                      impetus to allow herself full access to all that her emotional 
                      heritage would allow her.
                    Maybe 
                      this was exactly how it was meant to turn out, Harry thought. 
                      Both he and Seven had needed their time to explore others 
                      and to mature as individuals, before they were ready to 
                      come together again. He had to admit that tonight's date 
                      was a far cry from that night in Voyager's mess hall five 
                      years ago, when she perceived his ill-conceived midnight 
                      inspiration as a mating ritual.
                    Yes, 
                      he thought proudly, we've both grown up, as he watched the 
                      reflection of the rising sun on her face and the sparkle 
                      in her eyes. 
                    After 
                      reaching their destination, the two stopped to watch the 
                      sunrise. Seven turned to Kim, looked at him in silence for 
                      a moment, then asked, "Harry, are you seeking to change 
                      the nature of our affiliation?"
                    "That 
                      would depend," he said as he turned to her, a grin 
                      on his face and a chuckle in his throat. "If I were 
                      to propose such a change," he asked in return, "would 
                      you be receptive?"
                    She 
                      smiled broadly. "I would," she replied simply.
                    Kim 
                      smiled back, then placed a hand on her cheek and guided 
                      their lips together. The two of them had indeed come together 
                      at last.
                    ***
                    Earth 
                      looked so peaceful from the ship quietly lurking in its 
                      orbit. Johns gazed down at the passing continents, wondering 
                      how Earth had come this far throughout history. From primitive 
                      humanoid ancestors to a great galactic power. Sometimes 
                      he couldn't help but wonder if maybe they would have all 
                      been happier if they had stayed on their own planet instead 
                      of venturing out. The human hunger for exploration seems 
                      very irrelevant when faced with an oncoming threat such 
                      as they were now.
                    He 
                      stood in the observation lounge of his tactical ship, the 
                      Philadelphia. Starfleet didn't know about this ship, nor 
                      did the Federation. It was a class of ship specifically 
                      designed by engineers within Section 31, for Section 31. 
                      The Federation will never know of this ship and its missions. 
                      They will never know of him.
                    He 
                      heard the footsteps of someone behind him and he turned 
                      to see his first officer approaching him. "Seagal has 
                      reported in Sir, he says they are ready to proceed."
                    "Very 
                      well." Johns acknowledged, never breaking his gaze 
                      with the planet below. "Tell them to go ahead." 
                      
                    "Aye 
                      sir."
                    ***
                    The 
                      air shimmered and a musical tone resounded in front of the 
                      modest home in central Norway as two figures materialized 
                      on the nearby walkway, the light from the transporter effect 
                      playing off the trees and the front of the building in the 
                      dark blue sky. The streets at early morning here were quiet, 
                      as this was a small town, the nearest neighbor half a kilometer 
                      away, and only an occasional lamp to illuminate the night. 
                      Harry and Seven approached the front door on foot, their 
                      hands intertwined between them, contented smiles on their 
                      faces.
                    "I 
                      had a most enjoyable night, Harry," she said, her face 
                      flushed with warmth.
                    "So 
                      did I," he said, radiating in the glow of her happiness. 
                      "I'd like to be able to see you again," Kim said 
                      as they stopped in front of the stoop of the doorway.
                    "Sometime 
                      soon would be preferable," Seven replied softly, the 
                      realization dawning on her that she and Harry Kim were now, 
                      officially, a couple. "It was not necessary for you 
                      to escort me to my aunt's home. I am more than capable of 
                      navigating the global transporter grid."
                    "I 
                      know. I just wanted to," he said to her. He leaned 
                      in to give her another kiss, but she put a hand to his lips, 
                      stopping him. 
                    "I 
                      believe we are under surveillance," she said with a 
                      smile. Kim looked around nervously, then relaxed as Seven 
                      gestured upwards toward a lighted window on the second floor. 
                      "My aunt has been observing us."
                    "She 
                      probably wants to make sure," Kim replied jovially, 
                      "that your date is a respectable gentleman."
                    Seven 
                      replied with a smile. "I can assure her that he most 
                      certainly is." He leaned in to kiss her again, and 
                      this time, she didn't stop him.
                    He 
                      broke off the kiss a moment later, and the pair bid one 
                      another farewell for the night - or morning. Harry stayed 
                      to watch as Seven began to type in the access code to the 
                      front door. Once he was certain that she was home, he made 
                      his way back down the path toward the street.
                    "So," 
                      came the voice of Irene Hansen from inside the house, "how 
                      was your evening?" Harry chuckled as he tried to picture 
                      Seven's first post-date debriefing. It was something he 
                      had to endure many a time with his own mother.
                    Harry 
                      walked quietly along the dark street, happy with the world 
                      and everything in it. It was a perfect morning, cool but 
                      not cold. Not that it bothered Harry Kim at all, as he was 
                      all aglow inside. 
                    "Mr. 
                      Kim," a voice called from the darkness as the young 
                      lieutenant approached the sidewalk. He turned, looking for 
                      the source of the voice. In his disorientation, a single 
                      shape stepped out from the darkened tree line, tackling 
                      him.
                    Harry 
                      struggled with his attacker, recalling every technique he 
                      could muster from his self-defense classes. But the mysterious 
                      assailant was stronger than him and delivered a painful 
                      blow to Kim's midsection. As the younger man sagged in the 
                      grip of his captor, the attacker slapped a combadge on his 
                      chest.
                    "This 
                      is Kelley," he said. "I've got him."
                    The 
                      two were enveloped in the comparatively blinding light of 
                      a transporter as Seven bolted from the front door of her 
                      aunt's home, her enhanced senses alerting her to the altercation. 
                      She had been looking out the window, wanting to see her 
                      date walk away until the last possible second, when she 
                      saw the attack. She rushed out to come to Harry's aid, her 
                      aunt calling after her, but it was too late.
                    "Harry!" 
                      Seven called desperately. Tears welled in her eyes. She 
                      was filled with a jumble of emotions: despair at seeing 
                      Harry Kim abducted before her eyes, fear for his safety, 
                      rage at those who had perpetrated the assault as well as 
                      at herself for being unable to do anything about it. She 
                      began to sob uncontrollably, her emotions becoming more 
                      than she could effectively handle, and that only angered 
                      her all the more.
                    Irene 
                      quickly followed her outside, her confusion at the situation 
                      escalating. First, her niece had come home almost giddy 
                      from a night with a man she obviously cared for, then she 
                      suddenly bolted out the door, and now she was sinking to 
                      her knees, sobbing.
                    "Annika," 
                      said Irene. "What happened?"
                    "Some-someone 
                      has abducted Harry," Seven choked out between sobs, 
                      the tears now flowing freely.
                    "A 
                      kidnapping? Here? I can't believe it! There hasn't been 
                      a crime of violence in these parts in.. . in decades!" 
                      Irene said, helping Seven to her feet. "We need to 
                      call the police." 
                    "No," 
                      Seven replied, beginning to regain some of her composure. 
                      "The authorities cannot be trusted."
                    "What?" 
                      Irene asked incredulously. "How can you think of not 
                      calling the police?"
                    "I 
                      cannot explain without endangering you as well," Seven 
                      replied, grim determination lacing her speech. She slapped 
                      the civilian combadge she had begun wearing since Voyager's 
                      return. "Seven of Nine to B'Elanna Torres." 
                    ***
                    The 
                      music was light, almost airy and dreamlike, as they floated 
                      across the dance floor. B'Elanna was not well acquainted 
                      with French music, but Tom assured her that this type of 
                      music had been wildly popular in France during the twentieth 
                      century.
                    B'Elanna 
                      sighed contentedly as she felt Tom's arms tighten around 
                      her. How long had it been since they had spent quality alone 
                      time like this, free from the stress of the last twelve 
                      months? 
                    "This 
                      was a wonderful idea," B'Elanna said. "You know, 
                      for a flyboy, you come through spectacularly."
                    Tom's 
                      eyes twinkled back at her. "I'm not done either. We 
                      have a room upstairs..." his voice lowered. "And 
                      the night is still young."
                    "Now 
                      you're talking pure indulgence," B'Elanna said. She 
                      tipped her head back slightly as Tom bent to kiss her.
                    "Indulgence 
                      nothing," Tom said. "This night is one year overdue. 
                      Remember?"
                    B'Elanna 
                      laughed softly. Just a week or so before Miral's birth, 
                      Tom had been desperate for her attention, noting at the 
                      time that it would be the last time for them to be alone 
                      for the next eighteen years.
                    "You're 
                      right, I do owe you," B'Elanna said. "But not 
                      here, Tom. What about Miral?"
                    Tom's 
                      fingers wove through B'Elanna's hair. "She's fine with 
                      my parents, don't worry."
                    "What 
                      if something happens during the night?"
                    "Then 
                      we're only a transport away," Tom said. "B'Elanna..."
                    She 
                      could never resist that deliciously smooth voice. "You're 
                      right," she said. "It's been a long time..."
                    "I 
                      knew you'd agree," Tom said. He kissed her again and 
                      despite the music, they stopped dancing as their lips met. 
                      B'Elanna felt warm all over as she reached for her husband. 
                      
                    "About 
                      the room..." B'Elanna's voice trailed off. Tom gazed 
                      at her, a mixture of love and lust in his eyes; in all their 
                      years together, that look still managed to get B'Elanna 
                      every time.
                    "Yeah," 
                      Tom said. He took her hand.
                    They 
                      were halfway to the staircase when the comm chirped. B'Elanna 
                      stopped.
                    "Tom?" 
                      she asked. "Did you...?"
                    "I 
                      heard that," he said, a note of irritation slipping 
                      into his voice. He pulled out his combadge. "I specifically 
                      asked that we not be disturbed..."
                    "Kahless, 
                      Miral," B'Elanna said. She sank into a chair. "Tom, 
                      what if something happened to Miral?"
                    "B'Elanna," 
                      Tom said. His voice sounded calm enough, but B'Elanna knew 
                      Tom well enough to detect the slight note of panic. "Let 
                      me check, okay?" He crossed to the other side of the 
                      restaurant and keyed in his code in the comm console. "It's 
                      from Seven."
                    "Seven?" 
                      B'Elanna asked curiously and a little relieved; if it was 
                      Seven calling, then chances were good that Miral was not 
                      the reason for the interruption. She got up to join her 
                      husband. "What does she say?"
                    "Give 
                      me a second," Tom said edgily. "Seven, it's Tom." 
                      
                    Seven's 
                      face appeared on the view screen. "I'm looking for... 
                      B'Elanna." Even now, the name tripped unfamiliarly 
                      off Seven's tongue. 
                    "What 
                      is it, Seven?" B'Elanna asked. 
                    "Lieutenant 
                      Kim has vanished."
                    "What?" 
                      B'Elanna asked. She and Tom exchanged a look. "Seven, 
                      I don't understand."
                    "I 
                      believe he has been kidnapped," Seven said. "Perhaps 
                      as a result of the investigation you and I undertook."
                    "When 
                      did this happen?" Tom asked.
                    "An 
                      hour ago. We were..." Seven seemed flustered. "We 
                      were walking and he was transported away. I did attempt 
                      to contact him, but there was no response."
                    B'Elanna 
                      looked at Tom. "We'd better get back there," she 
                      said.
                    Tom 
                      nodded. "We're on our way, Seven. And I'll talk to 
                      my father to see if he can help."
                    "Thank 
                      you," Seven said. "And I apologize for interrupting 
                      your evening."
                    "No, 
                      no," B'Elanna said quickly. "We're glad you told 
                      us. If Harry's in trouble..." she felt 
                      Tom's hand gripping her wrist firmly. "We'll see you 
                      soon, Seven."
                    Seven's 
                      image faded out and Tom took a one last longing look around 
                      Sandrine's, his gaze finally settling on the table where 
                      the dishes from their dinner still lingered.
                    "I 
                      promise," B'Elanna whispered, "I will make it 
                      up to you."
                    Tom 
                      inhaled deeply. "Let's go find Harry."
                    ***
                    Tom 
                      burst into Owen Paris' home, his wife close on his heels. 
                      In the few minutes it had taken them to transport back from 
                      Sandrine's, Tom had digested the information Seven had given 
                      him and the initial numbness he had felt when hearing the 
                      news about Harry's disappearance had now become panic.
                    "Tom!" 
                      Owen Paris stood up from the sofa, a PADD in hand. "What-?"
                    "Harry's 
                      gone," Tom said. "Transported out of range of 
                      regular hailing channels. Do you think you-"
                    "I 
                      understand," Owen said. "Come with me. What's 
                      this all about?"
                    Tom 
                      followed his father. "Your guess is as good as mine, 
                      but we've got to move quickly."
                    B'Elanna 
                      stared after Tom as he and Owen made their way upstairs, 
                      where Owen's private comm station was. 
                    "B'Elanna?" 
                      Nancy Paris queried.
                    "Sorry," 
                      B'Elanna said pensively. "I'm just worried about Harry. 
                      I think we've gotten involved in some things that we shouldn't 
                      have and now the consequences..."
                    "Things 
                      will work out, B'Elanna," Nancy said soothingly, laying 
                      a hand on her daughter-in-law's shoulder. "They always 
                      do."
                    B'Elanna 
                      shook her head and sank down onto the sofa. "No, things 
                      will get worse before they get better."
                    "What 
                      do you mean?"
                    "I 
                      better not talk about it," B'Elanna said. Her eye caught 
                      a small, plush toy lying in the corner. "Miral?"
                    "Sleeping."
                    B'Elanna 
                      nodded. "It might take us a while to find Harry."
                    "You're 
                      welcome to leave her with us," Nancy said gently. "Owen 
                      and I, we love having a baby around the house again."
                    "Thanks," 
                      B'Elanna said. "I appreciate you doing this for us." 
                      
                    "She 
                      is our granddaughter," Mrs. Paris said with an edge 
                      to her voice. B'Elanna winced; the tone of Mrs. Paris' voice 
                      cut her.
                    "I 
                      didn't mean to imply-" B'Elanna began. 
                    "I 
                      know you didn't, dear," Nancy said. "But there 
                      is a distance between us. Not between you and me, of course, 
                      but the men, now they're a different story."
                    "I'm 
                      hoping that will change," B'Elanna said. This much 
                      was true; she very much wanted Tom and Owen to repair their 
                      relationship. She rose to her feet as Tom and Owen returned.
                    "There's 
                      no record of the beam-out," Owen said briskly. "All 
                      transporter activity is logged by HQ and there is nothing 
                      to even substantiate that Lieutenant Kim was transported 
                      anywhere at all."
                    "Seven 
                      would not lie," B'Elanna said. Tom nodded.
                    "B'Elanna's 
                      right," Tom said. "It's obvious we won't get anywhere 
                      with HQ. We're going to have to do this investigation on 
                      our own."
                    "I'll 
                      contact Commander Tuvok," Owen offered. 
                    "And 
                      Janeway as well," Tom said. "She'll want to know 
                      what has happened here."
                    "Captain 
                      Janeway is on leave," Owen said. "Lake George, 
                      I believe."
                    "Well, 
                      contact her anyway," Tom said in frustration. Owen 
                      nodded. 
                    "Give 
                      me a second," he said. He turned back to go up the 
                      stairs. 
                    "We 
                      can leave Miral here for the time being," B'Elanna 
                      said to Tom. "She's sleeping. Doing fine."
                    Tom 
                      nodded. 
                    "Do 
                      you want something?" Mrs. Paris asked. "Something 
                      to drink? Eat?"
                    "No," 
                      Tom replied edgily. "Sorry, Mom, I didn't mean to snap 
                      at you."
                    "You're 
                      under a lot of pressure."
                    Tom 
                      sighed. "What if something has happened to Harry?"
                    "Nothing 
                      has happened to Harry," B'Elanna said firmly. "He 
                      is fine. He will be fine." She sounded like she was 
                      trying to convince herself of that fact. At that moment, 
                      Owen Paris returned.
                    "No 
                      answer from Janeway," he said. "Her comm has been 
                      turned off."
                    Tom 
                      exchanged a look with B'Elanna. Their decision was made 
                      mutually and silently.
                    "I'll 
                      go to Lake George myself," he said. "B'Elanna, 
                      I'll meet you at Headquarters."
                    ***
                    A 
                      breeze of cool night air whisked through Kathryn's silk 
                      nightgown as she stood silently on the balcony of her cottage, 
                      looking over Lake George. Her bare feet on the deck boards 
                      covered in late night dew sent a shiver up her spine. In 
                      this moment, she felt alive. She watched as the moonlight 
                      over the distant mountain cast rays of light over the lake, 
                      causing tiny crystal-like sparkles to ripple through the 
                      water as the breeze kept it in constant motion. Her life, 
                      in this moment however seemed to be at a standstill.
                    It 
                      felt good to be at a standstill. Kathryn felt alive again 
                      - she could live again. She breathed deeply as she felt 
                      two strong arms encircle her waist. Kathryn leaned back 
                      against Chakotay, the skin of her bare back meeting his 
                      damp chest, the night air causing the two to remain connected. 
                      It felt electrifying. 
                    "You're 
                      not thinking about the moon again are you?" He asked 
                      as he nuzzled her neck, placing a tiny kiss behind her ear. 
                      She sank deeper into his embrace, her eyes never leaving 
                      the light of the moon.
                    "Not 
                      exactly...just thinking," Kathryn clasped her hands 
                      atop his, taking in a deep breath, "about how alive 
                      I feel here. I almost forgot what it felt like." She 
                      turned her face to meet his and they kissed ever so slightly, 
                      still lost in the afterglow of the moment they shared not 
                      too long ago. Here, with his arms wrapped around her, Kathryn 
                      realized just how good they fit together. Body and soul.
                    "It 
                      feels good." He said between kisses. Tightening their 
                      embrace, he lifted his head up, gazing at the moon. "I 
                      know you were thinking about it, so why don't you tell me 
                      what you were thinking of." Chakotay said, his hands 
                      tracing tiny circles on Kathryn's belly, as her own hands 
                      remained placed above his.
                    "The 
                      telepathic link the Ayrethans created between us could be 
                      a lovely thing to have now, wouldn't it?" Kathryn pondered.
                    "I 
                      don't know. I think it would take away what mystery there 
                      is to be uncovered." Chakotay replied suggestively, 
                      running both hands along Kathryn's hips. A wiggle was her 
                      response and he embraced her again, his head resting on 
                      her shoulder.
                    "I 
                      do indeed love the mystery." She said, chancing a sly 
                      grin in his direction. He chuckled to himself, but kept 
                      quiet. She could feel his heart pounding against her back, 
                      the thumping coming in rhythm with her own. The thought 
                      of the Ayrethans had triggered a memory however, and she 
                      just had to share it with him. "You know, I can stand 
                      here now and with some certainty tell you that I saw this 
                      future."
                    This 
                      only lead to confuse Chakotay. "What do you mean? And 
                      don't tell me you've been holding out on me all these years."
                    "Not 
                      it was when we were in the bubble." Kathryn began, 
                      her thoughts drifted back. Chakotay straightened up, yet 
                      kept her close as he waited for her to finish. "When 
                      the crew began to have those dreams. I dreamt...well the 
                      whole story isn't important at the moment, however the dreams 
                      ended with the woman moving to New York with the man. I 
                      just think its funny that when you came to find me it was 
                      here." She finished, smiling to herself.
                    "What 
                      makes you think I was the man in your dream?" Chakotay 
                      asked.
                    "He 
                      was like you. And then there was the time you said something 
                      at the staff meeting." Kathryn explained.
                    "It 
                      was fate then, we just had to wait it out." Chakotay 
                      said, leaning in to kiss her again. This time she turned 
                      in his embrace has they rested back against the railing, 
                      the moonlight casting tiny shadows everywhere as their lips 
                      melded together intimately, the coolness in the air and 
                      the silence around them making the moment more serene.
                    As 
                      they parted, Chakotay rested his forehead against hers, 
                      a gesture that had become to have so much meaning for them. 
                      "I love you." He said silently as she wrapped 
                      her arms around him, moving in to snuggle at his chest. 
                      They were words he rarely spoke, though in his own way showed 
                      her every day. It didn't need words. However standing there 
                      with her in the moment, it felt like the right thing to 
                      say.
                    "You 
                      wanted to know what I was thinking about." Kathryn 
                      reminded him as she pulled away and turned again towards 
                      the lake. Chakotay followed, standing beside her as they 
                      looked over the lake. She pointed off to a mountain in the 
                      distance, a slightly higher one than any of the others. 
                      "Watch that mountain." She told him.
                    "For 
                      what?" Chakotay asked as he did so.
                    "I 
                      don't know what causes it, however on a night when the moon 
                      is in growth, almost full, something on that mountain will 
                      reflect the light of the moon, causing the area to light 
                      up for just a split second." Kathryn explained as she 
                      watched as the moon grew closer to the mountain.
                    "A 
                      crystalline deposit on the mountain itself?" Chakotay 
                      asked.
                    "I 
                      never found out. God knows I looked for it as a child. Dad 
                      and I even hiked that mountain ourselves. I still didn't 
                      find my answer." She explained further as she began 
                      to dwell on thoughts of her childhood. Another simple time.
                    "Kathryn 
                      Janeway accepts the mystery over scientific explanation?" 
                      Chakotay teased as he moved closer, placing a hand on the 
                      small of her back. Kathryn chuckled lightly, dipping her 
                      head in thought.
                    "Maybe 
                      it's the mystery of it that keeps me fascinated with it 
                      after all these years." Kathryn spoke softly as she 
                      both watched together as the moon intersected with the mountain. 
                      "It'll happen in a few moments." She whispered 
                      as if it wouldn't happen if she spoke aloud. Chakotay pulled 
                      her close again as they watched together in silence.
                    Little 
                      by little, the moon moved into the mountain, casting a dark 
                      shadow over the lake. Then within the blink of an eye the 
                      mountaintop lit up as a stream of light streaked across 
                      the sky, the crystal effect twinkling as it hit them for 
                      barely a split second. It continued moving on to their right 
                      across the treetops until it disappeared.
                    They 
                      stood in silence, each with their own thoughts. "It's 
                      beautiful." Chakotay finally spoke.
                    "It 
                      is...it's as mysterious as I remember it." Kathryn 
                      spoke quietly, beginning to loose herself in childhood memories. 
                      Chakotay watched her quietly, wondering how many nights 
                      she spent as a child, out on this balcony, watching the 
                      moon rise. He could see a little girl, determined to solve 
                      the mystery, staying up each night, for as long as the moon 
                      was waxing to watch the mountain, but never solving it.
                    Maybe 
                      that was the way it should be. Finding scientific meanings 
                      to events that should be left unsolved. Keeping the mystery 
                      embedded within. That's what was lost so much in the 24th 
                      century, the sense of mystery. "Kathryn, I want you 
                      to promise me something." He asked, resting against 
                      the rail.
                    "What?" 
                      Kathryn asked, a little confused.
                    "When 
                      I first met you..." He watched as her face fell into 
                      even more confusion. "You were a mystery to me. A person 
                      that I sought to understand. Over the years, I came to know 
                      you and we became close friends." Chakotay said, trying 
                      to collect his thoughts.
                    "You're 
                      not alone, Chakotay, I felt the same way." Kathryn 
                      revealed.
                    "Ok, 
                      then, we'll make a promise to each other."
                    "Promise 
                      what?" 
                    Chakotay 
                      reached for both of her hands as he looked down towards 
                      the deck. "Kathryn, even though I got to know you, 
                      part of you still remains a mystery to me. Even when we 
                      were connected, it didn't change that fact. That's one of 
                      the things I love about you. The way you can keep surprising 
                      me just when I think I have you figured out." His brown 
                      eyes met her blues. "Promise me we'll never lose the 
                      mystery."
                    "I 
                      promise."
                    He 
                      flashed her his dimples as he leaned in, resting his lips 
                      against hers in the gentlest of kisses. "We should 
                      go to bed, it's getting late." Chakotay placed a hand 
                      at the small of her back and guided her in through the glass 
                      doors and to the bedroom. Amelia came toddling along, her 
                      tail wagging happily as she chased the end of Kathryn's 
                      nightgown.
                    Kathryn 
                      hushed the puppy away, chuckling. "You know she can 
                      be a little devil when she wants." Amelia ran and pounced 
                      onto the bed, rolling in the bed sheets. Chakotay reached 
                      down, taking the puppy into his arms as he sat at the edge 
                      of the bed.
                    "She's 
                      just energetic Kathryn. It'll pass." He said as Amelia 
                      caught him with a few wet kisses. He placed her onto the 
                      bed as he crawled under the sheets himself. Amelia crawled 
                      up to Kathryn's face as she was lying down as well and planted 
                      a wet kiss on her cheek.
                    "She's 
                      incorigable." Kathryn said as she moved closer to Chakotay. 
                      He was about to wrap an arm around her when they heard a 
                      loud knock coming from downstairs. "Is that someone 
                      at the door? At this hour?" She turned in bed to face 
                      the open doorway as another knock echoed through the cottage.
                    "I'll 
                      go down." Chakotay said as he got out of bed. "It 
                      could be just someone looking for directions." He added 
                      as he walked out of the room. Amelia followed closely at 
                      his heels, jumping at his pajama pants' leg. Chakotay made 
                      his way down the stairway and through the kitchen to reach 
                      the door. Whoever it was, they were definitely trying to 
                      get their attention.
                    After 
                      the next knock, Chakotay opened the door, a little irritated 
                      by all the knocking.
                    He 
                      froze.
                    Amelia 
                      barked.
                    Tom 
                      jumped.
                    Any 
                      conscious thoughts both men had skipped a beat.
                    "Tom?"
                    "Chakotay?"
                    They 
                      both spoke at the same time, each in shock as the other, 
                      but for obviously different reasons. Both men stood staring 
                      at each other until Chakotay sighed, rolling his eyes. There 
                      was no more use in bluffing the man. "What do you want 
                      Tom? Its the middle of the night."
                    A 
                      moment passed before Tom could remember why he was there. 
                      "I uh...is the Captain here?"
                    Without 
                      a word, Chakotay moved aside and let Tom into the cottage. 
                      Tom glanced around the room, expecting to see the Captain. 
                      "She's upstairs." Chakotay explained. "I'll 
                      go up and get her, she'll be down in a minute." He 
                      said as he disappeared up the staircase. Tom stood uncomfortably 
                      in the middle of the empty room with only the dog at his 
                      feet, whining for attention. He needed to sit. 
                    Tom 
                      quickly made his way over to a couch and took a seat. The 
                      dog quickly jumped up in his arms, licking him on the face. 
                      At least she was friendly, Tom thought.
                    "I 
                      see you met Amelia." It was the Captain's voice. Tom 
                      turned to see the Captain walking down the stairs clothed 
                      in a robe, followed by Chakotay, who looked to be having 
                      a tough time pulling a shirt over his head.
                    "Yeah, 
                      she seems quite friendly." Tom spoke calmly, trying 
                      to ignore the situation in front of him. He came there to 
                      deliver the bad news, not keep tabs on their personal lives. 
                      "But that's not why I came Captain."
                    "I 
                      was hoping for a better reason." Kathryn agreed.
                    "Harry's 
                      missing. It happened over an hour ago. Seven contacted B'Elanna 
                      and I. I have dad looking into it now, however I figured 
                      you would want to know." Tom explained. He watched 
                      as his two former commanding officers shared a look. Disregarding 
                      the setting and attire, Tom would think that it was like 
                      old times. "Dad tried to contact you, but your comm 
                      system was turned off. I couldn't leave you out in the dark."
                    "Thank 
                      you Tom." Kathryn said, still trying to digest the 
                      information given to her. Harry missing? But why? Then the 
                      memory of Harry and B'Elanna's little investigation dawned 
                      on her and it began to make sense. She turned to Chakotay, 
                      who was by her side as usual. "We're going to go?" 
                      She asked.
                    Chakotay 
                      never blinked. "They'll probably want to question us 
                      anyway." He said, giving his consent.
                    "Give 
                      us a few minutes to dress, Tom." Kathryn said as she 
                      and Chakotay turned and made their way upstairs.
                    "Ok."
                    ***
                    Starfleet 
                      Headquarters never really shut down overnight, but this 
                      particular night it was bustling with activity. Janeway, 
                      Chakotay and Paris arrived to find a room full of people, 
                      both their own former crew and people they had never met 
                      before. Tom's vision zeroed in on B'Elanna, and he hurried 
                      over to join her. Such was his state of mind that not only 
                      had he yet to say anything to Janeway and Chakotay about 
                      the situation he had found them in, he also neglected to 
                      mention it to B'Elanna.
                    Janeway 
                      and Chakotay themselves were less quick to move to one particular 
                      person, but instead stood still to evaluate the scene before 
                      them. Tuvok seemed to have full control of an entire section 
                      of the room, as he dispatched security taskforces and had 
                      other Starfleet personnel tracking down every nearby vessel, 
                      hoping that one of them would have picked something up on 
                      their sensors.
                    In 
                      another corner of the room, two security guards were relentlessly 
                      questioning Seven of Nine. Seven appeared quite agitated, 
                      a state that no one was used to seeing her in. B'Elanna, 
                      who had been working not very far away, was able to hear 
                      everything that was being said, and slowly worked her way 
                      over so that she might help answer some of the questions. 
                      Tom followed, eager to find out more about what had happened. 
                      As they got closer, Seven began to speak more emphatically.
                    "You 
                      are looking in the wrong place! I have mentioned Section 
                      31 to you more than once already, yet you continue to disregard 
                      what I have said. They are to blame, it is that group that 
                      is responsible for Harry's disappearance."
                    The 
                      smaller of the two security officers, who had something 
                      of the appearance of a weasel, spoke snidely as he replied. 
                      "So tell me, why would this 'Section 31' be interested 
                      in taking your Lieutenant Kim?"
                    "I," 
                      Seven hesitated, unaccustomed to being unable to answer 
                      a question, "I do not know."
                    At 
                      this point, B'Elanna butted in. "It could be something 
                      to do with his work at Utopia Planitia," she stated.
                    The 
                      weasel turned his attention on the half-Klingon civilian. 
                      "May I ask what makes you think you can interrupt when 
                      I am interviewing a possible witness?"
                    "My 
                      name's B'Elanna Torres," she started, before being 
                      interrupted mid-flow.
                    "I 
                      know who you are, that doesn't answer my question."
                    "If 
                      you'll let me continue," B'Elanna practically growled, 
                      before speaking in a more polite manner. "I've been 
                      working with Lieutenant Kim at Utopia Planitia. Some of 
                      our work has gotten us involved in some potentially sensitive 
                      areas, and brought to our attention this Section 31 that 
                      Seven mentioned. It is highly likely that our work has been 
                      monitored, and that Harry was taken due to his involvement."
                    B'Elanna 
                      continued to explain some of the situation to the security 
                      guards, but no more than she felt she could give away to 
                      someone that she had never before met. Only enough to, hopefully, 
                      give them something to work on in the search for her friend. 
                      Captain Janeway's attention was drawn away by a discussion 
                      Tuvok was having with the head of Starfleet security.
                    "Can 
                      I ask why you think this is necessary?" Tuvok's superior 
                      asked.
                    "A 
                      lock down of the fleet's yards seems logical, given the 
                      area Lieutenant Kim was working in before he was abducted." 
                      Tuvok was his usual calm and collected self. "Until 
                      a full investigation of these facilities can be mounted, 
                      it would be prudent to make sure that any potential evidence 
                      or witnesses are not allowed to be compromised."
                    "I'll 
                      take it under advisement," was all the reply Tuvok 
                      received before he found himself alone once more. Kathryn 
                      took this opportunity to approach him, accompanied by Chakotay 
                      who had yet to leave her side.
                    "Captain," 
                      Tuvok spoke, acknowledging her presence.
                    "Tuvok, 
                      could you bring me up to date on what's been done so far?"
                    "Certainly. 
                      As you can see, a base of operations has been set up here 
                      at headquarters. Since Seven alerted us to the situation 
                      we have attempted to track any vessels that have been in 
                      the area. As yet, we have not uncovered any useful information. 
                      We have yet to hear from a small number of ships however, 
                      so that avenue of investigation is not yet exhausted. Seven 
                      and B'Elanna believe this to be connected to their research 
                      into Section 31, however that suspicion is as yet unsubstantiated."
                    "The 
                      way I understand it," Kathryn interrupted, "it 
                      is unlikely to be substantiated without an investigation 
                      of significant resources."
                    "Indeed," 
                      Tuvok replied.
                    "Is 
                      there anything specific that you feel Chakotay or I should 
                      be doing?" Kathryn asked.
                    "Not 
                      at this time, Captain. I understand that you feel a need 
                      to be involved, but with the resources of Starfleet security 
                      behind us there is little left to do at this time." 
                      Almost as an afterthought, Tuvok added, "however, you 
                      may wish to talk to some other members of our crew. I have 
                      noticed in the past that your encouragement has resulted 
                      in an increase in efficiency."
                    Despite 
                      the situation, Kathryn couldn't help but let out a small 
                      grin. "Whatever you say, Tuvok."
                    She 
                      and Chakotay began to move away, but they walked just slow 
                      enough to catch the first thing said to Tuvok as he was 
                      approached by one of the security officers that had been 
                      questioning Seven moments before.
                    "Sir, 
                      I have been asked to inform you that Utopia Planitia has 
                      been locked down."
                    ***
                    Seven 
                      of Nine sat listlessly in her chair, looking out through 
                      the window at the view of the harbor and the restored Golden 
                      Gate Bridge. The former crew of the USS Voyager had been 
                      directed to an empty conference room to wait out any news 
                      on Harry's disappearance. So far, they had heard nothing. 
                      B'Elanna eased over to Seven, and cautiously reached out 
                      to place a hand on her shoulder as a show of empathy. 
                      Seven looked over to the half-Klingon woman, and nodded 
                      ever so softly, a sign of acknowledgement.
                    B'Elanna 
                      glanced back at her husband, who was pacing furiously back 
                      and forth. They each had their own ways of dealing with 
                      their feelings of helplessness, she supposed. Seven withdrew 
                      into herself, Tom got anxious, while she just wanted to 
                      reach out to someone. The Doctor and Chakotay were both 
                      sitting quietly on the other side of the room. Both were 
                      clearly as bored and as frustrated as she was. They also 
                      couldn't 
                      take their eyes off of Seven, whose anguish and worry were 
                      evident to all, but neither knew if it was appropriate for 
                      them to say anything.
                    "I 
                      swear," Tom muttered, his furious pacing not letting 
                      up, "I don't know who did this, but if they've hurt 
                      Harry, I'll."
                    "Tom," 
                      B'Elanna cautioned him, "you're not doing Harry any 
                      good by getting yourself worked up. There's nothing we can 
                      do right now. Let Starfleet handle this."
                    "I." 
                      he stopped in mid pace and looked on at his wife with a 
                      weary sigh. "I just can't stand doing nothing, that's 
                      all."
                    "Mr. 
                      Paris," the Doctor spoke as he got up, "you're 
                      here as a show of support and as a friend of Mr. Kim. That's 
                      hardly nothing from where I'm standing."
                    The 
                      door then slid open and Janeway and Tuvok entered. Seven 
                      turned to face them, initially hoping for some positive 
                      news. But the grim looks on both their faces dashed her 
                      hopes of a happy outcome.
                    "Well?" 
                      Tom asked urgently.
                    "I 
                      am afraid that there is nothing positive to report," 
                      Tuvok announced somberly. "Investigation teams were 
                      unable to trace the source of Mr. Kim's abductors. Nor have 
                      scans of the crime scene revealed any new 
                      information."
                    "What 
                      about a transporter trace?" asked B'Elanna. "Or 
                      footprints? Or something?"
                    "There 
                      was nothing," said Tuvok. "Whatever transporter 
                      technology the kidnappers employed, it is far more sophisticated 
                      than that in conventional use by Starfleet. As for physical 
                      evidence, we were only able to recover a few partial footprints 
                      from the scene. The shoes employed were completely nondescript 
                      and have only confirmed Seven of Nine's account that there 
                      was a single attacker. Any physical clues we might 
                      derive from them are generic at best."
                    "So 
                      you have learned nothing," said Seven, speaking up 
                      for the first time in hours.
                    "I'm 
                      afraid that's not entirely the case," Janeway said 
                      hesitantly, not wanting to upset the young woman any further. 
                      "Orbital Traffic Control spotted a brief sensor anomaly 
                      in low earth orbit at around the same time you reported 
                      Harry missing. It lasted less than a second. But there's 
                      no sensor log or a recorded flight plan of a ship in that 
                      orbit for that time period."
                    "No 
                      sensor log?" Chakotay said incredulously. As the capital 
                      world of the Federation, Earth had some of the busiest orbital 
                      traffic in the entire quadrant. Every ship between the atmosphere 
                      and Luna was scanned and monitored by Orbital Traffic Control, 
                      in order to prevent any collisions and ensure proper policing 
                      and security. If a ship parked that close to Earth and was 
                      unable to be detected, it meant only one thing. "A 
                      cloaked ship," he added ominously.
                    Tom 
                      shook his head in amazement. "Man, there's just no 
                      rule that these guys won't break, is there?"
                    "Then.Harry 
                      is no longer on Earth?" Seven spoke, her voice wavering. 
                      "He could be anywhere in the quadrant at this time."
                    "That 
                      is considered to be the most logical possibility by Starfleet 
                      Command," Tuvok concluded. "I regret that I could 
                      not provide a more positive report."
                    Seven 
                      seemed to lose the strength in her legs, as B'Elanna and 
                      the Doctor reached out to steady her. "He is.gone," 
                      she said
                    Janeway 
                      went over to the heartbroken young woman and saw the anguish 
                      on her face. She had known that Seven and Harry had become 
                      closer friends over the past several months, but she had 
                      no idea that things had grown as intimate as they had obviously 
                      become. But then, she herself had been distracted enough 
                      these days. 
                    Kathryn 
                      took the former drone's hands into her own. "Seven, 
                      I promise you. We're not going to give up on the search. 
                      Even if Harry's been taken to the farthest corner of galaxy, 
                      we're going to find him. You have my word on that."
                    "And 
                      that goes for all of us," Chakotay chimed in, standing 
                      behind Kathryn in a firm display of solidarity.
                    The 
                      door to the conference room then chimed once again, and 
                      a nervous young ensign entered the room. "Excuse me. 
                      I'm here to deliver a message to Seven of Nine."
                    "Ensign," 
                      Tuvok regarded the newcomer with a glare of authority. "Do 
                      you have news from Starfleet Security?"
                    "Sir?" 
                      the ensign looked at Tuvok with confusion. "Um, no 
                      sir. They asked me to let you know that there's a message 
                      for Seven of Nine from Utopia Planitia. There's a problem 
                      with the Sernaix components and."
                    "What's 
                      the matter with you?" Tom addressed the young officer 
                      harshly. "Can't you see how upset she is?"
                    But 
                      Seven looked on at the bewildered messenger with a flash 
                      of curiosity. "You say that there is a problem with 
                      the Sernaix systems used on the prototype?"
                    "That's 
                      what they say," he replied. "Apparently the photonic 
                      ablative armor isn't coming online the way it should, and 
                      there's some irregularities with the slipstream drive. Commander 
                      Vargas wanted to pick your brain on this and."
                    "What, 
                      can't they just ask Ozymandias for help?" B'Elanna 
                      snapped. "He's supposed to be the expert on these things."
                    "Um, 
                      Commander Vargas and the Ship Mind don't exactly have the 
                      greatest working relationship, ma'am," the ensign answered 
                      sheepishly.
                    Suddenly, 
                      Seven's brow furrowed and her eyes lit up, as if a moment 
                      of inspiration were coming upon her. "Perhaps it would 
                      be better if I were to travel directly to Fulton Station 
                      and inspect the difficulties myself. I believe that I would 
                      be of greater effectiveness in that capacity. What is more, 
                      I am certain that Ozymandias will be quite receptive to 
                      anything I have to say."
                    "Seven, 
                      are you sure that's what you want to do?" the Doctor 
                      asked, looking concerned at her impulsive 
                      decision.
                    "I 
                      am quite certain, Doctor," she answered. "There 
                      is little I can do for Harry here, and I believe that the 
                      best that I can do for him is to see that his work is completed 
                      and ready for launch." Seven then turned to B'Elanna, 
                      a thin-lipped conspiratorial grin spreading over her face. 
                      "B'Elanna, would you care to accompany me?"
                    The 
                      engineer noticed the almost sly expression on the other 
                      woman and nodded in agreement. "Yes, I think I will. 
                      I get the feeling that we're going to learn a lot on this 
                      trip."
                    ***
                    It 
                      took three hours for the transport shuttle to arrive at 
                      the docking bay of Fulton Station, after what seemed like 
                      the longest ride of Seven's life. She and B'Elanna wasted 
                      little time in disembarking and meeting Commander Vargas 
                      and Lieutenant Commander Singh in the hangar bay, who both 
                      proceeded to escort the two women straight to Engineering.
                    "You 
                      two didn't have to come all the way from Earth just to help 
                      us with a little troubleshooting," Singh said as they 
                      walked. "Everything could have been handled over subspace."
                    "The 
                      distraction was necessary," Seven replied crisply.
                    "Whatever," 
                      Singh shrugged, as they boarded the prototype and moved 
                      down its Starfleet issue corridors. "Anyhow, we can't 
                      figure out what's wrong. The shielding and the slipstream 
                      were all running fine after yesterday's test runs. The Commander 
                      thinks it may just be Ozymandias having a little sport with 
                      us."
                    "That 
                      sounds like Oz," B'Elanna sighed as she rolled her 
                      eyes. "The guy's a real barrel of laughs."
                    Finally, 
                      they made their way through the ship, down the turbolift 
                      and into the main engineering section of the ship. Seven 
                      turned to Singh just as they were about to enter the room. 
                      
                    "Commander," 
                      she said, "perhaps it would be best if Ms. Torres and 
                      I were to deal with Ozymandias on our own. If his mercurial 
                      nature is indeed the cause of the prototype's dilemmas, 
                      then your presence may prove to be disruptive. He is.used 
                      to.the two of us. He may be more receptive to our entreats 
                      for assistance."
                    "Suit 
                      yourself," Singh shrugged his shoulders and turned 
                      to leave. "Be sure to holler if you get into any trouble."
                    Seven 
                      waited until Singh and their escorts headed down the corridor. 
                      As soon as the turbolift doors slid shut behind them, the 
                      former drone entered Engineering and turned quickly to the 
                      mass of the Sernaix slipstream core. As expected, the mass 
                      of the core was dark and inert. The grill pattern along 
                      the side normally would glow a bright neon blue. Either 
                      there was a significant internal problem with the device, 
                      which prevented it from drawing power from the plenum of 
                      space-time or, as Seven suspected, Ozymandias 
                      was being deliberately uncooperative.
                    "Okay, 
                      we're here," B'Elanna said with an annoyed tone of 
                      voice to the open air. "You want to tell us why you 
                      had to drag our butts all the way to Mars?"
                    At 
                      the sound of her voice, the slipstream core lit up again, 
                      and the surrounding consoles returned to normal function. 
                      "Well, I was wondering when you ladies would both get 
                      here," said the voice of Ozymandias over the room's 
                      intercoms. "I've been waiting for you."
                    "Can 
                      it, Oz!" B'Elanna growled at the Sernaix. "We 
                      don't have time for your stupid mind games. We're in the 
                      middle of a crisis here, and we don't appreciate being yanked 
                      away from our friends and family just because you feel like 
                      clowning around with Starfleet!"
                    "Believe 
                      me, B'Elanna," said Ozymandias, his voice sounding 
                      much more steady and serious. "I didn't bring you here 
                      for laughs. I needed an excuse to talk to you both, one 
                      that wouldn't arouse the suspicions of certain eavesdropping 
                      parties, if you get my meaning."
                    "I 
                      presume that this room is secure?" asked Seven, looking 
                      about anxiously, "and that there are no problems with 
                      the prototype."
                    "Yes 
                      to the first question, and no to the second. The ship is 
                      fine and almost ready for launch, even without you two and 
                      Harry to smooth things over. I just tweaked around with 
                      a few of the ships systems to lure you here."
                    "Wait 
                      a minute," B'Elanna said. "I thought you were 
                      denied access to all systems outside of Engineering."
                    Ozymandias 
                      said nothing, but B'Elanna rolled her eyes as she imagined 
                      the Sernaix trying to conceal a naughty boy smirk, not unlike 
                      the one Tom would often have whenever he had been caught 
                      with his hand in the proverbial cookie jar.
                    Seven, 
                      of course, had no time for this repartee. "You said 
                      you wished to speak to us, so speak. What is it that you 
                      must tell us?"
                    "Direct 
                      as always, aren't you?" Oz chuckled. "Well, I 
                      understand that there's been a problem with Harry back on 
                      Earth."
                    "There 
                      is more than a problem!" Seven hissed at the slipstream 
                      core. "He has been abducted!"
                    "I 
                      know," said Ozymandias solemnly. "I found the 
                      ship that took him."
                    Seven 
                      let that information sink in, as B'Elanna rushed up to speak. 
                      "You what? Where? How?"
                    "About 
                      six hours ago, I detected a signal being sent out from a 
                      fast moving object, moving from the direction of Earth. 
                      It was transmitted along the same resonance frequency that 
                      the Sernaix use to link with The Realm. I tried to tap into 
                      the message without being spotted and was able to retrieve 
                      bits and pieces. Basically, your Section 31 friends were 
                      the ones who took Harry. I'm pretty sure that he's being 
                      delivered 
                      to Sycorax herself."
                    Seven's 
                      breathing went ragged; her posture slumped, as her worst 
                      fears were being realized. She had hoped above all else 
                      that Harry had been moved someplace on Earth, or at least 
                      within range of an easy rescue. But if he was being sent 
                      to the heart of The Realm itself, then was there any possibility 
                      of a safe return? Was Harry truly doomed?
                    Why 
                      did she allow herself to trust her unsteady new emotions 
                      and give her heart away to this young man, when prudence 
                      told her that it would only lead to pain and uncertainty?
                    B'Elanna 
                      rushed to her side and held her steady, seeing something 
                      on the young drone's face that she never would have believed, 
                      the beginnings of a tear forming at the corner of her eye.
                    "I'm 
                      sorry to be the one to tell you this," said Ozymandias. 
                      "I'm sure I don't have to remind you that this is very 
                      bad news for your people."
                    "Bad 
                      news?!" B'Elanna shouted. "You're damn right its 
                      bad news! Our friend has been snatched away and God only 
                      knows what they want to do with him!"
                    "Indeed," 
                      said Oz gravely. "God only knows. But this goes well 
                      beyond just Harry's safety. All those months in the Phase, 
                      the Sernaix could have destroyed your ship at any time. 
                      But the packs all had instructions to hold back and leave 
                      you alone. The Management Cadre didn't want to risk Harry 
                      coming to any harm. The same principle applies to your home 
                      planet. Now that they've removed him."
                    Seven 
                      then looked up, her skin turning an even lighter shade of 
                      pale. "There will be an attack."
                    "Yes," 
                      said Ozymandias. "And very soon, I'd wager."
                    "Why?" 
                      Seven spoke up, her voice choked with anguish. "Why 
                      have they taken him? What do the Sernaix want of him?"
                    "Yeah, 
                      and none of this 'touched by God' nonsense," B'Elanna 
                      added harshly. "This has something to do with Harry's 
                      dreams, doesn't it?"
                    "I 
                      wish I knew what to tell you," said Oz regretfully. 
                      "I only know what the Management Cadre made available 
                      to the packs, based on their analysis of what our ships 
                      learned from taping into Voyager's logs. At some point when 
                      you were lost in what you call the Delta Quadrant, Harry 
                      Kim was touched by the god of our ancient legends. I can't 
                      be any more specific than that."
                    "There 
                      is no record in Voyager's logs of an encounter with any 
                      life form resembling the Sernaix in the Delta Quadrant, 
                      nor with any being of divine origin," Seven stated, 
                      regaining her composure.
                    "Yeah, 
                      if there was, I think I'd remember it," said B'Elanna.
                    "You 
                      ought to, B'Elanna," said Ozymandias cryptically. "According 
                      to the records we accessed, you were touched also. Only 
                      your touch became tainted."
                    ***
                    The 
                      heels of Seven's shoes thudded lightly against the soft 
                      gray carpet of the corridor as she made her way to the conference 
                      room back at headquarters eight hours later. Captain Janeway 
                      would not appreciate the news, she knew. The question was 
                      what, if anything, would be done?
                    Stepping 
                      into a turbolift to take the short ride to the conference 
                      room where the rest of Voyager's former crew waited, Seven 
                      felt B'Elanna's reassuring hand on her arm.
                    "He's 
                      my friend too," B'Elanna said quietly, as if fearful 
                      that the walls would report her words to Starfleet Intelligence. 
                      "There are going to be people in there who won't want 
                      to soil their hands with this. We've got to make them understand 
                      that the safety of the Federation is at stake."
                    Seven 
                      nodded once. "I understand," she replied monotonously.
                    Inwardly, 
                      B'Elanna shivered. Seven appeared calm and ready to face 
                      the crowd that was waiting for them, but she knew that the 
                      budding relationship between her two friends was still at 
                      the front of the former drone's mind. The tone of her voice 
                      left questions in B'Elanna's mind as to how much she would 
                      reveal to ensure a rescue mission for Harry.
                    As 
                      the doors to the conference room slid apart, all heads turned 
                      to greet the room's newest occupants. Tom briefly covered 
                      B'Elanna's hand as she took her seat beside him. Chancing 
                      a glance at Seven, she saw that the act had not gone unnoticed 
                      and a stab of pain was reflected in her crystal blue eyes. 
                      As fast as it had appeared, Seven's eyes changed to the 
                      determined steel blue the crew had seen on more than one 
                      occasion 
                      when new challenges presented themselves.
                    Admiral 
                      Warhol looked between Seven and B'Elanna, "I assume 
                      you have some sort of report to give us after this escapade 
                      to the ship yards?"
                    "I 
                      am afraid I have nothing positive to report," Seven 
                      began, looking the admiral straight in the eye. "Oz 
                      has informed me that the Sernaix are holding Lieutenant 
                      Kim. It is quite possible that they will formulate an attack 
                      plan to implement against the Federation."
                      
                      "And just how did the Sernaix capture the lieutenant?" 
                      Nechayev demanded to know from her place beside Warhol. 
                      "I don't suppose they simply transported him."
                    Admiral 
                      Ross glanced at Nechayev as if to make a suggestion, but 
                      Seven quickly cut him off. "Section 31."
                    "Section 
                      31?" Nechayev asked.
                    "It 
                      is an elusive operation which seeks out and destroys potential 
                      threats to the Federation. Starfleet will neither confirm 
                      nor deny its existence; however, its presence has been felt 
                      since the creation of the Federation Charter - though few 
                      of even the highest ranking officers would have recognized 
                      it."
                    "This 
                      is absurd," Warhol scoffed. "I realize that you 
                      are devastated by the loss of one of your former crewmates, 
                      but I fail to see how inventing tales of this 'Section 31' 
                      will aid us in finding Lieutenant Kim."
                    "A 
                      secret organization in which only a few are privy to know 
                      of even its existence?" Admiral Paris frowned as he 
                      eyed Seven. She believed what she was saying, he knew. But 
                      who was to judge whether or not her personal life may have 
                      influenced her words. "Even if it existed, how is it 
                      possible to run this operation?"
                    Seven's 
                      turned her cool glance toward Admiral Ross. "Admiral, 
                      how possible do you believe it is?"
                    For 
                      a long moment, Ross said nothing. Looking down at the smooth 
                      and shiny surface of the table, he debated on how to say 
                      what needed to be said. Slowly, and with a little hesitation, 
                      he spoke. "Section 31 does exist."
                    As 
                      he raised his eyes, he found himself being regarded with 
                      nine stunned expressions and the cool glare of an untrusting 
                      former Borg drone. "They have, when the occasion called 
                      for it, worked outside the boundaries of Starfleet in order 
                      to ensure the safety of the Federation and its citizens."
                      
                      "It's a fancy tale, Seven of Nine," Nechayev broke 
                      in, "But tell me why we should believe that this 'Section 
                      31', if such a thing does indeed exist, is now involved 
                      with the disappearance of Lieutenant Kim."
                    "I 
                      have met with them."
                    Immediately 
                      the whispers subsided as all eyes turned towards Seven. 
                      
                    "You've 
                      met with them?" Warhol challenged.
                    "At 
                      first, I thought my lack of concentration and increase of 
                      dreams was due to my experiences with the Borg opposition. 
                      However, Oz has informed me that while I was possessed by 
                      the Sernaix shipmind, I met with several Section 31 operatives."
                    "And 
                      he knows this because?"
                    "He 
                      was able to access the residual memory logs left in place."
                    "A 
                      being that has taken over one of our ships is now aiding 
                      us?" Warhol asked doubtfully.
                    "She 
                      was in direct connection with Oz and it is plausible that 
                      he would have the capability to access this information," 
                      B'Elanna firmly replied.
                    "What 
                      are we going to do about this Section 31 if they actually 
                      did give Harry to the Sernaix?" Tom broke in, his eyes 
                      focusing on his father.
                    "We 
                      must also consider the possibility of an invasion," 
                      Chakotay added. "Harry would never willingly give the 
                      Sernaix information; however, he is one of Starfleet's best 
                      engineers and the knowledge in his head would be of great 
                      value to use against us."
                    "I'm 
                      not sure I fully understand-"
                    "Warhol, 
                      you understand enough," Janeway rose from where she 
                      had been silent thus far. "The question my people want 
                      to know is what are you going to do about it?"
                    "This 
                      will take some time to decide," Nechayev declared. 
                      "There is a great deal of information to review and 
                      several other individuals will need to be involved."
                    "In 
                      that case," Owen Paris spoke up, "I suggest we 
                      break from this meeting and call another at once."
                    The 
                      other three admirals murmured their agreement as they hastily 
                      exited the conference room. Only Admiral Paris remained 
                      for a moment to touch his son's shoulder. "We'll get 
                      him back, Tom." Then, he too was gone.
                    Janeway 
                      watched as her friends - her family - rose to surround Seven. 
                      It would be a trying time for them all, she knew. Section 
                      31 had apparently risen and been pushed back under the carpet 
                      several times in the course of Federation history. What 
                      made this time any different? And if all Oz said was true, 
                      what course of action would Starfleet take in order to defend 
                      itself from the Sernaix?
                    "We're 
                      the best ones for the job."
                    It 
                      took Janeway a moment to realize that Tom was answering 
                      the question she had unknowingly voiced.
                    "We 
                      do have the most training against the Sernaix," B'Elanna 
                      added.
                    "I'm 
                      afraid that at this point it's only wishful thinking," 
                      Janeway told them sorrowfully. "Starfleet will no doubt 
                      come up with one of its plans and we may or may not be called 
                      upon to enact it."
                    Chakotay 
                      eyed Kathryn carefully as if trying to see directly into 
                      her mind. It had worked for him before, he knew, but this 
                      time she was carefully guarding her thoughts and refused 
                      to meet his eyes.
                    Something's 
                      up, he thought to himself. She hasn't entirely given the 
                      situation to the Federation.
                    ***
                    The 
                      admirals filed through the doorway and into the spacious 
                      briefing room within Starfleet Headquarters that was reserved 
                      for this group of decision-makers at the head of Starfleet. 
                      As each of the admirals took his or her typical seat at 
                      the large, ovoid table, the Andorian adjutant to the Chief 
                      of Staff, Lieutenant Commander Shral, stepped up to the 
                      podium at the curve of the table which was overlooked by 
                      the Starfleet arrowhead insignia and the words "Starfleet 
                      Command" on the wall.
                    "This 
                      meeting of the Starfleet Command Staff will now commence," 
                      Shral said, her antennae twitching nervously -- not because 
                      of her audience, but the circumstances under which they 
                      were meeting - and her hands lightly gripping either side 
                      of the podium, which was also emblazoned with the Starfleet 
                      seal. "Ladies and gentlemen," she continued, "the 
                      C-in-C." She stepped aside as Fleet Admiral Brackett 
                      stepped up to the 
                      podium beside her. The other admirals jumped to their feet, 
                      not quite at attention, but close enough to satisfy the 
                      formality of the proceedings.
                    "As 
                      you were," Brackett said, settling behind the podium. 
                      The others returned to their seats, and she continued, "We've 
                      heard the statements from the eyewitness to the abduction, 
                      from his friends and from the experts. Now, we have to figure 
                      out where to go from here."
                    "I 
                      agree with Seven of Nine's assessment," began Vice 
                      Admiral Edward Jellico, the recently promoted head of Starfleet 
                      security. "The Sernaix must be involved, and for some 
                      reason, they're working with someone within the Federation."
                    "Hogwash," 
                      interrupted Admiral Warhol, the Chief of Fleet Operations. 
                      "I can't believe this...'tale' supposedly spun by that 
                      Ship Mind at Fulton Station -- what was his name? Ozama? 
                      It sounds too preposterous to be true."
                    "Preposterous?" 
                      Jellico asked. "Any more so than giant space amoebas 
                      or flaming, space-borne energy creatures shaped like birds? 
                      No, we know for certain who it wasn't. Our intelligence 
                      networks would have indicated a move like this from either 
                      the Dominion or the Romulans, and even given the changes 
                      in recent months, this is far too subtle a move for the 
                      Borg."
                    "Maybe 
                      whoever was involved," suggested Admiral William Ross, 
                      who headed Starfleet's Personnel Division, "was working 
                      independently and using domestic equipment to cover their 
                      tracks. Or maybe it really was Section 31. We can't deny 
                      that we know it exists. I saw enough evidence of it when 
                      I was on DS9 to prove that."
                    "There's 
                      no way that group of psychotics can be sanctioned by the 
                      Federation," commented Admiral Bennett, the head of 
                      the Judge Advocate General Corps. "Everything I've 
                      heard goes against everything the Federation stands for."
                    "It's 
                      not our position to judge Section 31," Warhol said. 
                      "For all we know, they may have the unofficial blessing 
                      of the Council, and they're doing the dirty work to safeguard 
                      the Federation from its enemies."
                    "That's 
                      Starfleet's job," came the fierce reply from Admiral 
                      Cobum of Starfleet Logistics. "We explore the frontiers, 
                      safeguard the Federation, and we never attempt to commit 
                      genocide simply to end a conflict."
                    "Admirals," 
                      interrupted the clear voice of Vice Admiral Owen Paris of 
                      Starfleet Technology, "I know Voyager's crew. I know, 
                      they're not together anymore, physically, but they've got 
                      a strong bond that I'm sure our esteemed Admiral Sulu here 
                      would understand." Paris indicated the oldest member 
                      of the board, Admiral Hikaru Sulu of Starfleet Navigation. 
                      "Believe me when I say that, if they say that there 
                      is a threat 
                      out there that's headed our way, then we'd damned sure better 
                      be ready for it."
                    "We 
                      can't allow Section 31 to run loose any longer," declared 
                      Jellico.
                    "Agreed," 
                      said Bennett. "They should be brought in, and they 
                      should face charges for the atrocities they've committed."
                    Heads 
                      nodded in assent, but Warhol cut through, making his opinion 
                      clear. "I'll repeat," he began, "that they 
                      are also doing what is, in their judgment, in the best interests 
                      of the Federation."
                    "Their 
                      methods are reprehensible," Bennett retorted.
                    "Our 
                      feelings aside," Brackett interrupted, "doing 
                      anything about them right now would be problematic at best. 
                      We'll have to wait and deal with it when the time is right."
                    "Section' 
                      31 isn't our most pressing concern, either," added 
                      Admiral Nechayev of Starfleet Tactical. "Of all the 
                      ships in the Fleet right now, only the six Sovereigns and 
                      the new ship under construction at Utopia Planitia can stand 
                      up to a Sernaix attack."
                    "When 
                      will the Montana Project be ready to go?" asked Admiral 
                      Hayes, the Deputy Chief of Staff, from his seat near Brackett.
                    "We 
                      can push up production to within a week," Paris replied. 
                      "At this point, it's just down to getting all the systems 
                      working properly."
                    "Then 
                      let's do it," Brackett ordered. "That ship is 
                      likely our best bet of retrieving Mr. Kim from his captors, 
                      be they Sernaix or otherwise. In the meantime, we'll also 
                      recall the other Sovereign-class ships and fit them with 
                      the same frozen-light shielding the new ship is getting. 
                      It'll help even the odds, although, admittedly, not by very 
                      much." She rose from her seat, then added, "If 
                      there's no other business, then you're dismissed."
                    ***
                    The 
                      former crew of the Starship Voyager, with the notable exception 
                      of Harry Kim, sat around a modest table in an ancillary 
                      briefing room within Starfleet Headquarters. Their expressions 
                      were a mix of fear, dread, exhaustion and helplessness. 
                      One of their own was missing, and there didn't seem to be 
                      much of anything they could do about it.
                    Tom 
                      Paris and B'Elanna Torres sat together at the table, trying 
                      to avoid their concerns for their friend by giving that 
                      much more attention to one another. Chakotay sat silently, 
                      his hands folded atop the table before him, almost as if 
                      in prayer or meditation. Seven of Nine paced nervously at 
                      the far side of the room, stopping every so often in an 
                      attempt to will away her frustration at the impotence of 
                      her situation. And the Doctor, standing almost completely 
                      motionless next to the table, watched her pacing with concern.
                    In 
                      a corner of the room, near one of the large windows that 
                      overlooked the lights of the San Francisco dawn, Captain 
                      Janeway and Lieutenant Commander Tuvok spoke quietly about 
                      the situation, the pair virtually whispering in the somber 
                      hush of the room.
                    "I 
                      do not believe," Tuvok was saying, "that Starfleet 
                      is capable of withstanding a direct assault by the Sernaix, 
                      nor are any of the other powers in the Alpha Quadrant."
                    "They 
                      have no idea what they're up against," Janeway commented. 
                      "Starfleet may have been through hell and back during 
                      the war, but from what I've seen, the Dominion is small 
                      potatoes compared to the Sernaix." She grabbed the 
                      bridge of her nose between her thumb and forefinger, trying 
                      to will away the unease she was feeling, and wishing for 
                      a steaming cup of coffee. "They just have no idea," 
                      she repeated.
                    "That 
                      could prove advantageous to yourself," Tuvok noted. 
                      "Your knowledge of the Sernaix and how to effectively 
                      combat them makes you an asset that, it is possible, Starfleet 
                      does not fully realize that it has at its disposal."
                    "It'd 
                      be about time they noticed," Janeway muttered, then 
                      began, "What did you--" But she was cut off as 
                      the doors to the briefing room slid open with a muted hiss, 
                      allowing Vice Admiral Owen Paris to enter the room.
                    "Dad," 
                      Tom began expectantly as the others stiffened and turned 
                      their attention to the elder Paris, attempting to prepare 
                      themselves for the worst, but hoping instead for the best.
                    "Owen," 
                      Janeway said at virtually the same moment, letting her question 
                      remain unvoiced. It was a fair bet that everyone in the 
                      room had the same question to ask of the admiral.
                    He 
                      waited a moment, then began, "Starfleet's going into 
                      this head first." He paused to let his words sink in, 
                      then continued, "All six of the Sovereign-class ships 
                      are being recalled for refit with the frozen light shielding 
                      system that's been developed for the Montana Project, and 
                      the go date for that ship's launch has been moved up to 
                      the end of the week. She'll be part of the first wave of 
                      defense, if anything happens."
                    "What 
                      about Section 31?" Janeway asked.
                    "Warrants 
                      are being issued," Admiral Paris replied, "for 
                      all known operatives. We can't launch a full investigation 
                      to root them all out right now, but it's a start."
                    "What 
                      of Lieutenant Kim?" Seven asked, standing rigid as 
                      stone along the far wall to the right and behind the elder 
                      Paris. "Has any progress been made in locating him?"
                    "Not 
                      really," Admiral Paris admitted sadly. "There's 
                      not much we can do until we've got more information. Jellico's 
                      got his people working on finding him as we speak. Commander 
                      Tuvok, I think it would be of invaluable assistance if you 
                      would provide them with any data you've obtained so far. 
                      They may already have the same information, but it doesn't 
                      hurt to err on the side of caution." He looked at the 
                      group before him silently, then focused his attention to 
                      his son. "We'll find him, Tom. We'll get him back, 
                      safe and sound." He looked to Janeway, then added, 
                      "I have to get back and coordinate with the others. 
                      I'll keep you apprised of any major developments." 
                      He turned and left the room.
                    Chakotay 
                      looked from his seat over to Janeway and Tuvok, who were 
                      still standing in the corner of the room. He stood and briskly 
                      crossed the short distance quickly. "Kathryn," 
                      he said as he stopped at her side, "if you're planning 
                      to make a move to get your career back, you'd better do 
                      it now."
                    "I 
                      concur," Tuvok said. "Events are in flux, and 
                      it would appear that the admiralty is in a far better position 
                      to listen to you at this time."
                    Janeway 
                      looked from Chakotay to Tuvok, and started squeezing the 
                      bridge of her nose once more.
                    ***
                    Suellen 
                      Bartlett's face was lined with concern. "Good afternoon, 
                      Earth," she began. "This is Federation News with 
                      a breaking story which continues to develop as we speak."
                    Cadet 
                      Icheb looked up from his PADD to the large holographic monitor 
                      on the wall of Students' Mess 4. At his left, T'Kara did 
                      the same. Studying was important, but this had to be more 
                      important still -- how often did the Academy interrupt its 
                      population's meals for a news report?
                    "Lieutenant 
                      Harry Kim, one of Utopia Planitia's head engineers, was 
                      kidnapped last night; he was transported away without warning 
                      by forces unknown. Many of our viewers will remember Mr. 
                      Kim from our extensive coverage of Voyager, his former posting. 
                      The disappearance was witnessed by another Voyager crewman, 
                      ex-Borg drone Seven of Nine, and is currently under a thorough 
                      investigation."
                    John 
                      and Mary Kim knew that Starfleet's investigators were the 
                      best there were. They knew that their son was a grown man, 
                      resourceful enough to survive many dangers. The knowledge 
                      was precious little comfort. They took each other's hands 
                      and looked one more time for the strength that had carried 
                      them through eight years of terrifying silence. It was a 
                      tired strength. It was all they had.
                    "In 
                      the wake of this kidnapping, Seven of Nine has revealed 
                      the existence of a radical protectionist group known as 
                      Section 31 which operates in secret within the Federation 
                      itself. Details remain unclear, but the group apparently 
                      considers itself outside the jurisdiction of Federation 
                      law; furthermore, it claims to have existed since 2161 and 
                      to have been created by the very founders of the UFP. The 
                      information from Seven 
                      of Nine is currently being reviewed at the top levels of 
                      government. No spokesman for Section 31 has come forward 
                      at this time."
                    Somehow, 
                      Professor O'Brien was not surprised. What did surprise him 
                      -- and worry him -- was the sudden deluge of information 
                      about Section 31. As one of the few Starfleet officers who 
                      had direct experience with them, he knew better than most 
                      what they were capable of. In his office, O'Brien tried 
                      to figure out what would happen next, and what, if anything, 
                      he could do about it. After a few minutes he instructed 
                      the computer to set up a priority subspace channel to Deep 
                      Space Nine; while it was being set up, he replicated 
                      an extra-large black coffee. He had a feeling he would need 
                      it before this was over.
                    "The 
                      recent events have raised new concerns about the possibility 
                      of an invasion by the mysterious Sernaix. Starfleet is currently 
                      at Level-4 military alert, with a state of yellow alert 
                      in effect on all vessels and stations, but Command is urging 
                      all citizens not to panic."
                    Easy 
                      for them to say, thought Joseph Sisko. He had seen this 
                      before in two Borg scares and repeated bouts of Changeling 
                      paranoia, and he braced for the tension and fear that he 
                      would be sensing in his customers before long. Of course, 
                      he wasn't exactly cool as a cucumber himself. Cucumber...hmm. 
                      Some cold, refreshing vegetables just might help calm people's 
                      nerves a bit. A smile crossed Sisko's face as he headed 
                      for the kitchen to do up a batch of his award-winning Shrimp 
                      Creole Salad.
                    "Among 
                      Starfleet's responses to the potential threat will be the 
                      accelerated launch of a new starship in development at Utopia 
                      Planitia. The experimental ship, built by the engineers 
                      of the Montana Project, is said to incorporate design elements 
                      from various alien species. Blueprints are not yet available, 
                      but our contact on Mars tells us that the ship is unlike 
                      any Starfleet vessel in history."
                    Not 
                      for the first time, Reg Barclay wondered if Starfleet's 
                      top brass were crazy. What were they thinking, launching 
                      this ship so soon? If half the things he'd heard from B'Elanna 
                      and Harry were true, it was as likely to fall apart in orbit 
                      as to be space-worthy. Maybe in a few more months the design 
                      could be trusted, but now? Before even the most basic testing? 
                      Madness, madness had claimed the heads of Starfleet. The 
                      fact that Reg said that at least three times a month wasn't 
                      important.
                    "In 
                      other news, the --" Bartlett stopped talking as she 
                      saw a new PADD materialize in front of her. She lifted it 
                      and read. "This just in: Captain Kathryn Janeway, former 
                      captain of Voyager, has called an emergency meeting of the 
                      Federation Council and the admiralty board of Starfleet. 
                      She has announced that she has information to provide -- 
                      information which she obtained in the Delta Quadrant and 
                      the Bubble but has not revealed until now. The meeting will 
                      take place this afternoon at Starfleet Headquarters."
                    Kathryn 
                      Janeway smiled. The show was about to begin.
                    ***
                    Janeway 
                      tugged at the sleeves of her uniform. She had to admit that 
                      the new style of dress uniform, it was new to her even if 
                      it was no longer new to the Federation, was pleasing to 
                      the eye. Quite striking really, with its black trousers 
                      and white jacket trimmed in gold brocade. And she wore it 
                      rather well, she dared say. But truth be told, she missed 
                      the familiar feel of the dress uniform she'd worn so many 
                      times on Voyager. No matter how glad she was to be home, 
                      she knew that a part of her would always long for her days 
                      on that incredible ship.
                    But, 
                      there would be no time for retrospection today, she reminded 
                      herself. There was enough to concern herself with in the 
                      present. Harry Kim's life was at stake, and she would do 
                      anything, even sell her own soul, to save him. She only 
                      hoped it wouldn't come to that.
                    She 
                      tried to school the expression of awe from her face as he 
                      approached the Great Hall at Starfleet Headquarters. No 
                      matter how far she climbed in rank, she knew she would always 
                      find this stately place a bit intimidating. After all, within 
                      its walls echoed the words of some of the Federations most 
                      legendary members. Captain James T. Kirk, Spock of Vulcan, 
                      Presidents of the Federation dating back farther than she 
                      could recall . and now her voice would be added to the ghostly 
                      whispers the Great Hall contained.
                    She 
                      only wished she were headed there under better circumstances. 
                      Hang on, Harry, she thought to herself. That's an order.
                    The 
                      two guards posted at the door eyed her carefully, if not 
                      a bit suspiciously as she approached. The young men looked 
                      at her, and then back to each other. Then, as if suddenly 
                      recognizing her, the taller man offered her a warm smile 
                      and a quick nod of his head. "Captain Janeway."
                    She 
                      nodded and smiled in return, noting immediately how young 
                      both of the men seemed. Their handsome faces held the expression 
                      of youthful enthusiasm, and they looked upon her almost 
                      as if they were looking at a celebrity. They had the same 
                      look that Harry Kim had when he first came to her, wide 
                      eyed and fresh from the Academy. Her heart constricted painfully 
                      in her chest, and she longed to see Harry's boyish grin 
                      
                      and twinkling eyes again.
                    Lost 
                      in her own anguish, Janeway didn't notice the familiar figure 
                      approaching until he took her gently by the elbow. "Captain, 
                      do you have a moment?" 
                    She 
                      turned to see the concerned face of the Doctor. She smiled 
                      affectionately at him. "Just about a moment, I'm due 
                      inside. What is it, Doctor?"
                    "I've 
                      been trying to contact you."
                    "Oh?" 
                      She started walking toward the door.
                    He 
                      sighed exaggeratedly and followed her. "You know I 
                      have, and not just me. Most of your former senior staff 
                      and some of the crew have also tried to reach you. You've 
                      taken no calls, returned no messages."
                    She 
                      gestured to the Great Hall. "As you can see, I've been 
                      a little busy."
                    "We 
                      have some questions, Captain."
                    "You 
                      should direct your questions to either Chakotay, Tuvok, 
                      or Admiral Paris. They're the only ones I am authorized 
                      to speak to regarding this situation."
                    "That's 
                      the problem," he said, frustration causing his voice 
                      to rise slightly. "They're not talking either. No one's 
                      talking. We don't want an official Starfleet briefing on 
                      this, Captain. We simply want to know what you plan to do!"
                    She 
                      kept walking, bringing her slender fingers up as if to silence 
                      him. "Now is not the time, Doctor."
                    Before 
                      she could step through the doors, the EMH seized her none 
                      too gently by the upper arm and spun her around to face 
                      him. "Then when IS the time?"
                    The 
                      guards stepped forward; ready to take the holographic man 
                      to the ground. Janeway held up a hand to stop them. "It's 
                      all right. He's a friend." Reluctantly, they resumed 
                      their positions on either side of the entrance.
                    Janeway 
                      turned her eyes on the EMH. "I understand that you're 
                      upset. But this is neither the time nor the place for this 
                      discussion."
                    He 
                      maintained his grip on her arm. "All we want is to 
                      be informed. Please, don't do this. Now is not the time 
                      for you to be making things worse."
                    She 
                      stared at him with an indignant raised eyebrow. "I 
                      beg your pardon."
                    Unruffled, 
                      he blazed on. "You have this habit of shutting us out 
                      when the going gets tough. You take the weight of the galaxy 
                      on your shoulders. Normally, we would just wait until you 
                      decided to call on us for help. But not this time."
                    Janeway 
                      summoned all of her training and discipline to keep her 
                      anger in check. She knew that her dear friend was not attempting 
                      to hurt her, rather the opposite. He wanted to help Harry 
                      as much as she did, even if he was going about it the wrong 
                      way. She sighed heavily, and with forced patience, said, 
                      "Doctor, I assure you, I am not going to make the situation 
                      worse. Quite the opposite, actually. I would love to sit 
                      with you over a cup of hot coffee and discuss this, but 
                      that's a luxury I don't have right now."
                    She 
                      gave him a reassuring squeeze on the shoulder and moved 
                      to step around him. "If it's all the same to you, I 
                      have a meeting to attend."
                    He 
                      stepped in front of her again, impeding her entrance. "As 
                      a matter of fact it's not all the same to me. In case you've 
                      forgotten, Captain, a friend of ours happens to be missing. 
                      And another of our friends is taking it very badly. I just 
                      want to know what you plan to do."
                    That 
                      was it. She'd reached the end of her patience. Her blue 
                      eyes narrowed as she glared at her former CMO, and her voice 
                      was dangerously quiet as she spoke. "How dare you stand 
                      there and smugly insinuate that Harry's disappearance could 
                      be anything other than foremost in my mind? I am very much 
                      aware that our friend is missing, Doctor. I feel Harry's 
                      absence with every single breath that I take. 
                    "And 
                      I know you're concerned about Seven. We all are. But she 
                      doesn't have a monopoly on loss here. We all love and care 
                      for Harry, and we are all hurting. Being the captain doesn't 
                      make me immune to those emotions. On the contrary, I feel 
                      not only concern for his life, but responsibility for it 
                      as well."
                    The 
                      Doctor looked genuinely regretful. "I'm sorry, Captain. 
                      I didn't mean to suggest that you are uncaring. I merely 
                      - "
                    Janeway 
                      took him by the shoulders. "Listen to me. I know you 
                      feel helpless right now, and that's frustrating. Everyone 
                      wants to help, and all this waiting around has all of us 
                      on edge. But I need you to make a leap of faith right now. 
                      Do you trust me?"
                    "Captain 
                      - "
                    "Do 
                      you trust me, Doctor?"
                    "Of 
                      course, but - "
                    "Then 
                      trust what I'm about to do," she said. "I think 
                      I know of a way I can help Harry, but I can't explain it 
                      to you right now. I have a chance to fix it. You're just 
                      going to have to believe in me."
                    He 
                      looked at her, an expression of great respect and devotion 
                      on his holographic face. "I believe in you more than 
                      I've ever believed in anyone, Captain."
                    She 
                      swallowed the lump of emotion that had welled up in her 
                      throat. "Then step aside and let me do what I need 
                      to do. It won't look good if I keep the Admiralty waiting, 
                      now will it?"
                    His 
                      face seemed to age years at the thought of the aforementioned 
                      group of admirals. "Just be careful. The Admiralty 
                      seems to be out for blood ever since Voyager returned to 
                      the Alpha Quadrant. I wouldn't trust them."
                    For 
                      the first time in the conversation, Janeway actually chuckled 
                      aloud. "Who said anything about trusting them? I can't 
                      explain right now, but I suspect that there was more to 
                      their blood lust than meets the eye. Don't concern yourself, 
                      Doctor. I know how to handle the Admiralty."
                    He 
                      graciously stepped out of her way. "Of course. You're 
                      going to approach them honestly and fairly, right?"
                    Janeway 
                      turned and looked at him over her shoulder just before she 
                      stepped into the Great Hall, a wicked but determined smile 
                      on her face. "Not even close. I'm going to do what 
                      I do best, Doctor. I'm going to do some serious cage rattling." 
                      
                    And 
                      then she was gone.
                    The 
                      Doctor smiled proudly. "Then God help them."
                    ***
                    Janeway 
                      entered the hall, her entire body tingling with a sense 
                      of purpose and energy. As she took a look around, she noted 
                      the council members on sitting on either side of the room, 
                      with a separate section roped off for the admirals. Janeway's 
                      gaze swept the room, noting the familiar faces - Nechayev, 
                      Ross, Warhol - and much to her surprise, the president of 
                      the UFP himself, seated at the head of the room. 
                    With 
                      determination, Janeway approached the podium directly in 
                      front of the president. "Mr. President," she began. 
                      She paused for a second. "I believe that your presence 
                      here directly speaks to the seriousness of our situation."
                    The 
                      president nodded. "You're correct, Captain. I heard 
                      what was happening and despite the best intentions of my 
                      Starfleet advisors -" the president cast an ironic 
                      gaze around the room - "I felt it was best to attend 
                      this meeting myself. I want to hear what is going on, and 
                      more importantly, what we're going to do."
                    Relief 
                      flooded through Janeway's body. "I'm glad to hear of 
                      it, sir." She turned as a gentle hand applied pressure 
                      to her shoulder. 
                    "Captain," 
                      Ross said. "A moment of your time, please."
                    Janeway 
                      stepped back from the podium and turned her attention to 
                      Ross, very much aware of all of the eyes turning to focus 
                      on her and the admiral.
                    "I 
                      should have warned you," Ross said in a low voice. 
                      
                    "What 
                      is it?" Janeway asked. Truth be told, she was immensely 
                      grateful to see that Ross was among those assembled. Ross, 
                      along with Owen Paris, had been one of Janeway's strongest 
                      supporters during the turbulent trial days. In addition, 
                      Ross had been one of the few people willing to speak out 
                      in support of the Maquis. 
                    "I 
                      felt that the events were serious enough to merit the President's 
                      personal attention," Ross said. "Warhol and some 
                      of the other members of the admiralty wanted to keep this 
                      matter as private as possible." Ross' lips quirked 
                      upwards. "I disagreed."
                    Janeway 
                      smiled. "I appreciate your help, as always, Admiral."
                    "Not 
                      at all. It was an easy enough thing to arrange. The President 
                      has always been interested in Voyager and her crew. When 
                      I met with him earlier, convincing him to be here didn't 
                      take much effort on my part. Captain, you don't have much 
                      time. Make your point quickly, but make it good."
                    Janeway 
                      nodded. "I understand. Thank you for the information."
                    Ross 
                      tipped his head slightly in her direction before leaving 
                      to take his seat next to Admiral Warhol. Janeway watched 
                      in interest as Ross and Warhol shared a conspiratorial look.
                    "Captain 
                      Janeway," the President said. "I believe we have 
                      everyone's attention now. Would you like to speak?" 
                      His voice was tinged with irony, given the few words he 
                      and Janeway had exchanged just a few moments earlier, but 
                      there was no malice in his tone - only a soft note of benevolence 
                      and support. 
                    "Yes," 
                      Janeway said. Once again, she took her spot at the podium. 
                      "You all know what brought me here today -the abduction 
                      of Lieutenant Harry Kim. You've all seen Voyager's logs 
                      regarding our encounters with the Sernaix while Voyager 
                      was trapped in 'bubble space.' The question isn't whether 
                      the Sernaix are a threat to the Federation - I know they 
                      are. What is up to debate is when they will attack, not 
                      if they will attack. 
                    The 
                      Sernaix have a long history of linking with other minds 
                      in order to gain information. I believe that that is the 
                      reason why Harry Kim was taken. An attack must be imminent. 
                      Mr. President, I'm asking for your permission to rescue 
                      my crewman and to prevent the Sernaix from attacking the 
                      Federation. Given our experiences with the Sernaix, with 
                      all due respect, I don't think there is another crew or 
                      another ship in the entire fleet with the ability to take 
                      on the Sernaix." Janeway stopped to take a deep breath. 
                      "There is no telling how large this attack will be, 
                      Mr. President, but when it comes, my crew and I, we should 
                      be on the front lines."
                    "With 
                      all due respect," Admiral Nechayev said as she rose 
                      in her seat. "Captain, we have six Sovereign-class 
                      ships in the vicinity. I believe that that is more than 
                      sufficient to counter any threat from the Sernaix."
                    Janeway 
                      shook her head. "I disagree, Admiral. The smallest 
                      of the Sernaix ships can make mincemeat of a Galaxy-class 
                      ship in twenty minutes. And that's without trying. The only 
                      way we're going to be able to stop the Sernaix is if you 
                      send people out there who survived eight months against 
                      the Sernaix. It's the only way."
                    "I 
                      agree," Ross said, which provoked both Warhol and Nechayev 
                      to respond. Suddenly, the entire room was filled with the 
                      sound of competing voices. Janeway could hear scattered 
                      snatches of conversations - some debating the strength of 
                      the Sernaix ships versus Starfleet, the probability of an 
                      attack, and there was even an incident of name-calling. 
                      Janeway remained at the podium, willing herself to remain 
                      strong through the 
                      uproar; those debating the issues had not seen or experienced 
                      what she had. She lifted her eyes to look at the President 
                      and noted that he was watching the proceedings intently. 
                      His expression was a mixture of concern and amusement. He 
                      looked back at Janeway and tipped his head lightly to the 
                      side, before he lifted his gavel and called for order.
                    "We're 
                      in recess," the President said as the voices died away. 
                      "Captain Janeway has provided a compelling argument 
                      and its attributes must be considered. We'll reconvene in 
                      one hour."
                    The 
                      assembled got up from their seats and filed out. Janeway 
                      inhaled deeply and left the room.
                    ***
                    Harry 
                      groaned as her tried to open his eyes. Everything had happened 
                      so fast. One minute he was floating on a cloud, his thoughts 
                      filled with Seven and the exciting new direction their relationship 
                      was taking. And then.
                    He 
                      had trouble remembering what came next. He remembered a 
                      face, then pain. Now he was here. Only where was here.
                    As 
                      soon as he rubbed the exhaustion away from his eyes, he 
                      looked around the room, trying to see where his attacker 
                      had taken him. But what he saw was
his childhood room. 
                      He was sitting up in his old bed, wearing his old pajamas.
                    Then 
                      the door creaked open slowly, and a familiar head peeked 
                      inside. "Well, good morning, sleepyhead," said 
                      Harry's mother. "We were all so worried about you."
                    "M-mom? 
                      What happened?"
                    "Oh, 
                      you just had a nasty bump on your head. But everything is 
                      just fine now. You're safe here. You know you feel safe, 
                      don't you?"
                    Harry 
                      looked about his surroundings. The truth was that he did 
                      feel safe here. He always had. Everything here seemed exactly 
                      as he had remembered it from high school, just before he 
                      left for the Academy. He saw the pictures of his favorites 
                      teams on the wall, his school trophies, the clarinet sitting 
                      on his desk in its wood grain case. All of it was the same, 
                      everything as he remembered. 
                    Only 
                      it couldn't be this way anymore. Much of his old stuff had 
                      been packed away by his parents after he was reported missing 
                      aboard Voyager. Much of it he had taken with him when he 
                      was reassigned, other items were still boxed away in his 
                      parents' home. This was a memory, not reality. It couldn't 
                      be real. And then he remembered the attack near Seven's 
                      aunt's house. Seven!
                    "What 
                      happened, Mom? I was
someone hit me! What about.?"
                    "It's 
                      all right, dear," his mother reassured him, as she 
                      sat down on the bed, resting her arm on his shoulder. "Nothing 
                      can hurt you here. Everything is fine. You can relax."
                    "I.I 
                      don't know if I can, Mom. How did.how did you make up my 
                      room so quickly? The last I heard, you and Dad were turning 
                      my old room into a guest room. What happened?"
                    "Harry, 
                      does it really matter?" his mother said, smiling a 
                      bit too broadly. "What matters is that you can rest 
                      and be comfortable here. Now, why don't you tell Mommy all 
                      about those dreams you've been having. You do trust Mommy, 
                      don't you?"
                    Harry 
                      bolted up from the bed, and looked at the woman across from 
                      him with alarm. There was no way his mother could have known 
                      about his dreams. "I don't know what's going on here, 
                      but this isn't my room. And you're not my mother! What is 
                      this place? Am I on a holodeck somewhere?"
                    The 
                      false Mrs. Kim then stood up again, her expression then 
                      shifting to a malevolent expression that Harry had never 
                      seen on his real mother. The transition was frighteningly 
                      abrupt. "A holodeck? Oh, no. Our technology goes far 
                      beyond your own primitive fantasy environments."
                    "Y-you're 
                      a Sernaix, aren't you?" he demanded, trying to maintain 
                      his cool.
                    "A 
                      Sernaix?" the woman laughed. "Mr. Kim, I am the 
                      Sernaix. And you've been keeping secrets, haven't you?"
                    Harry 
                      stood defiant, angered by his own mistreatment and the casual 
                      use of his mother's face. "I don't know what you mean, 
                      but I refuse to tell you anything." He then stood ramrod 
                      straight, like the good soldier that he was. "Harry 
                      Kim, Lieutenant, Starfleet identification number."
                    "Oh 
                      don't bother with any of your military rituals," said 
                      the false Mrs. Kim. "We already know all of that. It 
                      was as easy to extract from you as your memories of your 
                      room from your childhood. What we want from you are the 
                      things you don't remember, the things that are inside of 
                      you. I think you know what I mean, Harry."
                    Harry 
                      wouldn't relent, as he maintained his cool distance from 
                      the woman. "If you can read my mind, then you know 
                      that my friends will come looking for me. And God help you 
                      when they find you."
                    The 
                      image of his mother laughed cruelly at him. "Believe 
                      me, Harry, you're far beyond the reach of your friends. 
                      There's nothing they can do for you. And it just so happens 
                      that it's God that I'd like to talk about."
                    "Who 
                      are you?" he demanded.
                    His 
                      mother smiled at him, not the warm, caring smile that he 
                      remembered, but a pitiless smile of satisfaction, the kind 
                      that a hunter might show once it had caught its prey. "You 
                      already know me, Harry. I am Sycorax, Adimha of the Management 
                      Cadre. Caretaker of The Realm."
                    Harry 
                      looked at her curiously, as Sycorax moved about the room 
                      with a comfortable stride, almost like she was floating. 
                      "You see, Harry, I've waited a long time to finally 
                      have this chance to talk with you. I've studied you from 
                      a distance, but I've had to wait until the time was right 
                      before I could collect you for myself. And now that I have 
                      you, you'll tell me everything that I want to know."
                    "I 
                      don't know what it is you expect me to tell you," Harry 
                      shot back, "but if you are a Sernaix, then you don't 
                      need my cooperation to find out what I'm thinking." 
                      He then gestured with his hands about the room, as an example 
                      of what they had already been able to extract from his thoughts.
                    "But 
                      it can't tell me what you're dreaming, Harry," said 
                      the image of his mother, the look on her face growing more 
                      desperate, and more frightening. "You're special, Harry. 
                      Perhaps more special than you can possibly imagine. I know 
                      about the dreams. I know you managed to communicate with 
                      the Abomination, the creature you call Ozymandias. He told 
                      you the truth, didn't he? He told you that you've been Touched 
                      by the gods."
                    "I 
                      don't know what you mean at all," said Harry, trying 
                      to appear brave, even though he was scared to death.
                    "You 
                      will soon," Sycorax said to him, as the image of his 
                      mother faded away, to be replaced by the faceless echo of 
                      the Sernaix's disembodied voice. "Once the reality 
                      of your situation sinks in, your resistance will fade. Then 
                      all your secrets will be accessible to me."
                    "I 
                      don't have any secrets!" he called out to the empty 
                      room.
                    "I 
                      suspect that you do," said Sycorax's voice. "And 
                      if you didn't, then you'd be of no use to me. Another reason 
                      for you to cooperate."
                    Harry 
                      looked around his room. No, this was not his room, but just 
                      an illusion. He went for the door, to see how far this fantasy 
                      went. But the door would not open, nor would it yield when 
                      he tried to slam into it with his shoulder. It was clear 
                      that he would be going nowhere until his captors wanted 
                      him to.
                    He 
                      then heard the spiteful laughter of Sycorax once again. 
                      "Don't think of it as confinement, Harry. Think of 
                      it as being sent to your room without supper."
                    ***
                    When 
                      Janeway entered the boardroom, she was greeted with a look 
                      of anticipation on everyone's faces. 
                    "Well?" 
                      Tom said. "How did it go?"
                    Approaching 
                      the table she replied. "At the moment, we're in recess, 
                      but I spoke directly to the President. Admiral Ross thought 
                      he'd like to hear what I had to say because of his interest 
                      in Voyager. I informed him about Harry and expressed my 
                      fears about what the Sernaix will do next.
                    "I 
                      told him that there is no other captain, no other crew better 
                      suited to stop such a threat, that it should be us out there 
                      on the front lines."
                    "Don't 
                      you think you were perhaps a little too bold?" The 
                      Doctor asked. "Considering who you're asking to make 
                      such a decision?" 
                    Janeway 
                      leaned forward; resting both hands on the table and looked 
                      into their doubt-ridden faces. "We survived them for 
                      eight months, we know their tactics and what they're capable 
                      of." She paused, looking around at all the rapt and 
                      familiar faces she seen over the past seven years. "Over 
                      the years, I've come to respect and admire all of you. The 
                      courage and strength you've shown has been remarkable, and 
                      I certainly can't think of any other people I'd rather have 
                      been stuck with. We became a family out there, looking out 
                      for each other, and right now a member of that family is 
                      in trouble, and I for one refuse to stand by doing nothing. 
                      If Harry has any chance of surviving it's up to us." 
                      Using the index finger of her right hand, she tapped the 
                      table once in front of her in order to stress her point. 
                      "There is no one better suited to deal with this threat 
                      than us. I know we can do this."
                    The 
                      faces around her changed, the doubt vanishing. For the first 
                      time since this blew up in their faces, they felt pride 
                      in her words, that perhaps they could overcome this together. 
                      However, Chakotay wasn't convinced and gestured for Janeway 
                      to join him on the other side of the room. She obeyed.
                    "Aren't 
                      you forgetting something?" He asked softly.
                    "What?" 
                      She replied, unsure of what he was referring to.
                    "The 
                      Maquis are no longer in Starfleet. How are we supposed to 
                      do this without pooling all our resources?"
                    "The 
                      President has a soft spot for us. If he agrees with my suggestion 
                      then I'm sure something can be arranged."
                    "What 
                      makes you so sure that they're willing to come back?" 
                      He asked seriously.
                    Her 
                      expression changed to one of shock and fear. When she thought 
                      of her crew she thought of the Maquis as well. The line 
                      that separated them in the beginning had been blurred for 
                      many years now, despite what other people thought, and for 
                      the first time, wondered if they could pull this off without 
                      them.
                    Taking 
                      her by the shoulders he locked his eyes with hers. "I'm 
                      not trying to scare you Kathryn, I just wanted you to stop 
                      and consider the possibility."
                    She 
                      nodded, understanding. 
                    "I 
                      swore to you years ago that I would stand by your side, 
                      that hasn't changed." He said with a smile. 
                    She 
                      smiled back, the fear receding, and laid a hand on his chest. 
                      "What about the rest of them?" 
                    "They'll 
                      follow, only because it's you." Her smile widened.
                    ***
                    Sycorax, 
                      Adimha of the Management Cadre, had finished with her toying 
                      of the Touched One, the human, at least for now. Harry Kim 
                      had as yet revealed nothing about the nature of his gifts 
                      from the Gods, but it was only a matter of time. If the 
                      reports from her human minions on Earth were to be believed, 
                      then the knowledge of the gods was already starting to emerge 
                      within him. With the right degree of coaxing and study, 
                      she would soon learn what the divine ones had passed on 
                      to this human, and then the knowledge 
                      would be hers.
                    Then 
                      she would be more than an Adimha. She would be like a Goddess 
                      herself.
                    She 
                      drifted lazily amongst the currents of the vast virtual 
                      ocean that was her private virtual space. Sycorax had adopted 
                      the form of her favorite avatar - that of the kiutre fish 
                      from the seas of the planet Nesaqa. Her weary nerves felt 
                      the simulated sensations of the ocean currents against her 
                      flank, while she darted about the schools of bioluminescent 
                      rewesa, which the kiutre preyed upon. She chose the kiutre 
                      as her avatar since 
                      she felt it so aptly represented herself. It was a deceptive 
                      looking beast, large and ponderous in its everyday movements. 
                      But when hunting or threatened, the kiutre could strike 
                      with blinding speed, and tear through its prey with an efficiency 
                      and hunger that belied its appearance. So too had it been 
                      with her. She had clawed her way to the top of the Management 
                      Cadre, beating out and destroying her rivals in the process, 
                      and had 
                      held the esteemed rank of Adimha for over seventy years. 
                      Others in her Cadre had coveted her position and had pressed 
                      upon her to step down and take the final journey of Issuance 
                      and immortality within The Realm. 
                    But 
                      Sycorax would not take that step, for she craved that most 
                      vital sensation of the flesh, the feeling of power over 
                      others. And so she played her potential rivals against one 
                      another, and in doing so managed to rise above the petty 
                      squabbles and secure her hold as Adimha.
                    Now 
                      the humans and their Federation had entered into the equation, 
                      providing not only a means for the Sernaix to exit the Phase, 
                      but offering untold new worlds for the packs to prey upon 
                      and dominate. It would be a time of great upheaval and change 
                      for the Sernaix, but from chaos came new opportunities. 
                      The males and their packs would be kept busy with their 
                      new battles and killings, while the females and their cadres 
                      would become entranced by the thousands of new experiences 
                      and sensations these battles would provide. And presiding 
                      over these new distractions, Sycorax thought with satisfaction, 
                      would give her an even stronger hold on her power.
                    And 
                      then there was the unknown knowledge locked away in the 
                      body and mind of this Harry Kim. If these secrets within 
                      him could be unveiled and harnessed by her, then her power 
                      over the Sernaix would not only be complete, but truly eternal 
                      as well.
                    "Adimha," 
                      came the nervous voice of a young Satika apprentice echoing 
                      through her private space. "There is a message for 
                      you from our contacts among the humans."
                    "I 
                      will take it," Sycorax responded, shifting about to 
                      an empty section of the seascape, free of the glow of rewesa. 
                      A featureless black rectangle appeared in the open sea. 
                      The humans of Section 31 did not have the technology to 
                      interface directly with The Realm, so they would be communicating 
                      with primitive video screen. The screen area shifted frequencies 
                      until the pale, ugly face of one of the human males came 
                      into focus. Sycorax recognized the light hair and weak eyes 
                      immediately, that of the human Johns, the one 
                      chosen to speak for Section 31.
                    "Adimha," 
                      Johns greeted her, unable to see her avatar or private space. 
                      As per their agreement, Sycorax would not deign to make 
                      herself visible for her human accomplices, certainly not 
                      to the point of such an intimate act as showing her true 
                      face.
                    "Mr. 
                      Johns," she replied in kind. "I have received 
                      your gift. So far, he has not been as cooperative as I would 
                      like."
                    "I.I'm 
                      sorry to hear that, Adimha," Johns replied nervously. 
                      "I had hoped that we might discuss some of the further 
                      details of our arrangement."
                    "Oh, 
                      make no mistake, Mr. Johns," she said slyly. "I'm 
                      certain Mr. Kim will prove as valuable an asset as I've 
                      hoped he would be. But there's still the matter of your 
                      failure to eliminate the Abomination and the ship he has 
                      helped your Starfleet to build."
                    "And 
                      I've conveyed the regrets of Mr. West and the rest of my 
                      colleagues, Adimha," said Johns. "And I'm afraid 
                      that the Federation is aware of the upcoming attack."
                    "I 
                      expected as much," she answered. "It will mean 
                      that we will have to begin our attack sooner than we had 
                      initially discussed. The males are getting restless anyway. 
                      They need a diversion."
                    "I.I 
                      understand, Adimha," said Johns, not missing a beat. 
                      "My colleagues and I expected that this would be your 
                      choice, and we've come up with some possible targets. For 
                      instance, you might want to consider the Romulus system, 
                      or the Breen home world."
                    "And 
                      of course, Mr. Johns, this would benefit your own governments' 
                      position, wouldn't it?" Sycorax retorted with a canny 
                      smile. "I'm afraid the situation has grown beyond that 
                      now. To effectively neutralize this new starship, we will 
                      have to attack your Federation. The packs are simply too 
                      eager for anything less."
                    "I 
                      see," Johns answered gravely. "We didn't expect 
                      this to happen this soon. But if this is your position, 
                      we have a number of candidate systems already selected." 
                      Johns then transmitted a list of coordinates, which Sycorax 
                      glanced over, shaking her head.
                    "Colonies 
                      and outposts," she shook her head in disgust. "Do 
                      you really expect the Defenders of the Realm to be challenged 
                      by this? Our people want to experience real entertainment, 
                      some true bloodshed and suffering on a mass scale! This 
                      is an insult!"
                    "Adimha," 
                      Johns quivered as he spoke, "I suppose we could include 
                      a few of the less important member worlds on that list. 
                      Perhaps Grazer V or Benzar would be more to your liking?"
                    "I 
                      suppose it will be acceptable," she answered, grinning 
                      in satisfaction. She knew that Section 31 was negotiating 
                      from a position of weakness and was willing to make whatever 
                      sacrifices she wanted, as long as some remnant of their 
                      precious Federation was allowed to survive. "But you 
                      do realize that at some point an attack against Earth will 
                      be necessary."
                    "We.understand 
                      that, Adimha. As long as we're given sufficient warning 
                      to evacuate any key Federation personnel?"
                    "Of 
                      course, Mr. Johns. That's part of our arrangement, after 
                      all. I have no desire to see your Federation destroyed overnight. 
                      A proper feast should be savored and enjoyed for as long 
                      a period as possible, no matter how sumptuous the taste 
                      may be. Right now, I'm the only thing that is keeping the 
                      males of my species from letting loose and orgy of uncontrolled 
                      violence against you and your neighbors."
                    "Yes, 
                      Adimha, and we're very grateful," Johns answered, the 
                      sweat from his brow apparent even through the murky waters 
                      of the ocean environment. "I was just.well, that is.if 
                      there is to be an attack on Earth, how many casualties are 
                      we talking about?"
                    Sycorax 
                      thought for a moment. The capital world of the Federation 
                      would be a choice target, but it served too useful a purpose 
                      to be destroyed outright in the initial adventures of the 
                      packs. She would have to place some limits on the amount 
                      of damage the males would undoubtedly do. "I suppose, 
                      Mr. Johns, that if your planet were to be attacked by a 
                      single corsair, the damage would not be too bad. Only two 
                      or three major cities could be destroyed."
                    She 
                      saw how the pale skin of the human went whiter in response 
                      to her answer. "I see," said Johns. "And.if 
                      there should be any larger ships involved, say, a scout 
                      or a battleship?"
                    "Well, 
                      I suppose it could get a great deal worse," she said. 
                      "I'll have to impose some limits, indeed. Tell me, 
                      Mr. Johns, out of all of Earth's continents, which do you 
                      consider the most expendable?"
                    ***
                    Tom 
                      approached B'Elanna warily. She sat with her back to him, 
                      focused completely on the comm station. Tom knew that B'Elanna 
                      was unaware of his presence, so engrossed was she in conversation 
                      with his mother. Tom paused for a second to listen.
                    "Miral 
                      is doing well. We found another little tooth today," 
                      Nancy Paris said, her voice slightly fuzzy from the comm 
                      system distortions. From his vantage point, Tom thought 
                      he saw B'Elanna's posture soften just a little, those proud 
                      shoulders slumping a half-centimeter. 
                    "Another 
                      one?" B'Elanna asked. 
                    "Yes," 
                      Mrs. Paris said. "She's still trying to get her balance, 
                      but I think she is walking better every day."
                    "Oh," 
                      B'Elanna said.
                    Mrs. 
                      Paris must have detected the note of sadness in B'Elanna's 
                      voice, because she hastened to add, "But I think she 
                      misses her parents."
                    "I 
                      miss her too," B'Elanna said, her voice just barely 
                      above a whisper. 
                    "Don't 
                      worry about her, B'Elanna," Mrs. Paris said. "We're 
                      taking good care of her. You just get done what you need 
                      to."
                    Tom 
                      took that as a cue to approach. He laid his hand gently 
                      on B'Elanna's shoulder.
                    "Tom," 
                      Mrs. Paris said. 
                    "How 
                      are you, Mom?" Tom asked cordially. B'Elanna twisted 
                      around.
                    "We 
                      should go back," she said. "I don't think I want 
                      to do this-"
                    "Don't 
                      worry about Miral, B'Elanna," Mrs. Paris said.
                    "Mom," 
                      Tom said, "we're not. We know she's doing fine with 
                      you. And if you'll excuse us, I need to talk something over 
                      with B'Elanna."
                    "All 
                      right. Talk to you later."
                    "I 
                      want to go get her, Tom," B'Elanna said as soon as 
                      the comm channel was closed. "This is ridiculous. We've 
                      been separated too many times as it is."
                    "B'Elanna." 
                      Tom squatted down in front of his wife, taking her hands 
                      in his. "Things are going to get pretty serious, you 
                      know that. If Janeway gets her way, if Starfleet agrees 
                      to let us go out there - I'm one hundred percent behind 
                      her."
                    B'Elanna 
                      nodded, biting her lip. "So am I."
                    "You 
                      know the risks as well as I do. Miral should stay here."
                    "I 
                      can't believe you'd say that," B'Elanna retorted. Her 
                      hands trembled. "Not after all we've been through..."
                    "If 
                      we go out there-"
                    "I 
                      know what you're going to say," B'Elanna said angrily. 
                      She got up from her chair and paced the room. "A starship 
                      is no place for a baby-"
                    "Not 
                      a starship, B'Elanna. We're talking about war."
                    "We 
                      have a responsibility to our daughter," B'Elanna said. 
                      "This situation is no different than if we were still 
                      in the Delta Quadrant with Miral. You didn't seem to have 
                      a problem with it when we found out I was pregnant."
                    "That 
                      was different. We didn't have a choice then."
                    "Maybe 
                      you're right," B'Elanna said. The strain in her voice 
                      told Tom how hard it was for her to admit that. "It's 
                      Miral we have to think about, not us. Not what I, you, want."
                    Tom 
                      sighed heavily. He understood B'Elanna's point of view. 
                      He didn't want to leave Miral either, but circumstances 
                      were against them this time. And more than anything, he 
                      wanted his little girl to be safe.
                    "And 
                      if we did bring her with us, what kind of life would she 
                      have?" B'Elanna asked softly. She was rationalizing 
                      now, Tom knew. "A constant state of red alert, to start 
                      with."
                    "Naomi 
                      did fine," Tom said. He wasn't sure what he was trying 
                      to say, but he felt that the point was important enough 
                      to say. 
                    "But 
                      as you said before, Sam Wildman didn't have a choice. We 
                      do," B'Elanna said. "How Naomi did, well, that's 
                      not the point."
                    Tom 
                      nodded. He understood that B'Elanna was trying to convince 
                      herself that leaving Miral behind was the right thing to 
                      do. There was no point in arguing now when they didn't even 
                      know what the outcome of Janeway's meeting with the Starfleet 
                      Admiralty was. 
                    "Let's 
                      wait until something definite comes out, okay?" Tom 
                      asked softly. He pulled B'Elanna to him, resting his head 
                      on her shoulder. "Let's not worry about it for now."
                    But 
                      he knew, as he turned his face to kiss B'Elanna, that they 
                      would both worry about Miral. No matter what they did, he 
                      knew they would always second-guess their decisions.
                    ***
                    "Admirals," 
                      the President began as he sat in his office with several 
                      of the members of the Starfleet Command Staff, the Parisian 
                      skyline visible through the windows behind his desk. "I'll 
                      start this off by making one thing very clear: I don't feel 
                      that there's very much here that's left open for debate. 
                      From everything I've heard, this is big, and we need our 
                      people where they can do the most good."
                    "What 
                      did you have in mind, Mr. President?" Fleet Admiral 
                      Brackett asked.
                    "I'm 
                      going to issue pardons to Voyager's Maquis crew," the 
                      President said, looking directly at admirals Warhol and 
                      Nechayev, who were seated next to Brackett, "and offer 
                      them full, active commissions in Starfleet equivalent to 
                      their brevet ranks when Voyager returned."
                    "Sir, 
                      I must protest--" Nechayev began, but was interrupted 
                      by the President.
                    "I 
                      have the authority to do so," the President countered, 
                      "and that's exactly what I'm going to do. Furthermore, 
                      I want the Voyager crew back together and under Kathryn 
                      Janeway's command. If they can survive eight months against 
                      the Sernaix in an Intrepid-class ship, then I think it's 
                      pretty obvious that someone in this room wasn't thinking 
                      straight when they tried to get them all kicked out of the 
                      Fleet."
                    "But, 
                      sir--" Nechayev began again, looking to Warhol for 
                      support. But Warhol appeared to be deep in thought and wouldn't 
                      be of much help to her. The President cut her off again.
                    "But 
                      nothing, Admiral," the President snapped. "I've 
                      made my decision. Do I need to remind you that Starfleet 
                      takes its orders from myself and the Council, and that it's 
                      your job to figure out how to make those orders happen?"
                    "No, 
                      sir," Nechayev replied, uncharacteristically chastened.
                    "Good," 
                      the President said, then turned his attention to Vice Admiral 
                      Owen Paris, who was also in the room, seated across from 
                      Brackett. "I understand the Montana Project is almost 
                      ready to fly."
                    "That's 
                      right, Mr. President," Paris said.
                    "I 
                      want Janeway and her crew on that ship," the President 
                      said, his statement clearly an order. "They've got 
                      to be the toughest, strongest, most resourceful bunch of 
                      people I've ever seen."
                    "Sir," 
                      Warhol said finally, startling Nechayev by breaking his 
                      long silence, "in that case, wouldn't it be prudent 
                      to spread them out a little? Not so much that it would disrupt 
                      their effectiveness as a group, but just enough so that 
                      other crews could benefit from their experience."
                    "Hmm," 
                      the President began, considering the suggestion. "Perhaps. 
                      What did you have in mind, Admiral Warhol?"
                    "Well," 
                      Warhol began, "for the time being at least, we should 
                      place Chakotay on a reconnaissance ship -- as you no doubt 
                      are aware, per the Treaty of Algeron, we've secured permission 
                      from the Romulan government to equip other Defiant-class 
                      ships with cloaking devices. I know that one of those ships 
                      is looking for a new first officer."
                    "That 
                      sounds like a good idea," the President said. "We'll 
                      need to find a new first officer for Janeway, then."
                    "Sir, 
                      I know just the person," Warhol replied, a thin grin 
                      crossing his features.
                    ***
                    "Where 
                      do you think Starfleet will proceed next? You made your 
                      plea, there's nothing much more we can do while we're waiting." 
                      B'Elanna seemed frustrated with the entire situation as 
                      she paced the floor of the briefing room. The wait was getting 
                      the better of her sanity.
                    "We 
                      wait. Admiral Ross got us out of our hearing intact. I have 
                      faith that his word will carry us through now." Chakotay 
                      said as he stepped up, placing a hand on B'Elanna's shoulder 
                      to stop her relentless pacing. "You should sit down."
                    "I 
                      don't need to sit down, I'll go stir crazy." B'Elanna 
                      snapped, her pacing then starting again. She hated the anticipation.
                    "Chakotay's 
                      right, you should rest." Janeway spoke up. "Pacing 
                      won't solve anything right now. You'll just wear a hole 
                      in the floor"
                    B'Elanna 
                      stopped then sighed. "Well this keeps me sane, is that 
                      enough?" Her impatience was beginning to affect her 
                      temper. Tom took this as a cue to stand up and retrieve 
                      his wife. 
                    A 
                      swish of a door form the far side of the room alerted everyone 
                      to the entrance of two security guards, followed by Admiral 
                      Ross. Janeway slowly approached him, hoping for the best, 
                      expecting the worst. "What is it Sir?"
                    "The 
                      President has requested a meeting with you." Ross replied. 
                      "Alone."
                    Janeway 
                      didn't know what to make of his tone of voice. She nodded 
                      slightly as she turned back to her friends, giving them 
                      a silent nod as well. With that, she followed Ross out of 
                      the briefing room.
                    B'Elanna's 
                      attention turned back to Chakotay. "What does that 
                      mean?"
                    Chakotay 
                      kept his calm composure. "I honestly don't know."
                    ***
                    Yrzedish 
                      Pavriqur had once been the chief justice of all Sulor. Admired, 
                      respected, known in thousands of solar systems for his level 
                      head. There had been a long...interlude, and then he had 
                      been respected again. The leader of the Borg Constructive 
                      Force. The scourge of the Returned Abomination. The voice 
                      that led 
                      the charge against those who would waste a power lesser 
                      beings could only imagine.
                    Now 
                      he looked across a map of his empire, not by choice but 
                      by coercion, and felt his stomach twist at the sheer size 
                      of it. So much power. So much power. And all in the hands 
                      of a fool.
                    "I 
                      heard that," said the man holding Pavriqur up. He let 
                      the Sulorian fall to the hard metal floor, felt the sharp 
                      pain flood through his nerves, and relished the feeling. 
                      He was a man supremely, superbly alive. He was a man of 
                      energy.
                    "It's 
                      been a long ride," he said, "getting from there 
                      to here. Don't you think?" He grinned as his prisoner 
                      struggled to stand up. "You of all people know that. 
                      You made me what I am now, and in return, I made you what 
                      you are now. Two drastic changes, and what is the universe 
                      if not something in a state of constant change?"
                    "You 
                      and your philosophy can go to hell," said Pavriqur.
                    "You 
                      and your philosophy are already there," said his captor 
                      with a smile.
                    Behind 
                      them, an eerie green monitor flickered into existence. The 
                      distorted face of Suellen Bartlett appeared and began to 
                      speak. "This is Federation News with another update 
                      on the current crisis."
                    "Turn 
                      that damn thing off," said the Sulorian. "What 
                      do any of us care what happens in Sector 001? Their sun 
                      could go nova and not affect our situation one bit."
                    "That 
                      was how you ran the Constructive," agreed the other 
                      man. "But I learned something from my dear departed 
                      friend, Axum. There's something about that sector and its 
                      natives...something that never fails to get them entangled 
                      in Borg affairs. They bear monitoring."
                    ".... 
                      has reached a decision," continued the news anchor. 
                      "Captain Kathryn Janeway and her entire former crew 
                      from Voyager will be assigned to Starfleet's newest vessel. 
                      The acting Starfleet ranks of her former Maquis crewmembers 
                      have been reinstated and made official. The ship will leave 
                      Utopia Planitia later today as planned.
                    "For 
                      further news on the new starship, we've opened a channel 
                      to our contact on Mars, reporter Marcus Franklin. Marcus?"
                    "Hi, 
                      Suellen." There was no video with the voice -- Franklin 
                      had been contacted in a hurry and had to stick with a standard 
                      comm badge.
                    "Marcus, 
                      you've spent the last few days in and around the Montana 
                      project. What can you tell us about the new starship?"
                    "Well, 
                      it's big -- nearly as large as a Sovereign-class ship. Its 
                      design, too, is very similar to ships of that class. Like 
                      most Starfleet vessels, its structure consists of a primary 
                      hull, an engineering hull, and two warp nacelles; it's also 
                      capable of saucer separation, a traditional maneuver which 
                      hasn't been supported in some of the most recent designs."
                    "As 
                      our viewers have heard, the new ship incorporates some alien 
                      technologies. Which ones are they, and where did we get 
                      them?"
                    "I 
                      can't tell you much about that, Sue -- the ship's design 
                      is still being declassified. But I can tell you that elements 
                      of Borg and Sernaix engineering are all present in the new 
                      starship. The general approach of the Montana project's 
                      engineers was 'use whoever's version works best.' Take the 
                      computer system, for example: Borg plasma relays work faster 
                      than any others known to Starfleet, so they were used to 
                      build the interface between the ship's gel packs and the 
                      main computer."
                    "Speaking 
                      of improvements, can you verify the rumors about the propulsion 
                      system?"
                    "No." 
                      Franklin laughed. "That system is most definitely classified. 
                      And something else I can't tell you is the ship's name...."
                    "That's 
                      classified too?"
                    "It 
                      hasn't been decided yet."
                    "Isn't 
                      it standard procedure to choose a name well before a new 
                      ship is built?"
                    "Yes, 
                      but not in this case. Even the class is still nameless at 
                      this point. I've heard some rumors, but nothing solid enough 
                      to tell the viewers at this point."
                    "Well, 
                      thank you very much for your time, Marcus." The connection 
                      closed. "Starfleet Command has once again reminded 
                      citizens not to panic, and has reiterated that the Sernaix 
                      situation is under complete control. In other news --"
                    Without 
                      moving, the leader of the Constructive deactivated his monitor. 
                      He turned back to Pavriqur. "You see? That was significant. 
                      Janeway is back -- and with a more powerful ship, one that 
                      carries some of our technology. She was the one who destroyed 
                      the old Collective. She will very likely play a role in 
                      this war before long."
                    "It 
                      doesn't matter," said Pavriqur in a defeated voice. 
                      "The war means nothing now."
                    "I 
                      beg to differ. Power -- isn't that what this has always 
                      been about? And the war will decide who holds the greatest 
                      power that has ever existed."
                    "The 
                      war was never about power. It was about actions, about beliefs. 
                      Do you think I betrayed Axum for power alone? I did it because 
                      he was making a foolish, wasteful mistake, and I couldn't 
                      prevent him from making it. My goal was always to bring 
                      about a new golden age with the resources at our disposal 
                      -- to build a new Unimatrix Zero on the ruins of this galaxy. 
                      You have no idea what any of this was about."
                    "The 
                      hated Queen is dead. You or Axum would have divided her 
                      power among many. I choose to concentrate it all into myself. 
                      That is what this is about."
                    "And 
                      to accomplish that, you will rebuild the Abomination -- 
                      and become something worse than the Queen herself."
                    "NO!" 
                      The man whirled on Pavriqur and bombarded him with energy 
                      in every form -- searing heat, blinding light, rolling electricity. 
                      He felt the same pain within himself and rejoiced at the 
                      sensation. At last the Sulorian's screams grew tiresome, 
                      and he stopped. "There is no worse abomination than 
                      the Queen. What I will become is the culmination of all 
                      evolution. I will become perfection. Never forget that."
                    With 
                      a thought, the man teleported his captive back to the sealed 
                      alcove that was his prison. He looked at the map of the 
                      Constructive with his biological eye and his technological 
                      eye, and both images were the same. He threw his head back 
                      and laughed.
                    Life. 
                      Energy. They flowed through his veins. Soon all life and 
                      all energy would flow through his veins. Soon he would be 
                      everything.
                    And 
                      no one would stop him -- not Pavriqur, not the Complex, 
                      and not Captain Kathryn Janeway.
                    ***
                    Pacing 
                      was a fairly effective way of letting out some of the frustration 
                      and boredom Chakotay was feeling. 
                    As 
                      he walked up and down the short corridor running from Owen 
                      Paris' office to Briefing Room five, he constantly had to 
                      dodge various personnel that were hurrying around, engaged 
                      in some task or the other. The Federation was, after all, 
                      making preparations for a major operation, and it was quite 
                      obvious that things were hectic. Despite the early hour, 
                      it looked as though they had pulled in as many people as 
                      they could, given the sheer volume of people flowing through 
                      the hallways. 
                    Kathryn 
                      herself had been called in to attend a last minute meeting. 
                      Chakotay knew from various conversations he had had earlier 
                      on in the day over subspace that B'Elanna had been horrendously 
                      busy sorting through and approving various modifications 
                      that Starfleet had sent her, and Tom had been called to 
                      Starfleet Command to participate in a meeting. Most of the 
                      other crew had already been dispatched to Utopia Planitia, 
                      awaiting the departure of the prototype ship. 
                    Utopia 
                      Planitia. Chakotay paused in his pacing for an instant, 
                      then continued at a faster speed, deep in thought. He was 
                      beginning to wonder if he should contact someone about his 
                      lack of an assignment. He had, until now, hesitated, since 
                      he knew how busy Admirals such as Owen Paris were, given 
                      the current situation, but every other member of the former 
                      Voyager's senior staff had been given orders to report to 
                      Utopia Planitia as soon as possible, apart from him. 
                    Without 
                      warning, a young Ensign rounded the corner, and narrowly 
                      avoided hitting Chakotay, jerking him abruptly out of his 
                      reverie. 
                    "So 
                      sorry, Sir," she apologized, her eyes growing wide 
                      as she recognized him. Voyager's crew had become something 
                      of heroes since their return to Earth. Chakotay, and the 
                      rest of the crew, especially the Senior Staff, had had to 
                      come to grips with the fact that just about everyone in 
                      the Federation knew their names. 
                    "It's 
                      quite all right, Ensign, it was my fault," Chakotay 
                      said, by way of apology. He watched as she continued on 
                      her journey at a fast pace, then shook his head, and began 
                      once again to pace. 
                    As 
                      he passed the door to Briefing Room two, he glanced at the 
                      door, wondering what was being said. There was no doubt 
                      in his mind that Kathryn would tell him as soon as she exited 
                      the room, but it was still frustrating not to be in there 
                      with her. Their time in the Delta Quadrant had made Chakotay 
                      used to being in the loop about everything. As an effective 
                      command team, Kathryn had shared the responsibilities with 
                      Chakotay, and had only on rare occasions withheld information 
                      from him. This adjustment was just one of 
                      the few he had had to make on their return to Earth regarding 
                      Starfleet. 
                    Immediately, 
                      Chakotay turned to face the door of Briefing Room two as 
                      he heard the door hiss open. As Kathryn emerged, he started 
                      towards her, giving her a small smile as he did so. Her 
                      expression was weary, but she managed to return the smile. 
                      
                    "Kathryn," 
                      he greeted her. "What took you so long?" 
                    "Business," 
                      she said, stifling a yawn. "Admiral Paris wanted to 
                      make sure we understood one another regarding the mission. 
                      We can't afford any mistakes, not this time." 
                    Chakotay 
                      nodded in understanding. He knew only too well how important 
                      this mission was to the Federation. Changing the subject 
                      slightly, almost certain that Kathryn didn't want to talk 
                      about the mission after an hour of discussing it at length 
                      with a roomful of Admirals, he told her "I still haven't 
                      been given any notification for returning to duty. I spoke 
                      to B'Elanna earlier, the rest of the crew have all been 
                      given their orders to report to Utopia Planitia." 
                    Kathryn 
                      nodded. "I've been given my orders too. I have to get 
                      underway in less than an hour." She was silent for 
                      a moment, gazing down at the gray carpet that lined the 
                      halls, unable to meet his eye-line. Looking around at the 
                      bustling corridors, then gesturing towards the opposite 
                      doorway, she said, "I think Briefing Room four is free, 
                      can we talk in there?" 
                    "All 
                      right," Chakotay agreed, a feeling of trepidation quickly 
                      building. It was unlike Kathryn to want to avoid his questions. 
                      As a rule, she was generally to the point with him. She 
                      had never been one to beat about the bush, and he doubted 
                      she had suddenly gained the habit. 
                    As 
                      expected, the room was empty. It was lit by the morning 
                      sunlight streaming in through the window as day broke over 
                      San Francisco. An eerie blue glow and low humming noise 
                      came from the fish tank filled with Lionfish that stood 
                      in the corner.
                    Looking 
                      over at Chakotay, Kathryn gestured towards the replicator 
                      and asked, "Can I get you anything?" 
                    "No, 
                      I'm fine," Chakotay told her, taking a seat. Ffeelings 
                      of curiosity and dread were rapidly building in the pit 
                      of his stomach. He wanted nothing more than for Kathryn 
                      to get whatever she was keeping from him currently out in 
                      the open. 
                    "Coffee, 
                      black," Kathryn requested from the replicator. As the 
                      beverage materialized on the tray Kathryn took it, breathing 
                      in the aroma. Taking a mouthful, she swallowed, willing 
                      the caffeine to kick in. It had been a long night, filled 
                      with work and meetings, and it was certainly a good few 
                      days since a last good long sleep. 
                    Finally, 
                      Kathryn moved over to the table, seating herself in one 
                      of the numerous chairs that surrounded it. She placed the 
                      mug of coffee on the glass surface of the table with a clink. 
                      
                    "Kathryn, 
                      what's going on?" 
                    Taking 
                      a deep breath, Kathryn looked him directly in the eye. "You've 
                      been reassigned," she told him quietly, as his worst 
                      fears were confirmed. "They want you to depart for 
                      Starbase 27 immediately." 
                    It 
                      took a moment for the information to sink in, and for to 
                      Chakotay to realize the implications. "Why?" He 
                      asked weakly. 
                    Kathryn 
                      sighed, thinking of the past half hour she'd just spent 
                      arguing this one over with a group of stubborn admirals. 
                      "They need their best people out there, Chakotay. They've 
                      assigned you to a Defiant-class ship, the Logan." 
                    "But 
                      I'm more use on your ship" Chakotay argued. "I 
                      know the people." 
                    "Don't 
                      you think I've been trying to tell Starfleet that?" 
                      Kathryn asked him, her voice suddenly increasing in volume. 
                      "Don't you think I tried to fight this, Chakotay? Believe 
                      me, I argued. But their decision is final." She slumped 
                      in her chair, in defeat. "I'm sorry," she said, 
                      looking up at him, tears suddenly glimmering in her eyes. 
                      "I tried, Chakotay. I promise. I want you there, beside 
                      me. But Starfleet wouldn't listen. As far as they're concerned, 
                      your tactical experience is of better use on a reconnaissance 
                      mission..." 
                    Chakotay 
                      was silent for a moment, gazing out of the window, deep 
                      in thought. As his mind accepted the news, his first thoughts 
                      were of Kathryn. Turning back to face her, he asked, "What 
                      about you?" 
                    Slightly 
                      taken aback by his acceptance of the facts, Kathryn quickly 
                      replied, "I'll be fine." She avoided Chakotay's 
                      gaze, knowing all too well that he could read her like an 
                      open book. She wasn't fine, and he knew it. Kathryn had 
                      always been good at masking her emotions, but Chakotay could 
                      see through it. He knew her too well, and had the gift of 
                      being incredibly perceptive. 
                    "We're 
                      meeting our new first officer at Utopia Planitia," 
                      Kathryn said, in an attempt to fill the silence that had 
                      quickly formed in the room. "A woman. By all accounts 
                      she's an excellent officer, I think she'll fit in. I expect 
                      they'll be some initial resentment at first -- the crew 
                      wanted you back, Chakotay -- but I think they'll grow to 
                      like her, given time." 
                    Chakotay 
                      nodded numbly, resisting the temptation to talk, afraid 
                      his own voice would betray him at this point. It was a lot 
                      of information to take in -- a lot of information that he 
                      didn't want to take in -- and it was almost painful to accept. 
                      The realization that the crew wanted him back was a small 
                      comfort. Not much, but it helped ease the pain somewhat. 
                      
                    "It's 
                      probably for the best," Kathryn continued, trying to 
                      keep her tone as normal as possible as she made another 
                      attempt to fill the silence. "After the past few weeks, 
                      and everything that's happened, some time apart will probably 
                      be good for us." she trailed off, unable to continue. 
                      Chakotay knew as well as she did that she was lying. 
                    Kathryn 
                      gazed out of the window, allowing her hair to fall slightly 
                      over her face, concealing it from his view. She didn't want 
                      him to see the tears that had suddenly welled up in her 
                      eyes. If she was to convince herself and him of this. But 
                      it wasn't working. Sighing inwardly, she knew all too well 
                      that her efforts were in vain. She didn't want the separation, 
                      she didn't want him to be on the Logan, and she didn't want 
                      a new first officer. 
                    "We 
                      probably won't be seeing each other for a while," Chakotay 
                      managed to speak, finally having regained control. "I 
                      suppose it might even be months." 
                    "It's 
                      possible," Kathryn said quietly. "It's very likely, 
                      in fact." 
                    Quietly, 
                      Chakotay rose from his seat, wandering over to the window 
                      that looked out over San Francisco bay. The sun was quickly 
                      rising above the buildings, flooding the city with sunlight, 
                      and the water in the bay shone as it reflected the sun's 
                      rays. He noted that almost every light on the Starfleet 
                      Headquarters complex that surrounded the main complex was 
                      on, supporting his earlier theory of Starfleet calling in 
                      everyone they could.
                    Gazing 
                      out across the city, Chakotay forced himself to tell her, 
                      "I'll miss you." 
                    Pushing 
                      her chair back, Kathryn moved across the room to join him, 
                      falling easily into his arms. She buried her head in his 
                      chest as he held her tightly. Once again, Kathryn was reminded 
                      of how well they fit together with her head nestled in his 
                      chest, his arms surrounding her tightly. Like two pieces 
                      of a jigsaw puzzle put together. 
                    Not 
                      wanting to spoil the moment, Kathryn wouldn't allow herself 
                      to speak. She was content in his arms, feeling for the first 
                      time that evening, that things were right. She remained 
                      silent as he held her -- one arm around her waist, the other 
                      caressing her hair. She didn't want to ruin what would probably 
                      be the last perfect moment she had with him, alone, for 
                      a long while. 
                    As 
                      she moved her head slightly, Chakotay noticed a dark patch 
                      on his jumpsuit, undoubtedly the mark left by a single tear. 
                      He paused for a moment, then moved back slightly to meet 
                      her eye-line. Kathryn looked up, surprised at the sudden 
                      loss of close contact. 
                    "Kathryn," 
                      he managed gently, looking into her eyes. "It'll be 
                      fine. I promise. We'll make it through this." 
                    "How 
                      do you know that?" she asked, her voice unusually quiet. 
                      Chakotay suspected she was keeping it at that level in an 
                      attempt to control her tone. Though Kathryn let her guard 
                      down as much as she could around him, she was a Starfleet 
                      Captain through and through. The training she had been given 
                      was a part of her, and the reluctance to show any weakness 
                      was a part of that. He didn't blame her, and wasn't hurt 
                      by this. He understood only too well -- being in command 
                      in the Maquis had had a very similar effect on him. 
                    "I 
                      just do," he replied simply, allowing her to fall into 
                      his embrace again. And somehow, that was enough explanation 
                      for Kathryn. Trusting him, she allowed another tear to slip 
                      down her cheek. 
                    "I 
                      love you, Kathryn," he murmured softly in her ear, 
                      not wanting to break the contact again. 
                    Pulling 
                      him closer, she managed a muffled, "Love you too." 
                      
                    Chakotay 
                      gently rested his head atop hers, stroking her soft hair 
                      with one hand. "I'll be with you, Kathryn," he 
                      said quietly. "I'll be there for them all, but I'll 
                      be there with you. Maybe not in person, but I'll be thinking 
                      of you constantly. You can count on it." 
                    Although 
                      he couldn't see it, Chakotay knew, somehow, that a smile 
                      had crept over her face. Sighing quietly as his gaze flicked 
                      back to the window and up to the clouds, he felt a sudden 
                      desire to return to the Delta Quadrant. Life had almost 
                      been simpler there. Even though he and Kathryn hadn't been 
                      together, this was infinitely more frustrating. Finally, 
                      after years, his dream of being with her had become a reality, 
                      and now it was being brutally torn away from them.
                    Still, 
                      he knew all too well that he wouldn't give up their new 
                      relationship for anything, despite the difficulties it was 
                      presenting, and the obstacles that looked to be in their 
                      way. 
                    Bringing 
                      himself out of his thoughts, it suddenly hit him that Kathryn 
                      would have to depart for Utopia Planitia soon. 
                    "Kathryn, 
                      we really will be fine," he reassured her gently, hoping 
                      his tone relayed this as confidently as he felt. "I 
                      love you, and that's all that matters. If we both believe 
                      we can make it work, we can." 
                    "This 
                      is why I never let anything happen before," she told 
                      him quietly, looking upwards into his dark eyes. "I 
                      always thought this could happen, that we'd be split up 
                      like this. I thought we'd got to the stage where we could 
                      be fine. Where we could have a normal, regular relationship. 
                      Where we could be together and be happy. I guess-" 
                      
                    "Kathryn," 
                      he cut her off, his voice firm. "If it's meant to be, 
                      we'll be together, no matter what. I love you, and I think 
                      you love me. That's all that matters. I promise you, we 
                      will be fine." 
                    "I 
                      do love you," Kathryn said quickly, not wanting him 
                      to think otherwise. "But I genuinely thought we could 
                      be together from here on - without this - I wasn't expecting-" 
                      
                    "Sometimes 
                      life deals you a hand that you've just got to live with," 
                      Chakotay told her gently. "We'll be together, Kathryn. 
                      Don't ask me how I know, I just do." He looked into 
                      her eyes, searching them as he asked a question. "Do 
                      you trust me?" 
                    "With 
                      my life," she responded immediately. 
                    "Then 
                      believe me when I say that we'll be all right," Chakotay 
                      told her. One hand moved to gently cup her face, guiding 
                      it towards his. One tear rolled down Kathryn's cheek as 
                      her eyes closed. Gently, his lips met hers in a firm kiss 
                      that felt blissfully familiar. His own arms moved lower, 
                      sliding around her waist, and pulling her closer to him. 
                      
                    She 
                      snaked her own hands upwards, to clasp at the back of his 
                      neck, pulling him down slightly closer to her level. As 
                      Chakotay allowed his tongue to meet hers, Kathryn surrendered 
                      herself completely to the intense kiss, feeling a sad pang 
                      in her heart as the knowledge that it would be the last 
                      of its kind for some time, passed through her mind. 
                    Finally, 
                      after a few perfect moments, they broke for air. Kathryn 
                      stared into his eyes for a moment. 
                    "I 
                      love you," he said, his voice little more than a whisper. 
                      
                    A 
                      brief smile crossed her face, wiping away the sad expression 
                      for a moment. "I love you too," she returned, 
                      gently grasping his hands with her own. 
                    Pulling 
                      her into an embrace once more, Chakotay gently kissed her 
                      forehead. Although it struck him as a time at which he should 
                      say something, perhaps more reassurance, he found he had 
                      no words to sum up his emotions. 
                    Kathryn 
                      looked up at him. "I--I have to go and get ready for 
                      the transport," she said gently, regret evident in 
                      her voice as her sorrow quickly re-manifested itself. Standing 
                      on her tiptoes, she planted a quick kiss on his lips, lacking 
                      the passion of the previous one. Then, summing all the strength 
                      she had, Kathryn managed to disentangle herself from his 
                      arms, and exit the room silently, without looking back. 
                      
                    Chakotay 
                      watched the door after it had closed behind her for moments 
                      after her departure from the room. Eventually, he turned 
                      to gaze out of the window, looking up towards the starry 
                      sky where soon he, and Kathryn, would once again be. 
                    ***
                    Tom 
                      opened the top drawer of the dresser. Inside, Miral's clothes 
                      lay neatly folded. For a moment, his fingers lingered on 
                      the soft fabrics and then, he grabbed most of the garments 
                      and threw them haphazardly into the suitcase. 
                    "Can 
                      I help you?"
                    Tom 
                      turned at the sound of his father's voice. Owen Paris stood 
                      in the doorway, looking a little uneasy. 
                    "I'm 
                      almost done. I'm just taking the basics," Tom said. 
                      "What are you doing here?"
                    "B'Elanna 
                      let me in."
                    Tom 
                      smiled slightly. So like B'Elanna, he thought. His relationship 
                      with his father had been somewhat cooler than cordial as 
                      of late and B'Elanna had been eager for the two of them 
                      to reconcile. 
                    After 
                      all, she had commented wryly, Miral needs at least one set 
                      of grandparents, right?
                    "Are 
                      you sure it's a good idea to take Miral along with you?" 
                      Owen asked again. Tom glanced at his father. "Don't 
                      you think it would be safer to leave her with us?"
                    "Oh, 
                      now you're asking my opinion?" Tom asked, a note of 
                      insolence creeping into his voice. "I don't want to 
                      be separated from my daughter ever again. Not if I can help 
                      it." 
                    Owen 
                      smiled ruefully. "I guess I deserved that, didn't I?"
                    "I've 
                      been thinking a lot about what happened," Tom said 
                      thoughtfully. "Maybe you thought you were doing the 
                      right thing when you took Miral away from us. Maybe you 
                      perverted everything good for the cause. I just know that 
                      I've never been so miserable in my life. B'Elanna and I've 
                      talked it over. We know what the risks are and we're willing 
                      to take them. We don't know how long we'll be gone and we 
                      refuse to leave Miral behind for an undetermined amount 
                      of time." Tom closed the suitcase. "I told you 
                      this before. Miral needs to be with her parents."
                    Owen 
                      sighed. "We'll miss you."
                    "You 
                      mean you'll miss Miral."
                    "No, 
                      Tom, I mean you." Owen looked meaningfully in his son's 
                      direction. "May I come in?"
                    Tom 
                      shrugged. "Sure. You don't need an invitation."
                    "With 
                      you, I'm never sure," Owen said quietly. He came to 
                      stand next to his son. "Tom, we haven't always seen 
                      eye to eye and I've done things I'm not proud of. I'd like 
                      to think we've been given a second chance to make things 
                      better. What do you think?"
                    Tom 
                      could hear the apologetic note in Owen's voice. He thought 
                      of something else B'Elanna had once said to him, that it 
                      was easier to forgive than to spend the energy to remain 
                      angry forever. Suddenly, Tom felt himself softening.
                    "I 
                      think-" Tom swallowed hard - "I think that's a 
                      good idea. I, I would like that."
                    Owen's 
                      eyes glistened, much to Tom's surprise; he had never seen 
                      his father express emotion so visually before.
                    "I 
                      said this before, Tom, but I am proud of you. I always have 
                      been."
                    Tom 
                      looked at his father in surprise. 
                    "I 
                      hope you make Janeway proud," Owen said. He reached 
                      out, his fingers flicking at an imaginary speck of lint 
                      on Tom's shoulder. "No, I correct that. I know you 
                      will make Kathryn proud."
                    "Dad-"
                    "You're 
                      all where you need to be," Owen said quietly. "I 
                      never realized that before, but I know it's true now. Good 
                      luck, son."
                    Tom 
                      cleared his throat. "It means a lot to me to hear you 
                      say that."
                    Owen 
                      didn't respond, but kept looking at Tom with watery blue 
                      eyes. Without thinking, Tom leaned forward and for the first 
                      time in years, he embraced his father.
                    ***
                    Seven 
                      stood looking out at the bay from the window of her temporary 
                      quarters. While the scenery was beautiful, it did little 
                      to take her mind from her worries. Her mind was a whirlwind 
                      of unsettling emotions and thoughts. Again and again, her 
                      mind created unsettling scenario after scenario of where 
                      Harry was and what the Sernaix were doing to him. Each one 
                      more fantastic, more detailed and less logical then the 
                      last. Seven found herself wishing to have to pack, but with 
                      most of her belongings already on Utopia Planitia, she would 
                      have to wait until they received orders to depart.
                    The 
                      sound of the door behind her opening and shutting with its 
                      tell-tale hiss made Seven turn to see the Doctor standing 
                      there. "Seven, I thought I'd come and check to see 
                      how you were doing. I never doubted that Captain Janeway 
                      would make the Council see reason and now we're together 
                      again. A crew again with a new starship to fly." The 
                      Doctor had a spring in his step and a gleam in his eye, 
                      which caused Seven to smile slightly. This was one thing 
                      they had much in common over, neither would be sorry to 
                      be departing Earth. "A new ship, a new sickbay, my 
                      own staff." The Doctor smiled widely as he did a mental 
                      inventory of the opportunities this presented to him. "No 
                      more having to deal with Mr. Paris and his interesting approach 
                      to being my assistant. It will be a great relief to be able 
                      to train my own staff and not have that particular thorn 
                      under foot any longer. No offense to Tom, but as a medic 
                      he made a wonderful pilot."
                    Seven 
                      could hear the pleasure in the Doctor's voice and she too 
                      would have been happy for him and the rest of the crew had 
                      it not been for the circumstances that afforded them the 
                      opportunity to be a crew under Captain Janeway once more. 
                      Instead her mind was so caught up in the turmoil brewing 
                      there that she barely acknowledged the Doctor's commentary, 
                      turning back to the window while she tried to banish the 
                      thoughts that had her tied in knots.
                    The 
                      Doctor was brought from his reverie as he watched Seven's 
                      reaction. He walked up behind her and laid a gentle hand 
                      on her shoulder. Seven sighed gently. "I am sorry, 
                      Doctor. I have a lot on my mind."
                    "I'm 
                      worried about Lt. Kim as well, Seven." The Doctor paused 
                      as he squeezed her shoulder gently. "Would you like 
                      to talk about it?"
                    Seven 
                      barely noticed the Doctor's presence anymore. She knew he 
                      was here with her, but compared to the scenes playing in 
                      her head and the sensations she was feeling, it felt so 
                      distant, so disconnected from her current reality. She couldn't 
                      bring herself to answer. It was too much, and the words 
                      that came to mind were pale compared to the intensity of 
                      it all.
                    The 
                      Doctor's gaze narrowed at Seven's unresponsiveness. Her 
                      current state was unsettling in almost anyone; in Seven 
                      it was a hundred times worse. He knew she wouldn't answer, 
                      but he also wanted her to know he was there for her so he 
                      vocalized his intentions to her. While she wouldn't respond, 
                      hopefully it would be a comfort to some part of her. He 
                      kept his tone light, but inside he was worried. "Seven, 
                      since we're both ready to depart, why don't I accompany 
                      you to Utopia Planitia. I've never been there, so you can 
                      help me find my way."
                    A 
                      slight nod of Seven's head, acknowledging his request was 
                      all the response he received. It was more than he'd expected.
                    ***
                    "You 
                      will be leaving shortly, then?" asked T'Pel of her 
                      husband as they walked among the tranquility of the gardens 
                      outside Starfleet Command.
                    "I 
                      will be accompanying Captain Janeway on her shuttle to Utopia 
                      Planitia," said Tuvok, his eyes not meeting hers. "I 
                      have made all necessary preparations for my departure and 
                      have placed my affairs in order."
                    T'Pel 
                      arched an eyebrow, as she gleaned the hidden meaning of 
                      his words. "You speak as though you do not expect to 
                      return."
                    He 
                      stopped in mid-stride and turned to face his wife. "I 
                      have no expectations, T'Pel. It is logical to be prepared 
                      for all eventualities. We face a most formidable adversary. 
                      While I will perform my duties to the utmost of my abilities, 
                      it is entirely possible that our efforts will not succeed." 
                      He then moved closer to her, his voice changing its timber 
                      ever so slightly. "You must be prepared for this potential 
                      outcome, T'Pel."
                    The 
                      Vulcan woman stiffened somewhat before speaking. "I 
                      am the wife of a Starfleet officer, Tuvok. I have also endured 
                      your absence from our home these many years while seeing 
                      after our family alone. I am no stranger to the possibility 
                      of loss."
                    "I 
                      know this," he said, allowing a moment of silence between 
                      them. "I have always believed you to be the most courageous 
                      individual that I have ever known, even including my comrades 
                      aboard Voyager. I deeply regret the necessity of leaving 
                      you, and would not take this assignment, were not the circumstances 
                      so dire."
                    "I 
                      understand, Tuvok," she said, "and I would not 
                      expect anything less of you. You are a man of loyalty and 
                      duty. I ask only that you perform those duties well."
                    "I 
                      will endeavor to do so," he said to her. He then knew 
                      it was time to go. Nothing more needed to be said. "My 
                      transport is leaving now," He held out his hand in 
                      the Vulcan salute, but using the proper subtle gesture reserved 
                      between husband and wife. "Live long and prosper, my 
                      wife."
                    She 
                      nodded and returned his salute. "Live long, my husband," 
                      she replied. That was, after all, the logical thing to say.
                    ***
                    Kathryn 
                      couldn't remember the last time she felt so much apprehension 
                      to meet someone who would be serving under her command. 
                      On the other hand, it was 8 years since she had had to worry 
                      about such a situation. Being in command of Voyager in the 
                      Delta Quadrant had its benefits at times, and having one 
                      constant crew was something Kathryn was grateful for, especially 
                      under the circumstances.
                    Now 
                      however she couldn't shake the thought of meeting her new 
                      First Officer. Part of herself was watching her own personal 
                      nightmare unfold before her while the other part fought 
                      hard to keep the Captain's mask in place. Deep down, it 
                      felt like it was tearing her in two.
                    With 
                      that thought, she dumped her duffel bag on the floor of 
                      her new quarters. Her new ship. It would take some getting 
                      use to. Especially with how everything was changing by the 
                      minute. With one more look around the room, she turned toward 
                      the doorway, remembering that she was due on the bridge. 
                      She had one more stop to make before she was due - meeting 
                      the new First Officer. 
                    Kathryn 
                      stepped through the door, mentally preparing herself for 
                      the task at hand. It wasn't one she was looking forward 
                      to.
                    "Captain 
                      Janeway?"
                    Kathryn's 
                      head snapped up and she came face to chest with a dark-haired 
                      woman. As Kathryn gazed up, she could tell from the look 
                      on the woman's face that she was all business. The woman 
                      backed off slightly, giving Kathryn enough room to step 
                      out of her quarters. Once there, Kathryn gazed at the larger 
                      woman. In a command red uniform, she stood a good 12 centimeters 
                      above Kathryn. As she looked down, Kathryn realized the 
                      woman was wearing three gold pips on her collar.
                    "I'm 
                      Commander Thalia Barton, your new first officer." Barton 
                      addressed, extending her hand to Kathryn. She smiled disarmingly 
                      down at Kathryn, who felt a little overwhelmed in the moment. 
                      Kathryn reached out to shake the woman's hand, her thoughts 
                      racing. 
                    "Well 
                      Commander, your personnel file certainly didn't do you justice." 
                      Kathryn said, offering to walk with the Commander to the 
                      nearest Turbolift. "It wasn't necessary to come and 
                      find me down here - I was just making my way to the Bridge 
                      right-."
                    "By 
                      my calculations, you are running late. I decided to come 
                      down to see what was keeping you. After all, a First Officer's 
                      job is to make sure their Captain is safe at all times." 
                      Barton explained. 
                    Kathryn 
                      felt a shiver pass through her as she said the words. It 
                      was something Chakotay would have said. Those words sounded 
                      almost too personal now, even if they were spoken by someone 
                      else. Yet another sign of how things had changed. There 
                      would be a lot to get used to.
                    Stifling 
                      a sigh, she and Barton approached the Turbolift as she pressed 
                      the button, signaling their presence to the lift. Finally, 
                      Kathryn spoke again. "I know what a First Officer's 
                      job is Commander, more than you can even imagine. I expect 
                      you to keep that in mind."
                    There 
                      was no reaction on Barton's face. "Yes sir."
                    Kathryn 
                      cringed. "One more thing. I do not like being called 
                      'sir'."
                    Barton 
                      stared straight forward. "Regulation states that-"
                    "This 
                      is my regulation. I wish to be addressed as Captain or Ma'am. 
                      The rest of this crew learned to do this, I expect it of 
                      you as well." Janeway felt her temper flare from deep 
                      within. There was something about this officer that she 
                      already didn't like. It would definitely take some getting 
                      use to.
                    "Captain, 
                      it is widely known that your.crew isn't exactly regulation. 
                      I am simply going by the book." Barton stated, her 
                      taunt well received by Kathryn.
                    "It 
                      would seem you have a lot to learn Commander." Kathryn 
                      snapped, staring straight ahead in the lift to keep her 
                      temper in check. "First thing being that, to get something 
                      done, by the book doesn't always work. Now if you'll excuse 
                      me, I have one more stop before going to the bridge." 
                      She finished as the turbolift came to a stop. 
                    As 
                      the doors began to close behind her, Kathryn firmly heard 
                      the words "Yes Sir!" emanating from the small 
                      enclosure. 
                    ***
                    The 
                      low hum of the ship's engines broke the silence that slowly 
                      descended on the bridge. Paris gazed over his new console 
                      one more time, familiarizing himself with the various systems. 
                      Becoming Voyager's pilot was one of the best things that 
                      ever happened to him eight years ago. Now, staring now at 
                      the consoles and realizing the power behind this one console, 
                      he couldn't be happier to be the pilot of such a pristine 
                      ship. Equipped with Transwarp and Slipstream drives on top 
                      of the normal warp drive, he couldn't resist smiling to 
                      himself. It was a dream come true. However for one thing, 
                      he regretted not paying attention to Harry as he rambled 
                      on about the ship at his daughter's birthday party. At that 
                      thought, he glanced to his left, the Ensign at the post 
                      next to him a painful reminder of what this mission meant, 
                      and how much there was to lose. 
                    Extraordinary 
                      circumstances landed the crew of the former Voyager the 
                      chance to man the next ship to bare the name. However no 
                      one ever said they were good circumstances. Tom knew that 
                      there would have been no way for Janeway to get captaincy 
                      of this ship if there wouldn't have been an incident of 
                      similar circumstance. It was almost a shame that Starfleet 
                      waited until something happened before acting. The Federation 
                      and Starfleet should know now that sitting idly by and waiting 
                      will not amount to anything in the 
                      future. He sighed to himself. Now that was all water under 
                      the bridge. They had to move from here.
                    Turning 
                      in his chair, Paris took a long look around the bridge. 
                      Everything seemed so familiar, yet out of place. Tuvok stood 
                      at his usual post at Tactical to his left, stoic as ever. 
                      Seven was standing towards the back of the bridge manning 
                      the engineering console. A console that had Borg and Sernaix 
                      components completely integrated into them. Tom would have 
                      never imagined such a combination in his wildest dreams. 
                      The Montana Project, he hard, had started off on rocky grounds 
                      to begin with. No one believed that she would ever fly. 
                      And here they were now, preparing for the shakedown cruise. 
                      Starfleet surely had outdone themselves with this new ship, 
                      the NX-74656-A, the USS Voyager.
                    Tom's 
                      eyes trailed down from Seven to the woman sitting in the 
                      First Officer's chair. Yet another reminder of the changes 
                      that had transpired. Commander Thalia Barton, her most recent 
                      posting before this one was a hot short tactical planner 
                      and security officer for Starfleet Security. She looked 
                      tough, stern. Not the kind of person he would want to be 
                      associated with. Even B'Elanna looked less hostile to him 
                      eight years ago. Tom couldn't help but wonder about Starfleet's 
                      choice of a new First Officer. His attention changed however, 
                      as he heard a hum approach over the silence. 
                    The 
                      turbolift door slid open as Janeway stepped off the lift, 
                      taking in the sight before her. Tom could tell she felt 
                      the anxiety the same way he did. It felt good to be back, 
                      however it was all because of something that none of the 
                      former crew wanted to face. Everyone watched in silence 
                      as she walked slowly from the lift, making her way before 
                      Tuvok and to the two stairs that lay before her. Stepping 
                      down, she placed a hand on the engineering console that 
                      strung around the back of the bridge. She seemed elsewhere.
                    Tom 
                      slowly rose from his seat and stood at attention. Everyone 
                      did the same. "Captain on the bridge!" He spoke 
                      in salute to his Captain, however more in honor for his 
                      lost friend. 
                    "Thank 
                      you Lieutenant." She looked at him, flashing him one 
                      of her genuine smiles as she made her way over slowly to 
                      the center of the bridge, as Owen Paris stood up from the 
                      Captain's chair, making his way over to meet her. "Admiral." 
                      She addressed.
                    "She's 
                      all yours Kathryn." Owen said, small smile on his face. 
                      He knew how much she wanted another ship. It was something 
                      short of a miracle that he was Chief of Technology. That 
                      placed him in a influential position to say who will get 
                      any new ship that left the dry-docks at Utopia Planitia. 
                      There was no question in his mind who should get the newly 
                      built prototype that was known as the Montana Project. He 
                      was 
                      honored to be the one to turn her over to her new Captain.
                    "Thank 
                      you Admiral." Janeway said, a small smile on her face. 
                      She took one more look around the bridge, trying to get 
                      use to the idea of a new ship. It felt different. The carpets 
                      smelled new, and all the consoles were as shiny as a diamond. 
                      It almost felt too new for her liking.
                    "Take 
                      a look." Admiral Paris motioned in the direction of 
                      her chair, more directly the plaque that seemed to be placed 
                      between both chairs. She walked slowly up to the frame situated 
                      at the middle of the bridge as she leaned in to get a closer 
                      look. Her smile widened as she read the inscription.
                    USS 
                      Voyager - First ship of her class - Second ship to bear 
                      the name - Registry NX-74656-A - Launched 56031.5.
                    It 
                      felt full circle to her. She stood staring at the plaque 
                      for several moments, trying to grasp the enormity of everything 
                      that happened in the past 24 hours. It was nearly impossible. 
                      
                    Something 
                      caught her eye, however, and she leaned in even closer, 
                      to read the inscription at the bottom. Quickly she turned 
                      to everyone, however settling in on Tom Paris, who was wearing 
                      a smirk on his face. "Whose idea was this?" Janeway 
                      asked, her accusatory tone directed at Paris, who at that 
                      moment couldn't feel prouder. Everyone on the bridge, including 
                      the Admiral began to laugh as she turned back to the plaque, 
                      standing proud. "'Sometimes, you have to punch your 
                      way through.' It's fitting." Janeway said, her 
                      thoughts again shifting to how different everything was 
                      now. Mostly she couldn't shake the thought of going out 
                      again without Chakotay by her side. Above everything, that 
                      had to be the worst for her. She felt the light mood fade 
                      away as her thoughts began to dwell on their missions ahead. 
                      Separate missions.
                    Tom 
                      spoke, causing her to leave her thoughts. "I threatened 
                      dad with a year's worth of diaper duty. He seemed willing 
                      to comply after that thought."
                    "Nonsense, 
                      Captain when Tom suggested the idea I couldn't agree with 
                      him more. It was the least we could do." Owen was quick 
                      to stand his ground.
                    "Thank 
                      you. Both of you." Janeway said, grateful. She extended 
                      her hand to Admiral Paris, showing her gratitude. After 
                      all the hard times and all the times he said no to her in 
                      the past 4 months, he came through for her in the end. There 
                      was a part of her that knew she could always count on that. 
                      The same part of her that was telling her now everything 
                      will turn out ok in the end.
                    However 
                      when that end will be was yet to be seen.
                    ***
                    The 
                      chamber of the Council of Elders pulsed with rainbows of 
                      light, a low hum filling the air. The colors sharp and violent, 
                      like the turmoil the Sernaix had started outside the phase 
                      - as though the planet itself was aware of the strife to 
                      come. In the center of the chamber, an image of Janeway 
                      addressing the Federation council hung in mid-air, seemingly 
                      constructed by the light emanating from the crystal walls 
                      of the round 
                      cavern. The image jumped then to the private meeting between 
                      Janeway and the President of the United Federation of Planets. 
                      The Ayrethans holding silent witness to the events unfolding 
                      around them. No words were needed, as they all knew what 
                      was to come next. Their attention still held fast to the 
                      image before them. Janeway's first view of her new ship.
                    Mateth 
                      slowly rose from his seat and made his way towards the fleeting 
                      images, his eyes still focused there. "Captain Janeway 
                      is the key. While Lt. Kim is the catalyst, Kathryn Janeway 
                      is the leader with the strength for what is to come. She 
                      will not falter from the path that is before her. Now that 
                      her people have recognized her worth, we may act."
                    A 
                      murmur from those in attendance filled the room and the 
                      tension rose. Each of them knew what Speaker Mateth would 
                      call for next and for the first time in a millennia, they 
                      no longer knew what the outcome would be. The low hum that 
                      came from the planet itself grew louder, and it started 
                      to change, as did the light that refracted from the walls 
                      around them. The hum became a song, a lilting mournful call 
                      from the depths of time as the light coalesced into a white 
                      glow that surrounded everything, seeming to come from 
                      within them as well as from without. "Our forever ends 
                      today. And so it begins..." Mateth whispered, yet it 
                      was as clear as though he had spoken normally. Each Elder's 
                      voice joined the song from the planet, and soon every Ayrethan 
                      on the planet mated his voice to the song. Until the entire 
                      world sang, then the universe shifted and the bubble burst. 
                      The Phase was no more.
                    ***
                    Chakotay 
                      stood still and looked down at the suit cases laid out on 
                      his bed, now almost filled with the belongings he was taking 
                      with him to his new ship. Everything had happened so quickly. 
                      One moment he was out of Starfleet, the next he was back, 
                      reinstated with his full rank and assigned to a new ship. 
                      One minute he was enjoying the first few weeks of his new 
                      relationship with Kathryn, the next he found himself uncertain 
                      as to when he would see her again. It was like his life 
                      had been picked up, placed into a box and shaken up until 
                      it was unrecognizable; nothing like it had been the day 
                      before.
                    In 
                      his younger days, he had often imagined how his Starfleet 
                      career might go. He would work his way through the ranks, 
                      earning the right to one day, if he was good enough, command 
                      one of Starfleet's vessels. Then he resigned; and he got 
                      his own ship, just not the one he had imagined. The Liberty 
                      had been a hodgepodge of spare parts by the time it got 
                      swept into the Delta Quadrant, but it had still been his 
                      ship. He'd been sorry to see it go.
                    Now, 
                      he was being thrust back onto a Starfleet ship with barely 
                      any warning. When all was said and done, he wasn't so sure 
                      that this was what he wanted. It hurt to think about the 
                      rest of his Voyager crewmates all together again. Well, 
                      with the obvious exception of Harry. Despite the circumstances, 
                      it would be quite a reunion. Kathryn belonged in command 
                      of that ship, this he knew, but he also knew that he belonged 
                      by her side.
                    He 
                      found himself thinking about who would take his place as 
                      her First Officer. A woman. He felt a little sorry for Tom 
                      and Tuvok - with the majority of the senior staff being 
                      female life could get interesting! He'd always felt it was 
                      better to have a more even balance. But then, maybe he was 
                      just thinking they'd be better off with him among them.
                    His 
                      thoughts were interrupted by the comm chiming, and he moved 
                      over to his wall unit.
                    "Chakotay 
                      here."
                    A 
                      young ensign appeared onscreen. "Commander, I've been 
                      ordered to request that you report to transporter pad 4. 
                      Your ship is ready for you, sir."
                    "Acknowledged," 
                      Chakotay replied, "on my way."
                    And 
                      so he was. Having terminated the communications link, he 
                      turned and threw the last few items into his cases. Into 
                      the top of one, he carefully placed an image that he had 
                      made Kathryn pose with him for at Lake George. Then, after 
                      fastening the cases securely, he picked them up and strode 
                      out of the door. It was time to move on.
                    ***
                    Naomi 
                      Wildman clung to her mother's arm tightly as they strolled 
                      down the long winding corridors towards the transport bay. 
                      Long ago, Naomi had deemed herself too old to hold her mother's 
                      hand, adamant that at the age of four, she was far too grown 
                      up to show affection in public. But now all this was forgotten 
                      as they walked towards the bay, where Naomi would, for the 
                      first time in her life, be separated from her mother... 
                      possibly for a significant period of time. 
                    All 
                      Sam's good-byes to her extended family had been said long 
                      before they had left the apartment. Naomi and Greskrendtregk 
                      were the only ones who were accompanying her to the transport. 
                      That was exactly how Sam had wanted it. Although her parents 
                      and sister wanted desperate to accompany her, Sam had managed 
                      to dissuade them. 
                    Naomi 
                      was still coming to terms with the imminent separation from 
                      her mother. All her life Sam had been there, a familiar 
                      figure in her life. Due to being stranded in the Delta Quadrant, 
                      they had had a remarkably close relationship, even for a 
                      mother and daughter. And now they would be apart, for an 
                      undetermined amount of time... and Naomi had seen enough 
                      of life in Starfleet while aboard Voyager to be entirely 
                      confident that her Mother would be safe.
                    With 
                      that thought in her mind, she gripped her Sam's hand tighter. 
                      
                    Never 
                      before had Naomi suffered the hardships of being the child 
                      of a Starfleet officer. She was quickly learning to appreciate 
                      what she had had on Voyager all too late... constant companionship 
                      and entertainment, adoration from the entire crew. As the 
                      spoiled only child of Voyager, Naomi had never been in great 
                      need of anything, and as a result had never missed the lack 
                      of a Father figure in her life. At any rate, Neelix had 
                      been almost that, guiding her and helping her. 
                    The 
                      small group walked in silence. There was simply nothing 
                      to say. Greskrendtregk and she had discussed everything 
                      while Naomi was still in bed, not wanting her to overhear 
                      what was being discussed. Sam knew her daughter well, and 
                      knew exactly how upset Naomi was about the orders to report 
                      to duty. Not that Naomi was making any attempt to hide it... 
                      at first she had been shocked, and upset. Now she was hiding 
                      her emotions, pretending that absolutely nothing was wrong. 
                      
                    As 
                      they rounded the corner, Naomi's heart began to beat faster 
                      as the realization of just how close it was to their separation 
                      hit her. She glanced up at her mother's face, watching as 
                      Sam walked on, her eyes focused on the door in front of 
                      her, a look of slight determination in her eyes. 
                    Naomi 
                      closed her eyes for an instant, trying to pretend that it 
                      wasn't really happening. Although she had grown to tolerate 
                      and like her father, she knew her mother better. She recalled 
                      the events of the morning, when they had broken the news 
                      to her. Although she had felt a slight swell of pride as 
                      they explained to her that her mother had to go because 
                      she was one of the best in her field, the sensation had 
                      quickly been replaced with horror, and then dread. 
                    Finally, 
                      they reached the door. Naomi saw her mother take a deep 
                      breath, then exchange a look with Greskrendtregk before 
                      walking through the door.
                    Inside 
                      the bay, chaos reigned. Cargo containers presumably carrying 
                      supplies filled half of the bay, in the process of being 
                      loaded. The ship itself stood there, the transport to Utopia 
                      Planitia. Naomi felt suddenly sick as she saw it, knowing 
                      perfectly well that that ship would be the one to take her 
                      mother away from her. 
                    "Okay." 
                      Sam spoke for the first time since they had entered the 
                      large building. "I suppose I'd better get on board." 
                      She felt decidedly awkward, unsure of how to reassure Naomi 
                      in any way. She smiled gently at Greskrendtregk. "Take 
                      care, honey." She leaned over, planting a kiss on his 
                      lips.
                    He 
                      returned the smile. "Be careful."
                    "I 
                      will," Sam replied, before looking down at Naomi. "Are 
                      you okay, sweetheart?"
                    Naomi 
                      shook her head, as Sam leaned down to Naomi's level, opening 
                      her arms to the child. Naomi flung herself into Sam's arms, 
                      tears suddenly glimmering in her eyes as her mother lifted 
                      her up. Samantha wrapped her arms protectively around her 
                      daughter, allowing Naomi to bury her head in her shoulder. 
                      Tears soaked through Samantha's jumpsuit as she rocked Naomi 
                      gently in her arms as though she were no more than a baby. 
                      
                    "Shhh," 
                      Sam gently comforted her, stroking her daughter's hair. 
                      "Naomi, please don't cry. It'll be all right. I promise."
                    Naomi 
                      raised her head slightly, tears still falling. "I know," 
                      she choked out. "I don't want you to go." She 
                      flung her head back into her mother's shoulder, slightly 
                      embarrassed at admitting that.
                    "I 
                      don't want to go," Sam told her calmly, fighting back 
                      tears of her own. "But I have to."
                    "It's 
                      not fair," Naomi's muffled voice came from Sam's shoulder.
                    "I 
                      know, sweetie," Sam responded, hugging her daughter 
                      close to her. "But life isn't." 
                    "Notice 
                      to all passengers. Will passengers of the transport departing 
                      for Utopia Planitia please board? 
                      Boarding is commencing. I repeat, boarding is commencing," 
                      the computer reported. 
                    "That's 
                      me," Sam sighed, gently lowering Naomi to the floor, 
                      reluctant to allow her daughter to go. 
                    Squeezing 
                      her eyes tightly shut, Naomi tried to blink back her tears. 
                      Sam smiled affectionately at her daughter. "Chin up, 
                      sweetheart," she said quietly, pulling the girls chin 
                      upwards so that their eye-lines met. She gently wiped away 
                      one of the tears rolling down Naomi's cheek. "Hey," 
                      she said softly, crouching down to become Naomi's height. 
                      "I'm coming back." She gazed at Naomi seriously. 
                      "I promise."
                    Naomi 
                      nodded understandingly. "I know."
                    Sam 
                      smiled, trying not to cry. "That's my girl." She 
                      glanced from Naomi to the transport ship behind them. "They're 
                      getting ready to get underway. I'd better go." 
                    Naomi 
                      nodded. "I love you, mom," she said, throwing 
                      her arms around her mother's neck. 
                    "I 
                      love you too," Sam replied calmly, hugging her daughter 
                      tightly. They stayed in complete silence for a few moments.
                    "Come 
                      on, Naomi," Greskrendtregk urged her, grasping the 
                      girls hand as she backed away from her mother. "We 
                      should go."
                    Naomi 
                      nodded tearfully, clinging to her father's hand, suddenly 
                      glad of the comfort he offered. "Bye, mom," she 
                      managed bravely.
                    "Love 
                      you, sweetie," Sam told her daughter, an affectionate 
                      look in her eyes before she turned, to board the shuttle.
                    Naomi 
                      and Greskrendtregk watched her until she had boarded, and 
                      even then continued to gaze for a few moments afterwards.
                    "She'll 
                      be all right," Greskrendtregk told Naomi, unsure of 
                      entirely how to reassure her.
                    Naomi 
                      was silent for a moment. "Lets go," she finally 
                      managed, averting her eyes from the transport, and beginning 
                      to lead her father towards the door. 
                    ***
                    Kathryn 
                      could hear the snapping of the cables that connected the 
                      hull of the ship to the station. The detachment of the wires 
                      from the hull plating sent an echoing bang throughout the 
                      entire top decks. It was a sign of how quickly this ship 
                      was pushed into her shakedown cruise. Kathryn felt it was 
                      also a sign of things to come.
                    She 
                      sank down into the Captain's chair as the last of the cords 
                      snapped off, leaving the ship free from the shipyard. The 
                      blue chair felt comfortable, however it was missing the 
                      distinct feeling of wear. For a second, Kathryn missed her 
                      old ship greatly. It was replaced quickly however by the 
                      thought and feeling of being back in the big chair yet again. 
                      It felt right.
                    One 
                      glance to her left and she realized yet again what wasn't 
                      right. Her new first officer, Thalia Barton sat beside her, 
                      looking straight ahead. There was a smugness to her looks 
                      that irked Janeway, it reminded her of Tom Paris of the 
                      early years. On second thought, she reminded herself, Tom 
                      Paris came to be one of her best officers. She glanced at 
                      Barton again, her thoughts wandering. Everything will definitely 
                      take some time, but Janeway couldn't shake the thought of 
                      Barton's arrogance on their first encounter from her mind. 
                      She didn't like that encounter at all and hoped that they 
                      could talk later under better circumstances. That was, of 
                      course, if Barton wanted to.
                    Everyone 
                      was doing one last check of the ship's systems before she 
                      would give the order to depart. Where they were going was 
                      still an unknown, however Seven and B'Elanna were both working 
                      with Oz to see what he could find. With that thought, she 
                      gazed down at the seat beside Tom Paris, the empty seat. 
                      That was what was important at the moment - to get Harry 
                      back. She could solve any minor crew squabbles and technical 
                      difficulties with the ship at a later time. Right now finding 
                      Harry was their top priority. 
                    "Captain, 
                      Engineering reports in that all systems are a go. All propulsion 
                      available through slipstream drive." Tom reported.
                    "Thank 
                      you, Tom." Silently, Kathryn stood up from her seat, 
                      turning to look at each person who was stationed on the 
                      bridge. "For those of you who are new to my crew, welcome. 
                      For those who served with me for the past eight years. Here 
                      we are again." She said as she walked silently down 
                      the two steps to where Tom was sitting. Kathryn trailed 
                      her hand along the Helm/Ops station, deep in thought. 
                    "Starfleet 
                      feels that this ship is ready to go, and I know for most 
                      of you, there are some lingering doubts as to whether this 
                      ship will perform. We all do. However, as I look at the 
                      empty space at Ops, I can't help but feel assured in a small 
                      way." Kathryn was lost in thought as she walked to 
                      the other end of the console, taking a long look at the 
                      new controls. "Harry Kim worked on this ship since 
                      the beginning. He believes it can fly. So does our chief 
                      engineer B'Elanna Torres and Seven Of Nine. I have faith 
                      in their faith. And I hope every one of you will have that 
                      same faith as I do."
                    Kathryn 
                      took a breath as she walked back up near her chair, still 
                      standing. "This mission won't be an easy one, however 
                      for the crew of Voyager, nothing ever came easy. I expect 
                      the same effort from each one of you as I received when 
                      we were lost in the Delta Quadrant and the Time Bubble. 
                      We are now in charge of the most powerful, most advanced 
                      ship in the fleet. Starfleet made a huge leap in interstellar 
                      travel by equipping this ship - the Voyager-A - with a Transwarp 
                      and a Slipstream drive. Eight years ago, it would take 70 
                      years to travel between the Alpha and Delta quadrants. This 
                      ship can do it in weeks."
                    Kathryn 
                      turned again, this time facing Ayala who stood beside Tuvok 
                      at tactical. "Eight years ago, under extraordinary 
                      circumstances, the crew of Voyager and a group of former 
                      Maquis were bought together in a quest to get home. Here 
                      we are today, still standing together." She lingered 
                      on that note, pondering Chakotay's absence. "There's 
                      a new mission ahead of us, and we'll face it again. Together." 
                      She smiled slightly at Ayala, who returned it, then took 
                      her seat. "Mr. Paris, take us out."
                    ***
                    Harry 
                      shuffled back in forth in the prison that was made to look 
                      like his old room. He had given up trying to force open 
                      the doors or windows, nor was calling for help of any use. 
                      He was stuck here until his tormentors decided to have more 
                      fun with him.
                    If 
                      this was a holodeck, Harry thought, then it was an excellent 
                      recreation, one that Tom Paris would have been proud of. 
                      They had managed to get the details of his childhood down 
                      to the wear and tear of his soccer and Velocity team posters 
                      from fifteen years ago. Everything was exactly as he remembered 
                      it, except for the fact that his mother was not a homicidal 
                      dictator bent on destroying his home planet.
                    "Hello, 
                      Harry," came a familiar voice, as Sycorax reappeared 
                      in the guise of his mother once again. "I was hoping 
                      your recollections of childhood might help bring forth some 
                      other memories of yours."
                    Harry 
                      looked at the false image sternly. "It's funny, but 
                      my memory has gone all of the sudden."
                    "Maybe 
                      you'd prefer a change of surroundings?" she asked, 
                      as the room shifted around them. Suddenly, Harry was no 
                      longer in his childhood home, but on the bridge of Voyager, 
                      back in the Delta Quadrant.
                    He 
                      quickly shifted his attention around the room, noticing 
                      how everything looked the way he remembered it. Then he 
                      looked down at himself, and the loose pajamas he had worn 
                      earlier had transformed into his old uniform. He looked 
                      back to where his mother had stood, only to see that her 
                      image had been replaced with another woman.
                    "Maybe 
                      this is where you feel more comfortable, Harry," said 
                      an illusory Captain Janeway, addressing him with a familiarity 
                      that became all the more unsettling.
                    "What 
                      do you want from me?" Harry demanded.
                    "Like 
                      I've said, Harry," she answered slyly, "you've 
                      been keeping secrets. There are things about this new ship 
                      you've been building that my contacts on Earth haven't been 
                      able to learn. Maybe you'd like to tell me about them?"
                    "I 
                      know all about your contacts," Harry shot back defiantly. 
                      "Everyone does by now. Just as I'm sure they know that 
                      they're the ones who kidnapped me."
                    "It 
                      doesn't matter," said the false Janeway, as she strode 
                      confidently over to the captain's chair and sat down, all 
                      eyes on the bridge watching her. "Your Federation is 
                      in no position to stand against us. Our people will have 
                      our sport with your people's suffering."
                    "We'll 
                      fight back," Harry said, trying to muster as much conviction 
                      as he could, if only to convince himself.
                    "Yes, 
                      I'm sure you will," said Sycorax through the Janeway 
                      image. "It will be so much fun to watch your kind flailing 
                      about, trying to fight when its so obviously hopeless." 
                      Sycorax then shifted in the captain's seat, looking square 
                      at Harry, her face still showing amusement. "Of course, 
                      I could make things easier for your people."
                    "You? 
                      Make things easier?" Harry shot back in contempt.
                    "Harry, 
                      what you don't seem to realize is that I'm the only one 
                      holding back the packs and keeping them from unleashing 
                      an orgy of violence against your Federation that would make 
                      your Dominion War seem like a family squabble. All I have 
                      to do is hold a conclave and get the males riled up enough, 
                      and your planet would cease to exist. I'm sure the Abomination 
                      told you all about what the Sernaix are capable of."
                    "He.he 
                      gave me some idea," said Harry.
                    "Then 
                      I'm sure you can see the importance of you making me happy. 
                      Tell me what I want to know, and I can minimize the damage 
                      to your people as best as I can. Defy me, and I can't be 
                      held responsible for what happens next." Sycorax then 
                      stood up from her seat and sauntered over to Harry in a 
                      very un-Janeway-like manner. "Don't cling too tightly 
                      to your expectations of reality, Mr. Kim. In the Realm, 
                      you can have anything you want, anything you desire."
                    The 
                      scene shifted again, and Harry was still in uniform, still 
                      aboard the old Voyager. Only now, he was no longer on the 
                      bridge, but rather in the old mess hall instead. And he 
                      wasn't alone. Standing before him was Seven of Nine, wearing 
                      the silvery healing suit that she had favored during her 
                      first year as an individual.
                    "Are 
                      you in love with me, Ensign?" said Seven.
                    "W-what?" 
                      Harry stammered, as confused at this moment as he had been 
                      by this same scene five years ago.
                    "Your 
                      pupils are dilated, your respiration uneven," said 
                      Seven, as she came well within his personal space. "Do 
                      you wish to copulate?"
                    "W-what's 
                      going on here?" he tried to speak. But as soon as Seven 
                      of Nine came close to him, close enough to feel the warmth 
                      of her body, the sensation of her breathing, she looked 
                      up at him, with a mischievous glimmer in her eyes that was 
                      not characteristic of the former-drone, even now with her 
                      newly liberated emotions.
                     "It 
                      feels good, doesn't it?" said Sycorax with Seven's 
                      voice. "You humans are so easily manipulated by your 
                      emotional desires. It puts my own species to shame."
                    Horrified, 
                      Harry pushed the false Seven away from him and backed away. 
                      Was there no escape from this manipulative tyrant?
                    "Do 
                      you really thing you can best me, Harry?" said Sycorax/Seven. 
                      "I know your desires and needs better than you do. 
                      Maybe you'd like to see some other episodes from your past?"
                    The 
                      scene changed again, and Harry was in his old quarters on 
                      Voyager, standing next to the same Seven of Nine illusion 
                      from before. Only now there was someone else here, another 
                      woman from his past.
                    "Come 
                      to bed, Harry," said Tal playfully, lounging erotically 
                      among his bed sheets. "That's an order."
                    "Or," 
                      said Sycorax next to him, "you'd prefer it to play 
                      out differently?"
                    Harry 
                      then glanced back at the bed. Tal was gone, replaced with 
                      another female.
                    "Come 
                      to bed, Harry," said Seven of Nine playfully, as naked 
                      and as sensual as Tal had been just moments before. "That's 
                      an order."
                    "Just 
                      stop it!" Harry cried out, turning to his side, only 
                      to see that no one was there anymore. "I'm tired of 
                      your manipulating reality! If you want to know so much about 
                      me, then face me as you are! No more illusions! Show me 
                      your real face!"
                    "All 
                      right, Harry," came a booming gravelly voice; one that 
                      Harry suspected was the true voice of Sycorax. "If 
                      that's what you want."
                    At 
                      the moment, the scene melted away. Harry saw that he was 
                      stretched out on what seemed like a rack, his arms and legs 
                      spread apart. He glanced to each side to see that there 
                      were
tubes
sticking out from his limbs and his 
                      neck, almost like he had been assimilated into the Borg 
                      Collective. His horror increased as he looked about the 
                      huge spherical chamber, the walls made of the same dark 
                      glassy material that he 
                      remembered from Ozymandias' ship so long ago. The room was 
                      empty except for him, the apparatus he was strapped to, 
                      and.
                    A 
                      large, bulky mass drifted towards him, only becoming clear 
                      as the light shone upon it that it was a person. A Sernaix. 
                      But not like the Sernaix males he had encountered before. 
                      This Sernaix was large, obscenely huge, with heavy drooping 
                      rolls of fat around its face. He
no, she
seemed 
                      to float in mid air, as she was clad in a loose white cloak 
                      and shrouded in some kind of mechanical harness. The device 
                      seemed to project some kind of antigravity around its wearer, 
                      as it allowed her to move about the room with a grace and 
                      ease that belied her tremendous bulk. Only as she grew closer 
                      could Harry see the look of cruel satisfaction at his terror 
                      and helplessness. This was the true face of Sycorax, Adimha 
                      of the Management Cadre.
                    "Welcome 
                      to reality, Mr. Kim," she said to him, with a harsh 
                      finality.
                    ***
                    Seven 
                      of Nine entered Engineering, looking about with great interest. 
                      She remembered how this place had looked when she had been 
                      working at Fulton Station, back when this vessel had been 
                      nothing more than, as B'Elanna Torres had put it, a skunk 
                      works. Then, engineers and technicians had been hastily 
                      fumbling about in a haze of inefficient movement and activity. 
                      But now, this was a working engineering department on a 
                      
                      starship. The crew all had their assigned duties and were 
                      doing so with the fluidity and precision of a well-crafted 
                      machine. B'Elanna had brought order to chaos, much as the 
                      Borg Queen did with the Collective. Of course, Seven thought 
                      it best not to share this analogy with the chief engineer.
                    B'Elanna 
                      looked up from her work and acknowledged the newcomer to 
                      her domain. "Hey, Seven. Did the captain send you down 
                      here?"
                    "She 
                      did not," said Seven. "I had hoped to converse 
                      with Ozymandias." 
                    "Suit 
                      yourself," said B'Elanna, gesturing towards the slipstream 
                      core. "You'd be doing me a favor. I need to get this 
                      crew up to speed, and I can't do that if he keeps making 
                      his smart-ass comments while we're trying 
                      to work."
                    "I 
                      will endeavor to occupy his time," said replied, "Lieutenant."
                    B'Elanna 
                      smiled at the acknowledgement. "You know, Seven, I 
                      know I told you that you could call me by my first name. 
                      But still, it feels good to get the recognition again."
                    Seven 
                      smiled at B'Elanna and then turned towards the elevator 
                      that went down to the sublevel that housed the slipstream 
                      core. A number of modifications had been made to the Engineering 
                      compartment since their initial experiments with installing 
                      the Borg and Sernaix drive systems. The Borg transwarp drive 
                      was now located on a higher platform which overlooked the 
                      standard Starfleet warp drive. Meanwhile the slipstream 
                      core had been installed in the lowest level, for both easier 
                      access to the deflector array systems and for security purposes 
                      in containing Ozymandias. Seven approached the Sernaix section 
                      anxiously as the lift came to a stop and she got off, beholding 
                      the unnatural looking mass of the core. "Ozymandias," 
                      she greeted the being inside cordially.
                    "Ah, 
                      Seven," said Oz with his regular flourish. "I 
                      was hoping you'd be coming to see me. You know, your captain 
                      promised that those holographic emitters would be installed 
                      here in Engineering soon."
                    "I 
                      am afraid that is a secondary priority," she said. 
                      "I was hoping
you would have more information 
                      on events within The Realm."
                    "I 
                      figured that this was more than just a social call," 
                      said the Sernaix. "I've been trying to tap into the 
                      Realm's subspace frequencies without being detected. So 
                      far, I'm getting quite a bit of traffic among the packs. 
                      There's definitely something big about to happen."
                    "And
what 
                      of Harry?" she asked apprehensively.
                    "Well, 
                      that's a bit harder," he answered. "I managed 
                      to track the communications from the ship that first took 
                      him. I know that he was transferred to a pack ship from 
                      there, and was moved to several destinations after that. 
                      But I'm still trying to home in on a final point of delivery."
                    "I 
                      see," she said softly. "Any information that you 
                      can provide would be of great benefit."
                    "Of 
                      course," he said, with an uncharacteristic gentleness. 
                      "You know, I'm not sure I really understand these emotions 
                      that you two are feeling for each other, but I'm guessing 
                      that they're pretty important."
                    "I 
                      suppose," she said, her thoughts distant. "But 
                      they can be a complication. Perhaps your race is to be envied. 
                      Without love, you cannot be hurt."
                    "I 
                      think that you may be throwing out the baby with the bathwater 
                      on that, Seven," said a familiar voice from behind 
                      her. Seven turned to see the Doctor looking at her with 
                      a gentle smile.
                    "Doctor," 
                      she said, "I did not hear you enter."
                    "I'm 
                      sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop," he said. "I 
                      came to speak with Lieutenant Torres. She was somewhat concerned 
                      about, well," he dissembled before shifting his attention 
                      towards the slipstream core and continuing in a more snippy 
                      tone, ".what you said to her about her being touched 
                      and tainted. She wanted to make sure that there were no 
                      problems with her or her baby."
                    "Hey, 
                      don't be jumping on me," Oz replied defensively. "I 
                      only repeated what was told to us by the Management Cadre. 
                      Personally, I was never able to detect any Touch from her 
                      the way I can with Harry. I'm an Adimh, not a medic."
                    "I 
                      trust that she is well?" Seven asked with concern.
                    "Well, 
                      my scans haven't found anything wrong with her, if that's 
                      what you mean," said the Doctor. "But I can't 
                      say that I know what I'm supposed to look for either."
                    The 
                      young woman said nothing, and thought only of Harry, and 
                      how his own special gifts, whatever their origins, were 
                      the cause of his disappearance.
                    "Listen 
                      to me, Seven," said the Doctor. "I know how it 
                      is with you. I know that you're feeling great anguish inside. 
                      Often you try to shy away from the things that confront 
                      you or cause you discomfort."
                    "Your 
                      point being?" she demanded.
                    "What 
                      I'm saying, Seven, is that you shouldn't give up on your 
                      feelings or emotions just because they carry with them the 
                      risk of being hurt. I've seen you these past few months, 
                      how you've grown and flourished as a human being. I always 
                      had the highest hopes for you when I took on your tutelage, 
                      but you've exceeded all of my expectations. You've truly 
                      blossomed into your humanity. I beg of you not to throw 
                      that away."
                    "But
what 
                      if I am mistaken? Why must I risk pain and suffering for 
                      this?"
                    The 
                      Doctor smiled at her affectionately. "Seven, there's 
                      an old human expression. 'You have to kiss a few frogs before 
                      you find your prince.'"
                    Seven 
                      arched an eyebrow at her former mentor. "Doctor, are 
                      you comparing Axum and Chakotay to amphibians?"
                    "What 
                      I am saying, Seven," he continued warmly, "is 
                      that the pain and the confusion and choices you made in 
                      the past all helped you to grow and to bring you to this 
                      point right now. Mr. Kim is different from those other men 
                      in your life. He's the first young man you've chosen while 
                      completely free of your Borg restrictions and preconceptions 
                      of the past. He's the choice you made as a true human woman."
                    "And.if 
                      I have lost him?"
                    "Then 
                      you'll go on," he added. "You have the strength 
                      for that. But you don't know that you've lost him yet. He 
                      could still be out there, waiting for you. Now maybe he 
                      may just be another frog. But maybe, just maybe, he could 
                      be your prince."
                    "He's 
                      right, you know," said B'Elanna, coming up to join 
                      him. "And I think that after centuries of fairy tales 
                      about princes and damsels in distress, it'll be nice to 
                      have the princess come to the rescue for a change."
                    Seven's 
                      features broadened as she stood up firmly, her confidence 
                      renewed. "You are correct, both of you. I will not 
                      give up. Harry is out there and I will find him. I will 
                      not give up hope. That is the human thing to do."
                    Suddenly 
                      Oz emitted a loud scream throughout Engineering, causing 
                      all within earshot jump.
                    "What 
                      the hell was that about?" B'Elanna shouted at the Sernaix.
                    "I." 
                      Oz tried to speak. "It's happening. The invasion is 
                      on!"
                    ***
                    Harry 
                      went pale as Sycorax floated up to him, her piercing yellow 
                      eyes never blinking, until she was just centimeters from 
                      his face. He wanted to look away, but each glance to the 
                      side only showed him the violation of his body.
                    "What 
                      did you do to me?!" he screamed at her, trying to wrestle 
                      his arms free from the harness he was strapped to, the tubes 
                      plugged into his limbs jangling as he shook them.
                    "You'll 
                      have to forgive the crudeness of this apparatus, Harry," 
                      said Sycorax with a false smile. "It's been a long 
                      time since we've tried to link an alien with The Realm. 
                      We know that your species doesn't share our natural abilities 
                      to generate a bodyfield, so we had to come up with a more
makeshift
interface."
                    He 
                      groaned with disgust at what had been done to him. He felt 
                      no pain, but only a dull ache that permeated his body. He 
                      was still wearing the clothes he had on during his date 
                      with Seven, even though his sleeves and pants were in tatters. 
                      It was just a well, he thought. He didn't want to know what 
                      these monsters had done with the rest of his body that he 
                      couldn't see.
                    But 
                      then something dawned upon him. If the Sernaix had been 
                      forced to rig such a device to access his mind via The Realm, 
                      then it meant that they didn't know about his episode with 
                      the slipstream core. For one brief moment, Harry had managed 
                      to interface his mind with Sernaix technology, even though 
                      such a feat should have been impossible. Perhaps it had 
                      been just a fluke, something to do with Ozymandias and the 
                      core. But what if it wasn't? Perhaps, he thought, he had 
                      an ace up his sleeve after all.
                    "Now, 
                      Harry," said Sycorax as she floated around him menacingly. 
                      "You're going to tell me more about your dreams. Did 
                      you hear any words spoken to you by the gods?"
                    "I'm 
                      telling you, I haven't any idea who your gods are, or whether 
                      or not they gave me any knowledge!" he shouted in exasperation. 
                      "I think I'd remember if I met a god!"
                    Sycorax 
                      stopped in mid-air and turned towards him, her face becoming 
                      twisted and angry. She lunged towards him and reached out 
                      with her clawed finger. Harry could do nothing as she seized 
                      his head in a vise-like grip between her hands. 
                    "Listen 
                      to me, boy!" she growled at him. "I could crush 
                      you like an insect! I can't imagine why the Gods would choose 
                      a pitiful creature like you as the vessel of their knowledge, 
                      but according to your ship records, they did. So you will 
                      tell me everything I want to know! Now!"
                    Harry 
                      winced as he felt the pressure and pain of her grip on his 
                      head. She pressed harder, to the point where Harry feared 
                      she would crush his skull in a mindless fury. "I.I 
                      don't know what you want me to tell you."
                    "The 
                      Gods!" she exclaimed, her voice sounding more desperate. 
                      "They must have spoken to you in your dreams! What 
                      did they say to you! I must know their secrets! Their lives! 
                      Did they give you the secret to immortality?"
                    "B-but.I 
                      thought you Sernaix were already immortal?" he answered 
                      weakly.
                    "Immortal?" 
                      she spat at him. "As digital beings, perhaps, divorced 
                      from the physical needs and desires of life. But immortality 
                      of the flesh, the immortality of power.that is a gift that 
                      only the Gods were said to wield! I must have that power!"
                    Harry 
                      thought of what this woman had said of Ozymandias. She had 
                      called him an Abomination, all because he had refused to 
                      step down and choose the life of an immortal upload. But 
                      now he could see that Ozymandias and Sycorax were two sides 
                      of the same coin. Both craved the pleasures of reality all 
                      for different reasons, but in her own way, Sycorax was as 
                      much an Abomination as the being she had ordered hunted 
                      down and destroyed.
                    The 
                      Adimha looked deep into Harry's face, and saw both the fear 
                      and the defiance. Seeing that she was losing her control 
                      over him, she released him and floated back. Clearly the 
                      human did not fear his own death. Given what they knew of 
                      him, the deaths of others would be more likely to move him.
                    "Very 
                      well, Harry," she said with scorn. "If that's 
                      the way you want to play, then you'll learn who is the true 
                      master of games here." Sycorax then waved her stubby 
                      arm, and the room disappeared, replaced by a vast arena 
                      decked with torches and bonfires. The sky in the distance 
                      was a volcanic glow of ash and flame. The air was filled 
                      with the heavy din of drums and marching armies. Hundred 
                      of Sernaix men were seated around them on stone benches, 
                      all of them dressed in shiny black leather, with their tattoos 
                      glowing a fiery red. They were all shouting and clamoring 
                      for attention, and all of them armed with nasty looking 
                      melee weapons, and ready to use them.
                    As 
                      for Sycorax herself, she had grown to even greater proportions. 
                      In this false reality, she towered over the arena as a ten-meter 
                      tall warrior goddess, her bulk replaced with muscle, her 
                      robes and harness becoming armor. Her clawed fingers were 
                      now extended as ferocious talons and her eyes radiated with 
                      flame.
                    And 
                      as for Harry himself, the tubes and attachments had disappeared. 
                      He had shrunk down to the size of a mouse, and was being 
                      held up in Sycorax's monstrous paw, reduced to the status 
                      of a toy for Sernaix enjoyment. 
                    "This 
                      is the Enemy!" Sycorax bellowed to the assembled males, 
                      as they quieted down to absorb the words of the Adimha. 
                      "See how weak and vulnerable he truly is. So too shall 
                      it be with the worlds of his people! Go forth and destroy! 
                      Take pleasure in the death and agony that you sow and share 
                      that pleasure with all those linked to The Realm!"
                    "Yes!" 
                      the males shouted in unison, raising their weapons in a 
                      salute of victory and joy.
                    "What 
                      is our first target?" asked one large Sernaix male, 
                      who stood at the head of the crowd.
                    Sycorax 
                      the Warrior Goddess smiled cruelly as she gazed down at 
                      the helpless Harry Kim in her hand. "Find Janeway's 
                      ship," she cackled. "Find it, and make her crew 
                      suffer."
                    ***
                    Tom 
                      checked the navigation chart again, amazed at the precision 
                      of the Borg transwarp drive. They were on the course Oz 
                      had set for them now over 3 hours and he had no need to 
                      make a course change - a record as far as he knew.
                    "Does 
                      it meet your approval Mr. Paris?" Janeway spoke from 
                      her chair, a slight grin on her face as she watched her 
                      pilot gaze over the controls like a kid in a candy store.
                    "Even 
                      more than I thought Captain." Tom replied.
                    A 
                      sudden beep from the ops console alerted both of them to 
                      that station. The ensign at the post punched a few buttons 
                      in confusion. "Captain, the readings are garbled." 
                      With that, Kathryn stood up and walked down to the Ops console, 
                      beside the young ensign. "I can't get any good readings."
                    Kathryn 
                      punched a few buttons herself, frowning. "Its possible 
                      that there is a problem with the sensor array." Kathryn 
                      tapped her combadge. "B'Elanna are the sensors working?"
                     
                      Came B'Elanna's voice over the comm. Kathryn frowned again 
                      and tapped 
                      at the ops console. Still nothing. She sighed to herself. 
                      Malfunctions were the most annoying thing about a shakedown 
                      cruise. Kathryn paused a moment, about to call in a repair 
                      team when another beep went off, this time from the Helm.
                    "Not 
                      another one, Mr. Paris?" Janeway shifted sides between 
                      the two officers to stand beside Tom. From the look on Tom's 
                      face, Kathryn could tell she wouldn't like what he had to 
                      say. She then felt a shiver beneath her feet that quickly 
                      changed into a big shake, nearly tossing her off balance.
                    "We're 
                      coming out of transwarp Captain! I don't know what caused 
                      it!" Tom hollered as he tried to steer the ship back 
                      onto some recognizable course. With one hand, Kathryn latched 
                      on to the back of his chair and tapped her combadge with 
                      the other.
                    "B'Elanna, 
                      tell me everything is working fine now!" Janeway said 
                      as another shimmer shook the ship. She fell forward, catching 
                      herself on the console in front of her. 
                     
                      The shaking ceased as Tom released a breath. "I think 
                      we're ok Captain."
                    "I 
                      still can't get a clear reading Captain." The ensign 
                      announced.
                    Kathryn 
                      turned to the station at the far left. "Mrs. Wildman, 
                      can you pick up anything from your station."
                    Sam 
                      glanced over the sensor data she had received, and couldn't 
                      make any sense of it. "I don't know what to make of 
                      this Captain. By all accounts, the sensors in Stellar Cartography 
                      are working. But..." Her voice trailed off as she frantically 
                      tapped at the buttons, trying to make sense of the information.
                    "But 
                      what Ensign?" Kathryn prodded.
                    "I'm 
                      picking up...severe changes to the space-time continuum." 
                      Sam spoke, in disbelief.
                    "Severe 
                      changes ensign? Be more specific." Kathryn said, turning 
                      and strolling up to Stellar Cartography. Sam was still flicking 
                      away at the controls as Janeway got close enough to the 
                      station to read the sensor data. "This doesn't make 
                      any sense." 
                    "The 
                      stars...there are more of them. And some have disappeared. 
                      Wait a second." Sam said as she flicked away at the 
                      controls. "It's still changing."
                    "Captain." 
                      It was Tuvok this time. "I am picking up currents of 
                      temporal displacement throughout the sector. It appears 
                      to be an after effect of whatever has happened to the stars. 
                      I cannot trace it."
                    Kathryn 
                      felt a migraine coming on very quickly at the mention of 
                      temporal displacement currents. Now part of her was hoping 
                      this was all glitches within the ship's systems. "Tuvok, 
                      Sam, run a level 3 diagnostic."
                    "Captain, 
                      I believe there is nothing wrong with the system. I scanned 
                      the nearest star to appear. We've encountered it before." 
                      Sam stated.
                    "What?" 
                      Kathryn felt her head beginning to buckle under the strain. 
                      To her right, she saw Barton appear, a bad omen if she could 
                      ever think of one.
                    "From 
                      the Time Bubble, Captain. I think that...wherever we were 
                      then is now merging with our galaxy." Sam finished.
                    Kathryn 
                      felt a tinge of fear ripple through her. That was one place 
                      she never wanted to see again. "Are you sure?"
                    "All 
                      sensors indicate such."
                    "Mr. 
                      Paris, come to a full stop. I want to know exactly what's 
                      going on here." Kathryn ordered as she turned and began 
                      to walk across the bridge. The sanctuary of her Ready Room 
                      looked very pleasing at the moment. There she could think 
                      things over, there she could figure out what was happening.
                    "We 
                      should keep going." Barton's voice echoed throughout 
                      the now silent bridge. Kathryn turned slowly to meet her 
                      new first officer square in the eyes. All she was met with 
                      was vainglorioussness. "We should not be wasting time 
                      like this."
                    "What 
                      makes you so sure we are 'wasting time like this'?" 
                      Kathryn countered. "There has been a severe disruption 
                      in the space-time continuum. I don't know if the Federation 
                      took a look around lately, however that usually means something 
                      severe happened and could possibly mean that there was a 
                      change to our own timeline. The Temporal Prime Directive 
                      - remember?" 
                    "Clearly. 
                      We should let Temporal Investigations take care of it." 
                      Barton suggested.
                    "And 
                      step into an area of space we know potentially nothing about?" 
                      Kathryn approached the larger woman, although she was smaller 
                      than Barton, Kathryn's sense of command and composure made 
                      her the dominating one. Her chin tilted slightly up as she 
                      faced down the brunette. "That's the markings of an 
                      inexperienced officer, Commander."
                    "I 
                      am following protocol." Barton stated calmly.
                    "And 
                      as Captain, I want to know what's going on. Report to engineering 
                      and help Lieutenant Torres with those diagnostics. I'll 
                      be in my Ready Room." Kathryn ordered as she turned 
                      away, not giving Barton a second glance. Sensing Barton's 
                      stare on her back, she turned again. "And don't forget 
                      - Lieutenant Torres is the Chief Engineer." With that, 
                      she turned and made her way into the Ready Room.
                    The 
                      doors swished shut behind her as she called for the replicator 
                      to makea cup of coffee. The mission had grown more complicated. 
                      If the sensor data was correct as she suspected it was, 
                      then there could be no stopping the Sernaix. As far as Kathryn 
                      knew, their race spanned the entire galaxy. Passing by the 
                      replicator, she reached for her coffee and made her way 
                      to her desk and plopped herself down in the seat. With one 
                      sip of coffee, she felt herself relaxing.
                    Placing 
                      the mug down on her desk, she opened a channel to Starfleet 
                      Command, thinking that maybe they knew what was happening. 
                      
                     
                      The computer announced. She would have to send her message 
                      through subspace and hopefully hear back from them within 
                      a few hours. Taking one more sip of coffee, she prepared 
                      a message and sent it off on a secure channel. 
                    Resting 
                      back in the chair, she thought over the events of the last 
                      48 hours. Everything was so peaceful, just two days ago. 
                      She and Chakotay were at Lake George, finally getting, what 
                      he called 'all that overdue shore leave you promised to 
                      take with me'. Then there was Miral's birthday party which 
                      brought the senior staff back together for the first time 
                      in months. Kathryn sighed at the thought. It was certainly 
                      one of the most enjoyable evenings she had ever shared with 
                      her close friends. 
                    It 
                      seemed fate had intervened to make sure something went wrong. 
                      Later that night, Paris showed up at the cottage with the 
                      bad news. Much to her surprise he never even made a single 
                      comment about her and Chakotay. They made their way to Starfleet 
                      Headquarters and everything changed. About 12 hours later 
                      she was in a meeting with the President of the Federation 
                      and shortly after that - they had all been reassigned, she 
                      was given the new ship and Chakotay...
                    Was 
                      gone. He was assigned to another ship. The sum of eight 
                      years of fear all wrapped up in one single action. Chakotay 
                      was taken away from her. That thought still seemed unbelievable 
                      even though she sat in this new Ready Room, on a new ship, 
                      with a new First Officer.
                    Life 
                      felt like it was crumbling apart beneath her feet. Kathryn 
                      sighed to herself and gulped down the last of the coffee. 
                      Hopefully things would get easier in time. 
                    Maybe 
                      not. The ship was suddenly rocked violently, tossing Kathryn 
                      out of her chair and to the floor. She knew the feeling 
                      and she knew it wasn't an insatiable transwarp corridor. 
                      Scrambling to her feet, Kathryn ran onto the bridge "Report!"
                    "Not 
                      good Captain." Tom reported.
                    "Don't 
                      keep me hanging Mr. Paris." Kathryn snapped.
                    "We're 
                      surrounded by Sernaix."
                    Kathryn 
                      felt her heart sink even lower.
                    To 
                      be continued...
                    ------
                    Written 
                      by: Mike 
                      Ben-Zvi, Jeffrey Harlan, Seema, LadyChakotay, Thinkey, LauraJo, 
                      Zeke, MaquisKat, Heather Briles, , Bec, Rebel, Anne Rose 
                      and Jennica Williams
                      Beta: J
                      Producers: Thinkey, Anne Rose and Coral